craving expectations that are unattainable temptations
… private writing blog loved by lila.
sooah, hana, and yechan are a small group of friends who grew up neighbors and continue to explore life by one another's side. these are their stories. tw: mentions of abuse and self harm below.
sooah moon, a quiet girl who found protection within perimeters of ballet studio mother once taught her in. ceaseless whispers shared amongst university students regarding her sheepish disposition despite being the daughter of a distinguished hockey athlete. same elder who strikes fear into own children, her home a nightmare come to life. staying on campus or in studio over time just to avoid home, distress built into system from a young age rendering her incapable of making new friends. yu jimin.
hana jeon, decorated figure skater who now finds herself reeling from a life altering fall that withdrew her from beloved competition where she naturally excelled. confidence shattered, often times staring at herself in the mirror where horrid words leave subconscious and dance around her menacingly so causing her to burst into tears daily. now, punishes herself with bite marks that saturate skin for any errors portrayed while in skates as she regains her lost confidence in sport entire life has been devoted to. hwang yeji.
yechan moon, sooah's younger brother coasting through life with great popularity and pride being captain of his hockey team. his easiness with life itself stemming from lack of years he experienced his fathers abuse versus older sister. despite his playboy persona, excels academically, failing to fit in the dumb jock stereotype many attempt to cage him in. livelihood committed to sport not to please father who trained him since birth but for genuine love of game and to exceed hall of famer out of spite for abusive childhood spared. han dongmin.















