what i wanted
I wasnt always a snake. i was once happy. i was this happy go lucky goofy smiling silver haired boy. I ran wherever I wanted . But that was only the beginning of my fall. I came across this half dead copper haired angel she had the power inside like me So she had to eat or die so i took care of her. i explained to her what was going on. we became inseparable. She became my world and i hers we were kids in love she had never counted days till she met me one of the most touching things i had heard. We were happy. Till the day he would orchastrate her violation. I watched powerless to help as they held her down and took a piece of her soul. I knew only one thing no matter what it took they would pay for what they did to my copper haired angel. I trained hard rose in rank and i got close to the enemy. I was so dedicated i watched her lose faith in me beg me not to leave her. She would never understand i loved her too much to give up her vengeance i would die for her If i had to but not till i had avenged her. I went to the darkest of places commited to my role. I was only going to get one shot and i knew it. she showed up to stop us and in her “betrayal” came straight for me. I wanted to tell her why i wanted to hold her in my arms again. I wanted to tell her why i had done what i had.I wanted to explain everything to her once again. I wanted her eyes to be smiling. I wanted so much more for my angel but if i didnt put her out he would kill my beautiful love. something i had vowed would never happen . I just had hoped when she woke up he would be dead by my hands but i managed to screw that up. I loved her still just as i always had. Her tears running down my face show she still loves me. How dare i leave her again im always leaving her. I could only tell her i was sorry i couldnt get back what they took and hope she understood. I wasnt always like this.