This is my main blog, which I primarily use to discuss my interests! I also have a side blog, @queer-as-he11, which is home to all things LGBTQIA+ related (particularly stuff that relates to my identities).
info 💕
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Call me J! I'm oriented aroace, genderfruct, perisex, and primarily use she/they pronouns (check out my pronouns page if you want to see the full list of my identities)!
I am bodily and mentally an adult! I would prefer that minors not interact with my blog, but nsfw stuff will be tagged just in case. The specific tag I will use to tag nsfw/nsft stuff is listed in my tagging system under the cut.
I am diagnosed with ADHD, ASD, GAD, and MDD. Any mental health rants/vents on this blog will be tagged.
No DNI, but I block freely.
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tagging system below the cut! 💕
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Tagging System 🌿
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Please keep in mind that as of posting this, I haven't fully updated all of the tags on my blog yet! Mostly because it takes fucking forever to do. I'll get rid of this little blob of text once I have links for all the tags I listed here. Even then, some of the links might go nowhere since I technically haven't posted with all of these tags yet.
General Tags 💕
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J's Ramblings 🌸 - pretty general, just posts made by me that may or may not be interest-related.
J's Reblogs 🌸 - for anything I reblog.
J's Creations 🌸 - I do some creative stuff sometimes! I include music playlists and animatic ideas I've come up with under this tag.
J's Mentally Ill & Neurodivergent Stuff 🌸 - for stuff pertaining to mental illness and neurodivergence. If I wrote the post, it'll also have the rambling tag with it.
For J's Personal Reference 🌸 - information I want to keep for whatever reason
minors beware you're in for a scare ‼️ - how I will tag nsfw/nsft stuff
J's Junk Drawer 🌸 - anything that doesn't fit into the other categories for whatever reason
project hail mary is insane bc the first half is like oh my god the world is dying and there's alien bacteria eating the sun and there's some guy alone on a ship and he's having a breakdown and the flashbacks are getting darker and this is a tragedy the likes of which i have never seen. then BAM andy weir says fuck you actually. here's this pokemon guy he's here to save the day with the power of friendship. and it's the best thing you've ever seen in your life
Stratt, on one hour of sleep in the past three days and 37 cups of coffee: Okay thank you, I—one minute—where are we on the research grants?!—ok—you, have you contacted—hold on—no I’m not available right now—NASA where are we with the ship?—good—yes I need all of them here—no, redesign that—I cannot talk to the press right now—hand me those charts—why is the patrova line up 4%?!—and you do not have clearance—no time for that right now—the button is over there—do I look like I have two seconds—one minute everyone I’m getting another effing call—WHAT?!
Grace, on the other line: Carl and I made a baby :D
imagine being rocky & u have this cool as fuck name with all these beautiful sounds and incorporated titles & family history & a deep meaning rooted in the evolution of ur language & all that other cool shit names have and then this fuckass weird alien guy shows up & is like “i’m gonna call u rocky bc u look like a rock :)” and that’s just what ur called forever now in the history books for an entire intelligent alien race. like ok i guess i’ll go fuck myself too while we’re at it
rocky always yells “enrichment for grace! enrichment for grace!” when he has a new invention to make the humans time more interesting on erid. grace, while appreciative, replies ‘I know I’m in a zoo enclosure but could we maybe not call it that? I feel like a bear getting thrown a pumpkin covered in peanut butter.’ rocky simply gives him a thumb, not wanting to explain that a significant amount of the population sees grace as the celebrity savior scientist who rocky keeps as a controversially young trophy wife and publicly lavishes in gifts
I finished Project Hail Mary (the book) today, and just...
Holy shit. Wow. What an absolutely unforgettable five-star read. I'm so simultaneously full of hope and bittersweet joy and love for these beautifully-written characters I could cry. There is music playing from my heart and soul, released by flipping the pages of this book.
Yes, I am being melodramatic. No, I do not care. Yes, this book is that good.
AND YES, I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE FILM NOW!
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second session with my new therapist today, and as I was giving the breakdown of my childhood (that I mostly don't remember) and how that affects my stress responses today, she recommended I see a different therapist 😀 that is more trauma-focused 😀 and specializes in EMDR 😀 (and she asked if I've been evaluated for PTSD before 😀)
like damn! I mean, I knew my stress responses weren't exactly the healthiest but I did not think it was *that* bad
Does Ryan Gosling know that his pull within the neurodivergent queer community has just been boosted 10000000% more than his role as Ken ever did?? Does he know?? Does he know we’re all over here barking and foaming at the mouth at his autistic aroace little fuckin scientist guy who’s twins with himself and in love with Markiplier? Or in a qpr sandwich with two rocks?? Does he know he has reached #1 blorbo status for like 1/5 of this website??
Nobody should ever tell him. Nobody needs to add tumblr icon to his long list of accolades, he’s got too many already
My Project Hail Mary book arrives today!!! I haven't been so excited to read a book in a WHILE, I swear the need to read this book has been like a siren song to me lol
(Plus I can't wait to experience aroace Ryland Grace 🧡💛🤍🩵💙)
actually fucking disgusting that glasses cost any money like if you actually think about it for more than a few seconds it is so unconscionably inhumane. this goes for things like insulin and mobility aids and hearing aids too ofc but fuck man, fucking glasses? the thing you need to fucking see? its genuinely sickening and inhumanly evil that those cost ANYTHING.
