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can a hare and a cat mate?

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warning 🍎

i am a dark yumeshipper, Lohen and I’s relationship is not fully healthy, some of my ship art might not be conventional

no, i do not believe Lohen is actually abusive!!!

i’m just coping with sexual and emotional trauma, not glorifying abuse

this is a self-indulgent space for me

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these texts mean everything to me.

oh?? my?? god?????????? lohen is so so so so so sweet. oh my god the stray cat quote just tugged at my heartstrings, he literally is THE knight in shining armour. HES SO GENTLE AND CONSIDERATE, EVEN OUTSIDE OF HUMANS. “he didn’t let even a single wild hunt get within half a meter of me” OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU. he’s so protective.

this just shows how much lohen really cares about others’ safety. “you only got one life”, and he’ll protect you because of that fact. “don’t follow me”?!?!?!???!!?!! he just wants to keep everyone safe!! jesus christ i’m kicking my feet and squealing HE IS SO PERFECT. DUDE WHAT RED FLAGS??? LOHEN IS A GENTLEMAN. PERIOD. LOHEN HAS A SOFT SPOT FOR OTHERS. PERIOD. “you won’t find anyone stronger or more reliable” you can trust him with your LIFE. ITS FUCKING CANON. i love him so much

x reader fic writers im counting on u to abuse these facts. please, i need more knightly and sweet lohen. i always knew he was a sweetheart deep down. yes he’s a freak but he’s such a sweetie pie omg i want to squeeze him until he pops. i think it’s so so cute he uses chivalry as a manipulation tactic when fighting, but when it comes to bystanders? oh god. he means every action. he genuinely cares, none of the chivalry is fake.

i need him carnally, i love this man so much. he’ll literally put his life on the line to make sure you won’t even get a SCRATCH. if that isn’t what a real man does, idk wtf else to say

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lohen bf headcannons w a reader that engages in cutting

healthy

• careful with touching you, mindful to not grab any part of your body that has fresh cuts

• if he catches you, he’ll rush over to pry the tool from your hands and throw it away. he’s mad, but not at you. mad he couldn’t catch you sooner

• obsessively checks your body, making sure there’s no new marks. if there are, he has you explain yourself with you in his arms, soothingly petting your head

• a little controlling, but he will rummage through your room/house to throw away any tool that you’d use. he just wants you safe

• he hates your scars because they remind him of a time he wasn’t there, but they don’t disgust him

• will count all your scars as a pastime, no matter how many. will plant kisses on all of them

• if he catches you, he’ll help you with aftercare. don’t move a muscle, he’ll dab away all the blood and carefully disinfect all the cuts, no matter how deep you went. he’ll place bandages/wrap up the wound carefully. it’s kindove hard for him cause his vision is so blurry, but he’s skilled in wound care

• won’t force you to talk about why you do it, but he wants you to contact him whenever you feel the urges, no matter what time of the day it is. you’ll never bother him. you don’t have to even mention you feel urges, just talk to him

unhealthy; tw for toxic behavior & enabling

• cuts for you. likes seeing you squirm, likes that you let him do this to you. he’ll cut deep and slow, watching the blood form and trickle down

• can very well cut deep with one swipe, but multiswipes just to bring more pain to you. if you cut yourself, you must love the pain, right?

• definitely licks up your blood from the cuts, won’t let a drop go to waste. might get a hard-on from how intimate it is to him

• loves the way your scars feel under his fingers, likes the bumpy texture. it kindove turns him on just how many there are. “ribbed for his pleasure”

• if he’s ever upset with you, he’ll probably encourage you; “why don’t you just cut yourself, then? since you love doing it so much”

• if he’s upset with you, or he just wants to tease you, he’ll slap the body parts with fresh cuts. he’ll tightly grip or press with his hands and watch you wince in pain

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why has no one talked about Lohen’s ability to measure your wrist just by observation and the other possibilities that may entail. your boyfriend cares a lot about you, Lohen will take note of every single detail! even the borderline perverted ones!

he most definitely can measure your bust, hip and waist size by eye (and probably also just by groping you…but that’s not the topic today!). he abuses this power to go out and shop for lingerie that he finds the cutest, buying the sets and gifting them to you with an excited grin. it’s an intimate present that he’s sure to make your heart swoon! he wants to ravish you in sexy lace!

how did Lohen know your exact size that perfectly fits your body without you telling him? dw abt it. just put it on and give him a show.

