Pony,

16 seventeen 18 19 20 21 twenty-two 23-- too old

[80sanime]

[fleshsoftener]

is anyone else feeling super uneasy energy? it’s been like this for at least 24 hours, but the more I search within the more vague the source becomes. I can’t believe I’m even writing about my feelings on this platform as if I didn’t just get a new a midori A5 notebook. It isn’t the same, plus my hand cramps up a lot. I’m preeeeetty sure this is a sign of juvenile arthritis. I should eat more calcium and minerals. I feel guilty every time I eat. It’s not like I can go to the gym or really spend time outside comfortably. That’s one thing I dislike about living in the city. Even if I didn’t though... where would I go? I don’t quite feel safe in the south. you never know what kind of folk you’ll run into in Texas. So I stay indoors and try to work on my oblique muscles and try to make it fun when I cook. 

What if *I’m* the uneasy energy? I’ve always been nervous. Maybe I will always be, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. It’s good to be aware and cautious.

[maybe-you-need-this]

[fleshsoftener]

I love my freedom and I love yours. If you ever want to share a moment of freedom together, I’m down

[driflloon]

coco samone for marc jacobs beauty

[shittowatch]

In the Mood for Love (2000)

[fujikomeanie]

[ugokushiro]

Kareshi Kanojo no Jijou (1998)

[fleshsoftener]

my mind keeps telling me I have to die soon because I can't keep doing this anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. I need to die. I need relief.

[goneonline-deactivated20170919]

[cultof-aphrodite]

coa.

[hotdigitallegend]

[night-blooming]

Uma Thurman, German Vogue, 1992, by Sheila Metzner.

[fleshsoftener]

was I only slightly manipulated by multiple people with similar agendas? ‘cause now it feels like I was manipulated big time by one 

[dontrustasongthatisflawless]

Visit Original Link

“Some nights you dance with tears in your eyes”

[fleshsoftener]

I don't know a thing about why or how our stars aligned, I don't know for how long, I certainly do not know why they fell out, but they did and the absence (your absence) has left an imprint that I am not too proud to wear

- prayers from my heart

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