I’m so sorry Lexi, I have no clue whether you’ll ever see this or not..... but if you do then I’m sorry. For everything. I realize that I’m an asshole. I realize that I never deserve ur forgiveness. And that’s fine. I paid cash for that.... but I just want (for no apparent reason..) you to know that I’m smart enough to connect the dots between you saving my life and taking a turn to become a nurse.. and what I’m trying to say is that I’m thankful to be the first life you saved and I know you’ll be amazing and go on to save countless more lives. then maybe the memory of me will be lessened by the flood of similar situations. I’ll always have a special place for you in my heart even know we will forever be strangers. You’ll always know my number by heart. So I’m here.
