ââwhen you have high quality shirts, you need high quality accessories,ââ she wastes no time mimicking with an irreverent snort. âyouâre such a city boy, fletch. why are you even here?â here as in roswell. here as in a dead-end town with a single upscale restaurant that was still more likely to be filled with flip-flops than dress shoes. sometimes he seemed photoshopped into the scene, too pristine against the backdrop of the pony from the perfectly pressed, tailored suits down to the car heâd arrived in. the minute she left LA, the designer clothes were the first things to go, mostly because she needed the money but also because they just didnât make sense here. who here, in roswell, new mexico, would actually be impressed by all that material crap? who here was even worth impressing? fucking no one. though the sentiment feels way less harsh coming from her own head than confirmed through the words out of his mouth. âno? why wouldnât i understand, huh? why wouldnât i understand?â itâs the type of thing that used to roll right off her shoulders, but she canât seem to reign in her emotions these days. the agitation comes spilling out before she can cap it. âact like youâre better all you fucking want but whatever decisions youâve made in your life have lead you to the exact same fucking place i amâsmoking a shitty cigarette outside a shitty bar in a shitty town. so how much better can you really be?âÂ
an uncharacteristically docile demeanour washed over fletcher , focused only on the towering ash at the end of his cigarette ; it fell in grey motes from the embers , twirling through the air , disappearing before they hit the ground . maybe victoria was right â perhaps fletcher wasnât any better than anybody else for , at the end of the day , he still lived in roswell , and just like her he hadnât found the means to escape â what made him so special ?? as venomous as her words were , spat from the fangs of an agitated cobra , he stayed still , smirking around the gilded filter of his smoke , his ears parrying words that he already knew all too well . they were the same words he spoke to himself at night on those restless evenings where he tossed , turned , and eventually resigned himself to tugging himself from the shroud of bed linen and making his way to the basement of the sports complex . this wasnât success , no matter how much he redressed it ; he was the same as those ruffians at the bar , those drunkards , those old and forgotten souls that found solace nowhere other than at the bottom of a bottle . breaking himself away from the kiss of nicotine , he responded , â you wouldnât understand because youâre so quick to bite . look at you . i bet youâre just itching to throw a punch at my smug face right now , huh ?? â a pause , taking the cigarette from his lips and allowing it to hang , billowing , between his index and middle finger , â hang onto that fire and use it for something . donât waste it on people like me . youâre right , â a revelation he had known yet never admitted , not until now outside that shitty bar , in that shitty town , just as victoria had so ruthlessly spotlighted , â iâm just as shitty as the rest of them , nice clothes or not , money or not . it means nothing . itâs all just decoration . âÂ