all of the things we’re taking ‘cause we are young and we’re ashamed send us to perfect places all of our heroes fading now i can’t stand to be alone let’s go to perfect places
bc i am truly ... the WORST at open starters, Bleas give this post a lil like if you’d like a personalized starter from either charlotte or pax !
( also if ur a mumu pls feel free to drop which muse you’d prefer, or if you’d like a snap/text starter as well, & if not i’ll just ... do my best to decide on my own skjdf )
SHE WORKS UNTIL SHE’S BURNT - OUT. it’s not uncommon to spot energy drink disappearing in long, clean lines down a parched throat ; even less so to examine indigo splashes that decorate the shadows that dance underneath jaded pigments. half - moon grin is something mischievous when it plays upon bared brims, and cranium begins to bob in a series of feverish nods whilst she falls, quickly and easily, into step with the other. ❛ the feeding idea sounds REAL GOOD, if we’re being completely honest here. ❜
her smile only continued to grow at the eager agreement that followed what was meant to be a rather nonsensical offer ... really, it was her fault for being surprised in the first place ! ❝ i’m sure we could figure something out ... ❞ linking her arms through kayla’s as they easily fell into step, everything, from her tone to her bright eyed stare was utterly, utterly fond. ❝ so what’re we feeling ?? sushi ?? italian ?? chicken nuggets & a hot plate of fries ?? ❞
“hey ! you !” brody called out to the individual with a wild hand beckoning them to come into a closer proximity. “i really really need you to be honest here..” with an unwavering solemn expression, he swiveled on his heel so his back faced the other, “do these jeans make my ass look flat?”
blinking rather ... soullessly at the situation presented before him before turning back to his freshly microwaved pizza pop that was now going to the lucky birds and bugs headed its way, the feeling that rose in his chest was that of a ... sadness and longing. his first meal in days, and instead of feeding his enraged stomach, it was painting the pavement below them for nature to consume. ❝ your ass ?? —— seriously ?? ❞ sure, the jeans did give them a great boost, but ass just wasn’t the kind of meal he was looking for right now. ❝ c’mon, dude, you made me drop my lunch. did you really have to shout like that ?? ❞
“i can see you staring at me from the other side of the room.. i know i’m good looking and all that, but if that’s your idea of FLIRTING, i regret to inform you that it’s not very effective,” shiloh chuckled, taking a sip of his cuba libre, the party booming at full swing around them.
fingers gripping tightly to the colourful concoction in hand, the giggle that spilled past her lips was completely unintentional, and yet impossible to stop. he wasn’t serious was he ?? then again, with shiloh ... he probably was. ❝ who said anything about flirting, can’t a girl just stop & stare ?? ❞
❛ I DON’T THINK I’VE EVER BEEN SO GLAD TO SEE YOU. ❜ it’s not a lie, either ; cranium is prostrated and hues droop as lithe frame slowly advances, almost ready to collapse upon the other. ❛ remind me never to forget to do an assignment and pull an all - nighter to do it again, especially when i have a seven o’clock class the next day. ❜ delicate digits readjust straps that dig, unmerciful, into aching shoulders. ❛ can we get lunch soon ? i’m fucking STARVING. ❜
not that it was the first time she’d seen the other running on nothing but fumes. but each time, even more than the last, she couldn’t help but worry. for as wonderful a friend that kayla was when it came to taking care of others, charlotte couldn’t help but wish that she’d provide for herself just a bit of that same attention !! ❝ lunch & then maybe a nap ?? or maybe ... ! you can sleep & i’ll feed you little bite sized pieces at a time ?? ❞
sutton stepped up to the other with purpose before tapping on their shoulder to get their attention. “hey, just wondering,” she started, feigning a tentativeness she wasn’t feeling. “do you know that guy? he’s been hardcore staring at you for the past fifteen and honestly? yikes. one of my friends hooked up with him and he like, would not stop calling her for MONTHS. he’s like a w a l k i n g red flag.”