on the same note, imagine you have your bra size all wrong. you want new ones, and Lohen (very willingly) tags along on your shopping. but he corrects you and takes you to the right sizing. you’re sure you have your size right…why is he so adamant about you being another size? and yet, when you try one on that Lohen recommends, it fits better than the size you currently use. hmm…

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firm believer that Lohen’s ring is a promise ring. he never, ever, EVER takes it off unless absolutely necessary. and that’s like, extremely rare. even in battle he’ll wear it; he believes it gives him strength from your love.

i think Lohen would just buy it himself, (or maybe even make it himself?) swearing his devotion to you. you don’t need to wear a ring to match, not if you don’t want. but him? you can cut off all his fingers and he’ll still carry it around, he’d wear it on a necklace if that ever happened. trust him, he has backup ideas. anything to show that his heart belongs to someone.

if someone ever tries to court Lohen, he’ll either:

subtly fidget with the ring and drop hints that it means something more than just a decoration. that it’s a symbol for the sweetest apple of his eye

shove it in their face and say that his heart has been claimed already. no “i’m sorry, i’m taken” or “no thank you, i have a lover”. just straight up ‘fuck off’

sometimes Lohen will press a little kiss on it when he’s away on a mission, missing you. he hopes that through the ring, his small gesture will get to you. it fills him with love just looking at the silver band, a constant reminder that his lover is his whole world.

i think he’d place it on his ring finger a few times in private, pretending he’s already married. he can’t wait for the day he can wear a ring on the proper finger to seal the devotion between you two. Lohen can’t wait for the day he can finally call you his spouse.

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thinking of a royal au where:

lohen, as a knight, marries you, a member of the royal family (whether you be a queen/king or princess/prince) and becomes a royal consort, inheriting some of the riches and privileges (aside from the power and stuff…i think that’s how it works).

so, with this inherited money, lohen commissions multiple realism artists to paint beautiful nude portraits of you in multiple positions and activities (i.e. laying white snacking, reading a book, getting undressed, bathing, tousled in sheets, etc.) to hang around his private chambers. for him to admire as he wakes, as he passes by, or just something to stare and long at if you’re busy on royal duty without him. nothing can beat the real deal, but how the painter captures your essence and sweet charm throws him over the moon.

with every visitor lohen gets, he just smugly smirks when they find the portraits of you, they’re his prized possession. it’s kindove obsessive how many portraits exacrly he has…walls covered in them. some big, some small, multiple medias used. doesn’t matter if there’s repeat positions, or the same artist commissioned 50 times, he just wants more of you.

maybe he’ll even make a very skilled painter draw from life while you two are actively having passionate sex for their reference. lohen will make them capture your pure love and devotion to one another, witnessing how beautifully you crave each other…

or…alternatively…

lohen learns to paint and practices anatomy with you to be able to make the portraits himself. he doesn’t want anyone else knowing what your nude body looks like. the sight should be only for him. so when finishing the (maybe shitty) paintings he made himself, he hangs them in his bedroom for his eyes only.

he likes making the excuse to have you strip to your undergarments, or just strip naked so he can “practice” for his new hobby. a hobby he didn’t give a shit about until it to included you, and a way to pursue his obsession. maybe he’s good at it without needing much practice. he’s skilled with his hands as a knight, but i won’t give him too much grace, hehe.

additionally, it’s fun for lohen to map out your body and fully worship it. lohen is obsessed with painting the little details of you; whether it be scars, moles, body hair…the shape of your lips, the pattern in your irises, the way your body spreads out for him as his beloved muse. no matter how insignificant it may seem to you, he must include everything to show his full devotion.

lohen might have to take a few breaks while painting to settle down his growing arousal…

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lohen’s speech quirk

because there’s surprisingly a lot of fics/drabbles where he’s into impregnating the reader

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all laughs, giggles, chuckles, etc. i could find from lohen’s voice lines <3

he laughs a lot when he talks (so so so cute), a lot of words are said with a little giggle, but here’s moments where he only laughs

most are from the leaked voice lines so the audio quality changes, sorry!!!!

he takes a lot of breathy laughs, he’s so cute :,3 i could listen to him laugh all day. this isn’t creepy, right?

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even as the love of his life, he’ll still make fun of you!

wanted to make it neutral for others so i didn’t add my piercings to the drawing lols :,3

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//self-harm

lohen likes blood? yay! he’ll get plenty of it from me!

i don’t think lohen would willingly watch me cut because he scolds me for it, but if he ever caught me doing it, he would lick up the mess for me

but then i think i would probably cut more so he could have more to drink cuz he’s into it LOL

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