Flower's nonsense

completely exposed and absolutely alone

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No pinned intro post, fuck around and find out

Check out my side blog: @flowers-nonsense-ua

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In Ukraine, there's a shop, a bank and a concert agency

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Statistically there is a chance that someone i know irl has found my tumblr blog and now knows my deepest darkest secrets

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Well actually i did it. I found the blog of someone i know irl. But all they post is their art, no deepest darkest secrets

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Statistically there is a chance that someone i know irl has found my tumblr blog and now knows my deepest darkest secrets

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Earlier, when i saw the take "there's no friendship between a man and a woman" i thought it was not because "someone wants to fuck the other" but because they're gonna become such good friends and love each other so much that they might as well get married and spend the rest of their life together. Which cannot be done in the same sex friendship because homophobic society

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Venting about death, be careful

Why are we all so fucking suicidal. I'm tryna talk to my friends about death and I can't because they're as suicidal as me. I'm tryna help them but I can't because i have just as much will to live as them

All i can do is say "please don't die" but you know. If it actually got really bad I don't think someone saying "please don't die" would help me that much.

I think that for our own good we should have some friends that don't constantly want to die. And we do have them, or maybe they are just too good at pretending

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Watched The most precious of cargoes. I expected it to be a beautiful and slightly philosophical film but that thing is genuinely so terrifying and tragic. Made me feel the whole spectrum of emotions and cry three times. Not something i would recommend watching before the night but yall should definitely watch it.

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When you see a tiny nameless corner cafe that has "pizza" written on it in comic sans you know it's gonna be either the best or the worst pizza in your life no in-between

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uknada...

son i shouldve draw this since day 1 of june

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Well you know how they say there's a big piece of Ukraine in Canada yeah yeah

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I just discovered the great power of "a shirt with your own print" service and i won't let it go to waste. Give me insane ideas for a shirt because I don't trust just my own brain

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10 am: i hope I will stop existing by evening

11 am: ice cream yum yum 😋

12 am: i hate my life

1 pm: wow i like the light rain and fresh air outside

2 pm: my whole existence is endless suffering

3 pm: cello yayy

4 pm: i hope a missile lands in my house at night

5 pm: wow look at these beautiful flowers

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Today i was feeling so sad and tired that i didn't even care what to do so i tricked my brain into locking in and cleaning my desk and studying for exams instead of wasting the evening on doomscrolling

It doesn't make sense now but trust me it worked

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orchestra people of tumblr. i come to you humbly asking you send me your favorite orchestra songs. please. i just discovered something about myself and its that i really enjoy orchestra/classical music

so. uh yeah if you happen to really like orchestra or perhaps just a really specific song please yap at me. my inbox is there.

i’m listening to a playlist of apparently popular orchestra songs and this one is my favorite so far if you want to send similar ones it reminds me of a sunny day

tagging this with a bunch of shit so the right people find it

p.s. i’m very sleep deprived sorry if this post was nonsensical idk i just like music

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MY TIME HAS COME

So one of my absolute favorite orchestral works is Atterberg's Sinfonia for strings (sorry it's all gonna be youtube, i don't use spotify). He also has a Suite for violin, viola and string orchestra which is also beautiful.

These were for a string orchestra. As for symphony, it's kinda hard to choose, because i just love all symphony music sooo much. But i can recommend Liszt's Tasso, lamento e trionfo. It's not a symphony, but a symphonic poem, which means it's smaller and only has one part.

One of my recent finds is Britten's cello symphony. It's kinda like a cello concerto, but called symphony, idk why, but i encourage you to find out. A big part of loving music is learning things about it.

If we're talking about concertos, I'm playing Saint-Saëns' cello concerto in a minor right now and I'm absolutely in love with this piece.

The list could go on and on, but there are already five recommendations, and that's a lot to cover! So listen, my friend, i hope you like this music just as much as i did :)

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Ukrainian lesbians in the 1990s and 2000s, Vira Chernyhina's archive

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Such icons

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The butterfly effect is crazy because what do you mean almost every problem i have today somehow traces back to russians

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My fellow english speakers, why does self-conscious mean insecure instead of aware of yourself?

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The feeling when music you listen to is all in lowercase again