there was a furrow to his brows from the moment he turned, lips curling downwards in a clearly unhappy frown as he unwillingly gave acknowledgement to the person who’d tapped him. expecting press, or hell, even just someone who never learned to mind their space ... what he hadn’t been looking forward to seeing was a face that clearly screamed ‘ rich '. was there really no escape from those in his neighbourhood ?? ❝ maybe he’s got a lazy eye or some shit, who knows, who cares. he ain’t botherin’ me, so let the fucker stare if he wants. ❞
eleanor sniffed as she dragged a manicured fingernail against her phone screen, scrolling through her instagram feed absent-mindedly. “ should i start a fitness page? ” she asked to no one in particular, brow creasing slightly. “ it looks easy. and fun. ”
raising a brow in question to her sister’s words, her own reply was that of half laughter and half curiousity. ❝ a fitness page ?? —— el, weren’t you saying just last week that you were done with the gym ?? ❞ then again, that had been right after a rather ... body breaking workout ... so maybe that didn’t count ?? ❝ but what’s got you so interested all of a sudden ?? ❞
uhhhhhh whaddup everyone my name’s bee, i’m 19 n i still live in the fckn est !! (( ~ : this time i finally hav some Good fckn Food for u all w my daughter charlie,,, so dnt let me down ok ! hit tht ♡ ! just uhhh grab my d*sckcord n [ jungkook vc ] let’s get it !!
- ̗̀ ❛ LALISA MANOBAN, SHE/HER . ❜ ̖́- is that charlotte carson getting out of their car blasting northern lights by jaymes young? i heard they’re twenty one and they’ve been living in scarsdale their whole life. i mean, i’m not surprised –– i hear their family’s networth is 1m. everyone’s always said they’re pretty charming and benevolent, but rumor has it they can be indulgent and erratic, too.
quick family background: so as the media loves & adores them, the carson’s are really just your everyday money moguls that started from old money, but eventually ventured out into all forms of business. from models to entertainers, to clothing line owners, the carson’s have really managed to cement themselves into the modern day world. from being powerful influences through social media, to being a high contender in leading the next hottest trend, it’s near impossible in this day & age to go through any sort of news outlet & not see one of their faces !
TW: MENTIONS OF — eating disorders & body dysphoria
w that in mind tho onto my gorl here !!
adopted by the carson’s in a closed adoption before she was born, she rlly lucked out considering she was adopted by some real rich folk ksjdf
but growing up as one of the babies in a ver, ver rich family of six kids, charlie’s life was p much ... the Ideal ?? w adoring parents n everything she wanted at the tips of her pink polished nails, she rlly was ur modern day new york princess !
n to even better fit the stereotype, ofc she grew into the image of a ballerina w pre-ballet classes from as young as three ! which at first, ofc she adored !! but as time went on .... uhhhhhh things began to downspiral p damn fast ( ~ :
bc listen ... as much as she loved her classes n th fact tht they taught her how to grand jeté & plié, she rlly .... didn’t love the part where they also taught her how to watch her weight, never failing in making herself feel inadequate as they pushed her to criticize & compare herself to those around her ))) ~ :
n so w that kind of mentality in mind ... she rlly kinda grew into looking at those in her classes as ... competition, which then led her on the desperate hunt for perfection tht she would spend the next ten yrs of her life chasin ...
w attempting sabotage & being sabotaged in return ... by fifteen charlie was rlly in a bad bad mental state. w having an awful relationship w food & the way she viewed her own body, she had an increasingly deteriorating mental state & emotional stability as the expectations only piled up around her
n as much as she did her best to hide it from those around her, the truth eventually began to crack down around her as more & more opportunities slipped from her
from turning to sex, drugs & other unhealthy coping mechanisms to deal w the crisis of her everyday life, it wasn’t until all of her messy shit started to really pile up tht she got her head on straight
w ballet named as the main catalyst to her downspiral, though the retirement from the art came as a shock to rlly ... everyone, char was smart enough to realize just how unhealthy her relationship w the sport was
without ballet now tho, she’s rlly just hit this wall of ??? bc she has no fckn clue wht she’s supposed to be doing now seeing as ballet had just been ... It for her ??
but personality wise ... she’s rlly just the sweetest peach ?? ur average choatic bi ??
she’s got a big heart & can be frustratingly easy to influence at times ... but she’s got a good head on her shoulders !!!! ( or so she likes 2 think )
can obviously be p materialistic considering her upbringing ... but she tries her best to be a good citizen n stays in her fckn lane ?? sometimes is a lil ))) ~ : bc she’s scared tht she won’t amount to anything now tht she’s lost her one talent she was known for
pls jusst lov her i swear she’s a Good Soul n if u feel some of her wanted connecs i will ... lov u sm thank
example bein best friends, a childhood friend, the ride or die type, uhhhh a bad influence ??, n lowkey a sugar daddy/mommy type friend bc even tho she’s rich asf she loves to be spoiled ... also maybe an ex ?? or something of a crush ! tbh even toss as me an enemies plot like mayb they think charlie’s good girl image is a fckn fake ! like rlly ... i am up for anythin ( ~ :
hello everyone !!!! it’s ya demon here, the man the mitts the legend !!! my name’s bee, i live in the est tz , i’m 19, & i go by she/her pronouns (( ~ : i hnstly havent been this excited for a rp in awhile so let’s keep it short n i’ll get right to it ! besides tht … im rlly dependin on yall 2 make this intro work so dnt let my intro flop n just hit tht lil ♡ ! or just ask for my d*ckcord n we gon be able to make sum spici connects !!
