IS GONE.

it's been a long time coming but i won't be returning to rp. to put it simply, my real life is a mess and always has been a mess. for years i've used rp to help myself cope with these things but if i don't focus on fixing them, nothing will ever change. i'm backing away from certain sites and trying to start new and make more of an effort to help myself before it's too late. i had a lot of fun here, though; i met good people, made good memories for myself and had a blast writing adam and many other characters, but it's time to go. i'm not very good with farewells and i know this might not be the best, but it's all i got. thanks to everyone who supported me and made me love writing here on tumblr for these past few years. my blogs will eventually be deleted but i'll leave them up for a little while longer. i always knew it'd be hard to part with them after all i've done, but i'll suck it up soon. anyways, thanks for everything. goodbye, guys. sincerely, your friendly neighborhood leo.

[fiunach]

[booksofrequirement]

You and I are nothing but wild beasts wearing human skins.

Queen of Shadows by Sarah J. Maas (via booksofrequirement)

[starrymar]

two thoughts, equally as terrifying: WHAT IF I SEE YOU AGAIN? WHAT IF I DON’T?

Untitled, Margaret Schnabel (via ardouisur)

[lifeinpoetry]

I won’t lose my darkness what else do I have

Alice Notley, from “1965.” Mysteries of Small Houses (via ardouisur)

[songsofgaming]

Visit Original Link

[fiunach]

songsofgaming:

I am Setsuna - Path of Redemption

[fiunach]

@masochisticsadist replied: outofcharacter. I LOVE YOU LEO, YOUR WRITING, YOUR CHARACTERS, YOUR CANON AND I CAN'T WAIT TO COME BACK AND SEE YOU!!! HJKSA

YELLS INTO A BUCKET I LOVE YOU TOO LILY this is so sweet and good i’m gonna die, I’M GONNA MISS YOU WHILE YOU DO NANO!!!! i’m always so glad you love all my stuff AND I CAN’T WAIT UNTIL YOU COME BACK SO I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN TOO!!!!!! rips off a thousand shirts just for you dkfhsld 

[nocoire]

Visit Original Link

Song of the Ancients | Popola

[fiunach]

YOU GUYS!!!!!! LOOK AT THIS PICTURE ENKI DREW ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!! I ALREADY POSTED IT ON TWITTER but i had to post it here too out of pure excitement, MY KAGERU KIDS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND THIS IS SUCH AN AMAZING PICTURE!!!! it’s so good and i’m so happy, i love enki............... jdhfls she’s so good to me.

[fiunach]

i was hardly here at all for the month of october and i apologize greatly. it’s been a struggle to get myself back into rp after certain things have happened to me and around me, but i’m gonna make an effort to show my face again once november gets here. if i can’t get myself back into the swing of rp by the end of this year, i may retire completely and archive all my blogs so people don’t have to wait up on me anymore. anyways, thanks, as always, to those who are patient with me and continue to welcome me back. don’t know if i’ll be on tumblr for the rest of october ( my birthday is tomorrow, the 29th, and i have small plans for halloween ) so i’ll just say a quick and early happy halloween to everyone celebrating! i hope everyone stays safe and has fun.

[luthienne]

It does me no good; violence has changed me. / My body has grown cold like the stripped fields; / now there is only my mind, cautious and wary, / with the sense it is being tested.

Louise Glück, from Averno; “October”

[minareceipts-blog]

You guys wanted the caps. This is a facebook conversation that went down and permission to be shared. I’ll keep this all very concise.

Mina admits to being cis female. And then this happens. Lol. She further admits that she was never truthfully mentally ill, lgbt, etc. She tried to apologize again. Note how she was never a victim of csa either. Nor did she care about actually using proper pronouns for people. Further admittance she wasn’t a csa victim. Again just another refresher on how she wasn’t anything she said she was.

These next few caps are from a chatzy that was hosted because she could not contact masochisticsadist. She was never hypersexual and only claimed to be to excuse her rampant nsfw tyriads. Further admittance to not being a csa survivor in her own words. Remember how she said she was professionally diagnosed with bpd? Nah.

So in closing Mina never told the truth. About anything. She’s just some neurotypical straight cis white girl.

[masochisticsadist-deactivated20]

outofcharacter. This is one of two callout posts that’ll be coming from me because I couldn’t fit everything Mina has done in this one without it being well over 5,000 words ( this post is more multi-topic centric and my next one will deal with Ari-centric things / her further dehumanization of me / her ableism towards my disorders, so on and so forth ). Mina already got dragged concerning some of the core things she’s done like her racism, the fact that she managed to guzzle over 1,000 dollars out of this community, et cœtera, et cœtera ( things of which I’ll touch on since some of them have to do with me / my creative work ( I’ll link mina’s receipt blog @minareceipts and Azu’s and Azzy’s callouts if you want to thumb through some immediate receipts ) ), however due to receipts having already been thrown out at rapid speeds, my post will be fairly light with them ( rest assured I still have them, like the 100+ dollars I sent Mina for example ).

I’m going to give a summary of the things you’re going to read about in this post: Mina being a lipless, money-guzzling shit stick, Mina being ableist ( a given, hilarious how she accusing other people of being ableist to her and yet… ), Mina trying to become Kohana in a very weird way ( …lmao… ), Mina erasing personality disorders, Mina using Kohana as a Token Bisexual™, Mina queerbaiting on top of her having lied about being bisexual, Mina being sexually inappropriate around minors, Mina just generally being a lying bag of crusted over foreskins… There’s a lot and you guys already know my callouts are extraordinarily long, so. I’d like those of you who are reading to consider my post an open letter to our favourite sea walrus of a coward who decided to hoist up her blubber and run in lieu of giving an appropriate, sincere apology and owning up to all the unforgivable things she’s done. Mina, I’m going to open this drag with something quite overdue: brideofsparda / motheredthem / kannonbiraki and your other 890321 urls for your shit blogs, fuck you.

Keep reading

[fiunach]

only 10 days left until My Birth(tm).

[rabbittongue]

[mournfulroses]

…the bitterness of loss, an intolerable grief, the anxiety of falling out of the web of certainties and having to relearn life without the security of knowing how to do it…

Elena Ferrante, tr. by Ann Goldstein, from The Days of Abandonment (via violentwavesofemotion)

[lhzthepoet]

He is playing the role of Destroyer: Monsters Mayhem Himself.

it’s like the only language he understands is pain // L.H.Z (via lhzthepoet)

[wyntrbones-deactivated20200517]

send ‘Trick or Treat!  🎃’ to my inbox & i’ll give you a treat !

aesthetic for @fiunach​ ♡ !