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Just having a mini freak out over the fact that my life is moving so fast and I'm scared what if I can't keep up with it don't mind me just hiding in the toilets to have a panic attack it's all good

Aw right I've made a proper good group of friends from work and about 6 weeks ago this girl in our group was laid off when her whole team was eliminated and we've continued to do loads of stuff outside of work with her but today she came in to have lunch with us and she brought a cake in for us to surprise one of the guys for his birthday and then she posted this and I'm so so touched it's so nice

I've always said that the cut off time where I consider it rude to call me after is 8pm but in all honesty it's actually more like any time of day, I mean to a certain extent personal calls are fine but mainly because they don't happen that often but like especially people I work with, do not call me after work hours. I can cope with a text but do not call me, I don't care how much I like you I do not want to chit chat at 7.42 on a Monday night I have very limited time to myself just let me be tired in peace

chessys

u know when u suddenly become aware u dont like the person ur being but u literally cant stop and its like this loud noise in ur head drowning out any attempt ur brain makes to not be annoying

Basically every aspect of life is going wrong right now and it's sample sale tomorrow which is my favourite day of the year at work but I have no enthusiasm for it I just wish it wasn't even happening but actually it'll be good because it means I won't see the majority of my coworkers for at least half the day which I need because i can't handle anything right now like there's no break from the stress in personal or work life right now, if it weren't for the fact that I'm cat-sitting the most adorable cats (other than Mala) there would be no ounce of good in my life right now and I'm too tired for anything these days other than get through work, go to the gym, come home and weep/sleep.

Today I worked out really hard because I'm going through some shit and I felt like the only way to get my brain to be quiet was to increase my speed on the treadmill and row further and do more reps and it worked for a while and then I moved myself into a pal's house because I am house/cat sitting for her and then I went home and watched all of the new Gilmore Girls episodes with my mom and Paul and it was so nice and so emotional I am SO emotional right now I just need to process everything anyway now I'm back in the home with the cats and it's nice and I'm trying to keep my mind quiet and I'm getting a pedicure tomorrow and I need to go buy some new yarn because I am very nearly finished with blanket number 1 and now I need to start on blanket number 2 because as long as I am counting stitches I can't think of anything else and I wonder how many blankets it will take to heal my heart

Springsteen might honestly be the greatest performer I've ever seen seriously every single time it's just been the most magical experience and I could go see him again and again and again and now even just watching him on TV ah man

I spent all day crocheting and I really miss home

*literally anyone I know spends time with someone else*

me: okay, you could've just said you hated me but okay

Today is going painfully slow and my anxiety is through the roof and I can't do it today

Oh no I just remembered I'm 25 and I want to scream how did this happen

Ps my day was terrible and stressful and tomorrow will be the same and honestly like work is so stressful right now ahhh no I can barely think these days my mind is all over

Same tbh

Had excruciating cramps at work today but no hot water bottle so I grabbed some IcyHot medicated pain relief patches and decided to stick one on my tum instead of my back (though my back could use some too) and omg it really fucking helps I'm so pleased

Wooooo boy what a good day! And tonight at my workout the trainer came up to me on the weight floor and said "get it girl!! Awesome form on those kickbacks" and I felt like I'd been given a gold star or something

All of my joy recently has come from stationery 1. My boss got me a lovely card and gift card for Boss's day which was totally unexpected but also super touching and means that my Friday morning DD coffee treats will be free for a while 2. The daughter of my dad's new wife (I guess my sister??? Idk but at the wedding I was like hey stepbrother to his wife's son because everyone was making comments about it and he was like you can drop the step it's just brother) send me an invite to her wedding next month and a lovely note. And honestly if it weren't for the fact I only have 4 hours of time off left for the year I'd have loved to do! 3&4. Another cute card I received, from my dad's new wife's mother (my third step-gran!) 5. I just pulled out my post-it notes to restock for work and it gives me so much pleasure that it's been 10 months since the sample sale and I'm still nowhere near to running out of post-it's and they are my most used stationery, I can't wait for this year's sample sale

I'm looking through photos of freshers week 2016 from my old college at undergrad and like snow still do the same events and idk why but it's making me SO nostalgic for first year and being a fresher and living in halls and I'm not sure why because I was miserable a lot of the time during uni but also I had a lot of fun and it's such a tricky period to reflect on because I hated everything but also really loved it and now it is 7 years later and I'm old and ah

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