new phone who dis

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controll is an addictive gift

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i miss your weight on my chest every day it felt lighter while being smothered by your fur it feels heavier since your body is gone i felt freer being dependent you were my root i am the fruit that had to ripe windfall when i was younger, i looked in awe at the cancerous trees. i felt sorry for them. then cancer came and took you too who is the tree, who is the fruit, and who is nature after all

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Overcome martyrdom, become a masochist

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I want to be sheltered, but still be free. Self-sufficient, but assured of your dependability. I always want to know that you are open and there for me to lean on while I drift, cause it's your support that makes my drifting, my deepest calling, feel so lush and lecherous

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My fish after douching when my men are taking the caviar out

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The basement was my house of pleasure, but I was no more than your whore as long as I remained underground. Ascending the stairs crushed my heart, but lying within the wound is an openness I have never tasted before.

A good boy tastes the blood while your concrete remains wet.

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In summer, your saliva glides gently, in winter it becomes heavy. I feel heavy, it sticks to me. Icicles on my flesh

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come sit with us

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Hinterlandauster. My first published publication in series/in a limited edition of 100. Published by @editionbrotscheiben this summer

Matthew 7:6 Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast ye your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn again and rend you. And if I want to? And if like to give that which is holy to dogs? And if like to cast my pearls before swine? Two years of my life. Two of the worst. Put into eight pages. Precious like a pearl. Made for dogs and swine. Made for family. Because family is holy and God has to respect that You can get it at Edition Brotscheiben https://editionbrotscheiben.de/produkt/7-bisse-heft-03/

Be blessed you all. Merry Christmas

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happily looking forward to next year

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raised by sheds to come out in hay

the countryside made me gay

i wish you were mine

we burrowed us beneath concrete

where bitter almonds taste so sweet

where life was always fine

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I am like the butterfly knife

the blade that turns no matter what

the blade that hurts those who are near

I can only be picked up after the fall

when my limbs rest

so that I can rest again

to be thrown without sin

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when I felt sad, I was at my best

Soeren Baptism, truck tarpaulin, 2023

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when the branch is the tongue of the tree, are we kissing if I lick it? how would life be with more than one tongue? speaking many voices at the same time?

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War 5 min auf deinem Blog / direkt verliebt

Deine Früchte sind so gelb, die Haut ist samt und dein Holz riecht so gut, auch wenn es roh und hart ist, aber das stört mich nicht, da ich mich gern an dir reibe und die Reibung ist, was ich spüren kann, da du so rissig bist und es ist nicht das Licht, das daraus scheint, sondern die Wärme, die deine Dunkelheit komfortable macht

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Never drive faster than your guardian angel can fly

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Engel haben keine Rippen, damit sie fliegen können