this is the onl y way i know how to make friends, this is the only place i can speak . i feel dirty but ive tried, ive tried to make friends in real life ive tried so hard but it never sticks, i feel like everyone was granted a life that makes them functional and im missing that final piece where i can hang iut with friends outside of school and Do things. im not digital and chronically online by choice, i was outcasted and pushed here. i just want freinds, am i so ugly for relying on fleeting love from people i may never meet? i just want somethjng and even that isnt working .

















