what if suo looked so miserable (re: that cursed sad panel of suo suffering from nirei’s pov) bc not only is his home under this serious imminent threat, but bc he is starving, in the literal and metaphorical senses.
we still don’t see him eat; instead we see that there’s a huge problem with food scarcity. he could absolutely be doing better physically, but he also still keeps everything overtly negative to himself as much as possible so as not to burden others.
he probably doesn’t even know how to eat his own share anymore. he’s giving so much of his energy and himself to the people and places he cares about that there’s not enough left of himself to keep him going like this.
that shared meal with furin (and maybe his rc brothers + dojo kids too) will hurt so good bc suo is going to have to physically learn how to have his own share. physically struggling to use his own chopsticks, raise his own food to his mouth and eat. to accept care and love (and food) even when you think others need or deserve it more than you.
anyway i’m going crazy, perhaps more ramblings soon to come... if i flesh them all out completely, i will never shut up LOL. thank you for reading!!! <3
