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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

shymagnolia

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

flagellant

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

coffee-or-hot-cocoa

i need all the help i can get for finals

finnglas

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.

So you know.

This might be the real one, y’all.

avhira

I could use some luck

flammenxci

> Decide to look up Haint Blue because I don't know what it looks like.

> It is the same light bluish green I have been drawn to my whole life.

> I have a chair in this color, a set of headphones and my phone case has this color. Even my over the bed galaxy canopy has this color on it.

> My bathroom wave light is set to this color and I make sure it stays running.

> And due to the way that light reflects off the walls, its glow reaches well into my bedroom and covers my bed.

> I have ALWAYS come back to this color one way or another.

What does this mean?

flammenxci

I DID IT AGAIN!

WHY AM I DRAWN TO THIS COLOR?!

#had to get dehumidifiers for the house #and oh does it feel wonderful to not HATE walking around my own home anymore

I FINALLY FOUND IT! A treasure that has eluded me for years but no longer!

A CAN OF WHOOP ASS!

#it's so good!#best cold brew in a while

> Decide to look up Haint Blue because I don't know what it looks like.

> It is the same light bluish green I have been drawn to my whole life.

> I have a chair in this color, a set of headphones and my phone case has this color. Even my over the bed galaxy canopy has this color on it.

> My bathroom wave light is set to this color and I make sure it stays running.

> And due to the way that light reflects off the walls, its glow reaches well into my bedroom and covers my bed.

> I have ALWAYS come back to this color one way or another.

What does this mean?

#haint blue #seriously I cannot escape this color #nor do I want to #I just like it but never knew why #and I still don't

I just had to bring out the Remington 12 because somebody came up banging on my front door acting crazy. Then walked along the front trying to peak into my dad's bedroom window.

"I see you watching shit!"

Oh no no, we do not threaten that sick old man.

Bad news, he's still roaming around either having an episode, a bad high or both. Cops were called.

Good news, the door held, didn't even rattle the chain on the security plate. Means I did good re-enforcing it after that break in back in '21.

More news, had to take the Remington into the bathroom with me because knowing my luck, something's gonna happen while I'm stuck on the can. 😮‍💨

flammenxci

Getting back into Fallout, specifically FO4.

Tired of seeing the dead spread throughout the wasteland.

It has been 200+ years since the bombs fell, there ain't no way in hell that SOMEBODY hasn't taken up issue with that.

Decide to make a new fan faction that splintered off from The Church of Atom.

flammenxci

I created a new deviantart account for the first time in YEARS. I'm serious about this shit.

#'thier AI scrapes'#i'm prepared for that #datapool poisoning is my jam

Checked brother's facebook.

No bullshit about my birthday.

Check e-mail.

Nothing from him from that end either.

Oh what a blessing it is to be forgotten by an incredibly toxic and delusion person.

#a lot of people fear being forgotten #those ones have never experienced the hell of the wrong people remembering them #that is one of the best birthday presents someone with severe trauma can receive #it's right up there with their abuser or rapist dying

Getting back into Fallout, specifically FO4.

Tired of seeing the dead spread throughout the wasteland.

It has been 200+ years since the bombs fell, there ain't no way in hell that SOMEBODY hasn't taken up issue with that.

Decide to make a new fan faction that splintered off from The Church of Atom.

#i mod the game so i can leave a memorial at the door of vault 111 #after finding out they died horribly by the institute #not peacefully in thier icy slumber like I initially assumed #walk around the vault scene in kellologg's memories. they were all alive.#they still venerate Atom but they also worship The Void and believe in what is called The In-Between #a space where the dead and broken linger because they haven't reached Attunement #so they help the living and the dead #one of their main mottos is 'death's gonna be smiling when it shows up for you anyways. You might as well give it a good reason to do so.'#they're peaceful but they're far from pacifists #i've already got their main weapons thought out #they prefer melee over ranged due to they just want to do their job in peace and not attract that much attention #but they can use guns if they need to #it's just 'boomstick brings more bullshit'

New GoW game reveal just dropped AND we got a preview of gameplay.

LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO!

#I don't care if I can't play it... yet!#it's new GoW content!#AHHHHHHHHH!#and I find out about on my birthday! YEEEEEAAAAAH BOI!

This is the 5th time the lawn guy has rescheduled me.

Asked Lawn Starter to find me a new pro and if the window is too late, I'm just gonna get one of those battery powered compact lawn tools on a payment plan to do it myself.

#i can do it myself #but with being my dad's sole caretaker #and having to take care of 9 animals #3 originally being mine and everybody else just offloaded them onto me #and working a physically demanding job on top of that #plus trying to keep the house somewhat decent #my plate runneth over

THESE TWO

ARE 3 YEARS OLD TODAY!

Happy Birthday my little baby girls, you made it to the big 3!

#they still smol tho #could be because of coming from a feral momma #with an unknown history on whether or not they come from a long line of ferals #but also they're from a litter of 9 so they might've had developmental issues from the get go #if you saw these two in person you'd think they were still kittens

Holy shit I turn 35 next week.

And I'm not dreading my birthday coming up for once.

Tfw you feel something tickling you and come to find out it's a baby praying mantis wondering wtf is going on.

Like oh hello little cutie, you're not supposed to be inside let alone on me.

Fun fact!

You can use a 10 cup drip coffee pot, the carafe not the whole machine, to make about 2 quarts of Koolaid, pour it into 14 ice pop molds and have some leftover to drink.

Current batch is blue raspberry lemonade from the multi-pack.

A stress test to find out how good you've gotten at emotional regulation after escaping narcissistic abuse.

Bathe multiple cats in a row, my family has 6, and save the one you know who's gonna be a fighter for last.

This sweet angel bit me 3 times and was a wild child throughout most of the bath. Couldn't reach for the big cup to rinse her off worth a damn. As soon as she felt either of my hands move, she tried to escape.

Still didn't lose my shit.

And then I rapid fired through 3 more baths for the dogs due to how much she wore me out. I was determined to get them all done yesterday. She's a precious little cherub in every other aspect of life except for baths. 😮‍💨

#note I knew she was gonna give me hell but OW!#goes from sweet lil' baby to 8-9 pounds of whoop ass as soon as she hits the water #you can give her butt bogos that make people question whether or not you should have pets #but heaven for-fucking-bid you get her near water

Me when I'm alone dealing with a large roach:

Me when it gets near a pet or someone I care about:

#GET NEAR MY DOG'S HEAD AGAIN!#I FUCKING DARE YOU!#HE IS THE SWEETEST BOY!#AND HE'S PUT UP WITH ENOUGH SHIT FROM MY NEGLECTFUL AF BROTHER! LEAVE'IM ALONE!#Holy shit do I hate those things #Dog had a heck of a day today because I gave him a bath #he's sleeping on the floor and I saw one of them THINGS right by his head while he was out cold #EXCUSE ME! You ARE NOT waking my boy up with your bullshit! DIE!

flammenxci

So I'm finally going through my office/playroom to clear some things out before putting down flea killer on the carpet, they're awful this year, and I just KEEP FINDING COMICS.

Goddamn how many did I collect?

flammenxci

I think I finally fucking cracked getting rid of the fleas in my carpets, now for the rest of the house and the pets.

That was the second main hotbed they were at. If they couldn't recoup their numbers on the pets, they'd do it in the carpet.

I FINALLY GOT THEM THERE!

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