- ̗̀ ❛ PARK CHANYEOL, HIM/HIS . ❜ ̖́- is that paxton park getting out of their car blasting perfect places by lorde? i heard they’re twenty five and they’ve been living in scarsdale for three years. i mean, i’m not surprised –– i hear their family’s networth is 650k. everyone’s always said they’re pretty adroit and dauntless, but rumor has it they can be brazen and fickle, too
ok so im ngl but pax is lowkey based off ao3 yoongi ksdjf
tho if ur not into bts n tht just sounds like nonsense ... pls ignore me (( ~ :
anyWAYS ... so for all that the media & news outlets like to paint paxton ‘ pax ‘ park as the wild child fckboy who has a new piece of candy on his arm each week, who’s constantly dripping w luxuries & fuckin it up w the big bucks ... his beginnings rlly aren’t so grand !!
brought up w next to nothing & considered dirt poor, his family consisted of a deadbeat dad who turned to the bottle after losing his job when pax was ten & a housewife momther who turned to the arms of other men for comfort until she eventually ran away when pax was thirteen
case in case ! pax had a pretty litty shitty childhood & therefore doesn’t enjoy talkin about it .. ever ... at all
w only the scars left behind to remind him of those awful times, he ... rlly likes to keep the past where it belongs ( ~ : in the fckn past
but after escaping his father’s terrors at 16 by becoming a high school dropout & runaway, pax made it on the streets by busking where he could & working odd jobs where he couldnt
being something of a musical genius, he eventually got scouted by a record label during one of his street performances & went on to working w them as a producer by the time he was nineteen
after that ... it was rlly only a matter of time before his first few collabs were dropped ; becoming instant hits & chart toppers as his popularity only continued to rise !
by twenty one, he’d already made a name for himself in the music industry, & after dropping a few collabs with some big name artists, he’d been rolling in the big bucks ever since !
ofc, w that came the sudden interest from those around him who would’ve looked twice before but y oinks ... welcum 2 the life of the riche n famheaus pax
but personality wise uhhhh my boy doesn't rlly give a fck abt much ?? growing up w such an awful fam gave him a p cynical view of the world n after realizing just how much ... easier n kinder the world was to u just bc u hav some money rlly ... fcked him up a bit ?? like even more than he already was dkjf
but he’s also kind of a gigantic hypocrite bc now tht he’s rolling in money he’s terrified of going back to a life without so he’s kind of a huge workaholic too y iKES
but at the SAME time he’s a huge partyer money lover n vainglorious bastard bc wtf is money except meant to be spent ??
so he like ... spits on the idea of the rich bc theyre biased n have it easy in life n they set up the poor for familiar but he also skjf can’t live without money n he’s just ... conflicted n messy n awful to ppl 99% of the time ! ( except 4 waitstaff n those who work in customer service bc he gets it !! like he’s a notoriously big tipper my buoy ! )
but yeah so even tho at heart he’s rlly just a music maker recluse that has too much money n not enough friends ... the media have taken to depicting him in this lowkey justin bieber-ish way of being this bad boy who makes bad decisions n fcks up w every breath he take ksjf ( which idk ... justin biebs kinda does so ... ( ~ :
but yeah so for plot ideas i had a couple so hmu if any of them catch ur eye !!
an ex who dated pax before he got rich ! they were super in love at the time n pax rlly thought they were the one ?? but when they were given an ultimatum between pax n their trustfund ... well ( ~ : pax learned tht love hurts n he wrote many a good love song for this person.
i’d also love a kinda mentor figure to pax who took him in under his wing after pax suddenly shot up in net worth cause damn my boy def moved to scarsdale looking like real big tryhard !!
besides that uhhh u know the usual ! best friends, fwb, ride or dies, maybe a past employer before pax made it big n he was still working odd jobs to support himself ??, or even an enemy who treated pax like shit once n he has ... nvr forgotten cause my boy will drop ded before dropping grudges, uhhh can u say party buddies too ?? or drinking buddies if ur muse is more of a bar scene type... besides tht .. rlly just hmu w whatever im sure we could brainstorm if nothing else !!
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