Flor

Passion for makeup and all things beauty!. Single mother of 2 kids

[florbellezza-blog]

Whining and crying

I just need a glass of white wine!

[florbellezza-blog]

Being a mother drains so much from your days. Day by day goes by and I keep thinking of going to the gym but never do. I could go for walks but I am too tired to walk and rather stay inside and entertain my kids with watercolors or toys maybe even to watch a movie just so I wouldn't go walk. Funny though I want to exercise but I don't want to walk. I don't want to walk with my kids b/c they're too slow, I can't wear headphones b/c I have to watch them and keep telling them not to run ahead or not to stay behind, especially when they get distracted. It's the end of the month and rent is almost due. Bills at the beginning of the month, insurance payments and then I have yet a few more dollars to spare for grocery shopping and my kids clothes and shoes. And I have no money to be able to pay for a $10 monthly subscription fee to the gym. I want to be able to go to the gym and workout on my own with headphones on and no one to bug me.

My health has to to a lot with what I want to do and I have a few months to get to where I want b/c I have a goal.. I started to eat well, cutting out all the bad foods of which I consumed on a daily basis, tortillas, sweet bread with coffee, juices, coke!. this was before I went to a trip to Cancun, Mexico. and I did lose a lot of weight, though being there I broke my "diet" and once I got back from my vacay, I gained it all back. It's hard! 

I'm going to start again in the beginning of the month of August and see where that takes me. I haven't weighed myself in a long time. It's so stressful to just think of how much work I have to put into my body but I a determined. 

[florbellezza-blog]

Bellezza from a single mother

Are you a single mother? of one child or two maybe 3 or more..? I am. I have 2 kids, 4 yr old and 3 yr old. It's a beautiful thing but like my Mexican father said, kids bring you lots and lots of problems. I became a single mother of 2 just recently two years ago. I'll get to that later. I'm young, and I know I have potential to do other things and I'll start here talking to you. I've had the love for beauty and makeup for years and years but I can never make something of it because of my past. The past is in the past and now I'm starting here. I'm a beauty school drop out but then again you don't need a degree or diploma to get to where you want. It's up to you to make that decision and work your way up. I have goals for myself and for my kids. 

Makeup is my passion and if you want to read more about me and my content please stay tuned. I am new to blogging so I'm just getting used to this but I will post more. I will post a lot about beauty, fitness, self care and self love, relationship advise and if you're a single mother I will post about being a single mother. Feel free to ask questions if you have any-Flor

[florbellezza-blog]

...

I was just starting my blog and since it’s my first one I clicked on something and it erased everything I had written.......