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This is my parting, my reluctance, my heartache and my final gift to you.
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Have you ever looked at someone you love so much and suddenly prayed,
âGod, this person deserves to live a life filled with happiness. Please give him nothing but the best even if thatâs not me.â
No.
âGod, I deserve to live a life filled with happiness. Please give me nothing but the best even if thatâs not him.â
Self-love
These kinds of fights can never be won â even if youâre the victor, youâve hurt the other person, and there has to be some loss associated with that.
David Levithan, The Loverâs Dictionary (via thelovejournals)
You donât give up on someone you love.
Unknown (via thelovejournals)
So you think treating her like she isnât special is gonna make her feel that she has a special place in your heart? Thatâs rhetorical by the way. Donât answer that.
from the list of comebacks 3 days after it should have been said
i really like long-distance domesticity. like, when you get into the habit of saying good morning and goodnight to someone, telling someone your plans for the day not because theyâre remarkable but so theyâll know what youâre up to, telling someone where youâre going, if youâll be drinking, when youâll be home, asking someone if theyâve eaten or showered or slept or taken their meds, that kind of thing. just the habitual knowledge of another personâs life over a space of hundreds or thousands of miles. thatâs cool
The scene they took out of Deadpool that actually makes the whole movie make sense
Iâm going to explain why one scene that they chose to remove actually puts the whole movie in perspective and answers a lot of questions fans had about the final cut.
Obviously this is definitely going to spoil you and I can list about 100 different trigger warnings so unless you have seen the movie and are prepared to deal with the same themes, donât read on.
Cancer World Tour
We see in what makes the final cut of the film that Vanessa is desperate to find a cure for Wadeâs cancer and in the edited scene called âCancer World Tourâ she does just as he predicts, drags him around the world trying every cure.
As always Wade narrates the scene so he informs us that they have been all of the world and have already tried everything and now they were at rock bottom, in a very unlikely clinic in Guadalajara Mexico.
Wade has given up long ago but is keeping that to himself, spending the rest of his very short life indulging Vanessa in the fantasy that he can be cured.
He is in a waiting room bitterly observing the other hopeless patients indulging their own love ones, or perhaps even themselves, and he visibly has a hard time keeping his anger and sadness to himself.
Wade listens in as a mother tries to pay for her young sonâs treatment and the nurse very coldly insists she wonât take any pesos, everything has to be in American cash. The little boy reaches for a sucker and the nurse says it will cost extra. Wade quickly puts his own cash on the desk, saying itâs on him.
Something is still bothering him. Wade watches the young boy sit as an older gentleman Wade himself was talking to earlier gets up to go in for his own appointment. Wade tells us in a voice over how he is at the end of his rope. He will indulge Vanessa, he will spend all the money that is needed to do so, but he canât watch more of these innocent people being screwed over.
Wade sneaks into the operating room to observe that what is going on is that this miracle cure is not a miracle nor a cure. I donât know exactly how much a layperson may understand this particular treatment by what they filmed so Iâm going to explain in a bit more detail: this is an actual treatment that is offered for a great amount of money and the practitioner promises that they will remove your cancer without putting you under anesthesia or even cutting you open; they will somehow reach in and pull it out of you. The stomach is pressed upon by the practitioner and with sleight-of-hand they produced a bit of animal organ, presenting it as the removed cancer. There is a bit of blood but no incision, they claim to have healed that as well.
Wade waits secretly as the the older gentleman, relieved to have been cured, leaves the room and then he enters to confront the practitioner. Wade dryly remarks that the bucket of removed tumors smells like chicken, the practitioner reaches for a scalpel to defend himself, Wade has already taken it.
Wade loses it. He viciously beats and stabs the man. No fancy choreography, no clever banter. Wade gruesomely murders this man with his own two hands and blood is everywhere. The staff and waiting room rush in to see what is happened and Vanessa is among them.
Wade, in excruciating emotional pain, realizes what has happened. Vanessa is watching. This wasnât a job and it wasnât done efficiently. He isnât being a mercenary, heâs being a murderer, is becoming what we will call Deadpool.
Fleeing, Wade runs away and leaves Vanessa to desperately scream in search for him to no avail. He is gone.
I donât know why this scene wouldnât of been included in the final cut. To me it solves a lot of issues that people have had with the characterization of both Wade and Vanessa.
Many reviewers asked why, despite the fact that Wade obviously was upset and beginning to show signs of mental illness, he couldnât just go back to Vanessa and let her see his scars. She certainly didnât come off as the type of character who would judge him for the way he looked but that wasnât it. Wade is reluctant to show her what he looks like now, of course, but most of the reluctance comes from the fact that she has already seen a little bit of what he has become inside and thatâs a completely different story. Vanessa fell in love with a different man, a man who killed people but wasnât violent, wasnât unhinged.
Maybe more importantly it gives the ending an entirely different tone. Itâs not the happy ending it appears. Vanessa forgives Wade and despite his warning she is in Deadpoolâs arms, not really understanding that Wade is gone. Deadpool very canonically gives into the bit of hope that it might be okay, someone might actually love him.
But what happens next? Vanessa is now going to meet Deadpool and realize that she has to again mourn the loss of Wade who she believes has come back from the dead. Will she love this new man? Should she? Is she safe to be with him?
Your feelings for Deadpool aside, try to imagine what Vanessa is walking into. Wade would never hurt her but Deadpool is not Wade and sometimes Deadpool is not even Deadpool. Sometimes this body is overtaken with pain and hallucinations. If Wade can viciously beat and stab a man to death when he disassociates, what does Deadpool do when he disassociates?
Deadpool doesnât know.
Never give up.
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Remember that time when Ashâs adventure almost ended?
âDo itâ
There's an old joke about a lab assistant who bursts into a scientist's office one morning, hysterical with joy despite a night of uninterrupted work. The assistant holds up a fizzing, hissing, corked bottle of green liquid and exclaims he has discovered a universal solvent. His sanguine boss peers at the bottle and asks, "And what is a universal solvent?" The assistant sputters, "An acid that dissolves all substances!" After considering this thrilling newsânot only would this universal acid be a scientific miracle, it would make both men billionairesâthe scientist replies, "How are you holding it in a glass bottle?"
The Disappearing Spoon
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Oh darling, don't you ever grow up Don't you ever grow up, just stay this little Oh darling, don't you ever grow up Don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple I won't let nobody hurt you, won't let no one break your heart And no one will desert you Just try to never grow up, never grow up (at Bournemouth Beach Pier)