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IDK what to do when the entire country feels like the westboro baptist church

#I am living in a nightmare #I thought I had escaped #'its giving Fred Phelps'#'you sound a lot like the wbc'#my new favorite catchphrases #I thought I had run from this but turns out I live in this no matter how far I flew #people are people and rights are rights #even they knew racism was wrong #but not enough to teach us to be anti-racist just enough to lord it over others #fuuuuuuuuuuck #crush ice #at least I never pledged my allegiance to any flag #small bonus to being raised by loons is your anti America from birth 💅#gotta take the perks as the come #maga is a cult #I know I was raised in one #a favores phrase of my family's that is actually fitting here:#this country is going to hell in a hand basket #I am not a believer but I hope there is a hell just so they can all face judgment at the gates & be turned away for their hatred & bigotry #I am exhausted #every day there are new horrors #from hometown to nationwide we see it unfolding #love must prevail #I feel helpless when protests send me into panic but I find solace in helping my neighbor get by #I can't fight them on the street but I can protect those at home #we are watching every prediction come true #every ache I felt on the cold November night around the fire being realized as truth #the leopards are here #they have been #and they will eat every face

What is happening in the world and can we please just have a break

#this is about a lot of things #triggered by the news about Liam #little me is hurting

#Just thought I'd drop this here #newsies #ben fankhauser #andrew keenan bolger #kara lindsay #tommy bracco #the tears I shed when tommy was there omg #justice for tommy #😉#if you know you know #jelani alladin #josh strobl #idk theres a lot of people in here I can't tag them all #suffs

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Dame Maggie Smith

1934-2024

#I've always said that this would be one that broke me #finding out from a reddit notification while I have no service due to a hurricane was not how I wanted to find out #definitely a sad day down here #rip Maggie

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Dame Maggie Smith

1934-2024

#I've always said that this would be one that broke me #finding out from a reddit notification while I have no service due to a hurricane was not how I wanted to find out #definitely a sad day down here #rip Maggie

They say it takes 7 years for all the cells in your body to regenerate...

#this body has never been there #this body is safe #but this body is gonna need a lot of hugs

Not me crying over Tony Award Winners Jonathan Groff and Daniel Radcliffe since last night

#I'm so happy for them #god damn finally #groffsauce

The girls who get it get it 💅

#mike faist gives me heart palpitations #the hashtag shall rise from the ashes #mike faist

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My favorite thing right now is the Percy Jackson fandom rising from the depths of the underworld

#relevant again

Lost a good one yesterday. This fight is not one to fight alone. You are so loved. RIP kiddo.

#I hate that place and what it's done to my family #they deserved better #we all did #love you

Today a theater on Broadway goes dark. A show that has helped me through so much.

Dear Evan Hansen.

This show, it's cast, and the community I found through it changed my life and gave me the strength and courage to make the hardest decision in my life. Despite growing beyond it and it's story, it will, For Forever, hold an incredibly special place in my heart.

I am so thankful that Gage and I could round out this chapter in my life last night by going and seeing Ben Platt perform, it was the first time I'd seen him on stage since my mother took us to see this show at the end of May in 2017.

This story, though imperfect, changed many lives for the better. Thank you for all these everlasting memories

Hi how are you doing I haven’t talked to you in forever :)

Life is going about as good as it could be with the state of the world. I've been focusing on myself, my relationships, and my future and while there is a long way to go, I've my significant progress and I'm incredibly proud of where I am currently ☺️

#I mean #my grandma died the other day but I've done a lot of work processing and allowing myself to grieve despite the complicated situation

There are days I sit in bed and ponder the effect my words have had on people.

My family care not about the effect they have on the world around them. They couldn't care less about the people the impact but sitting here, in 2022, with my friends of all spectrums and identities, I realize that there will be a generation that forgets them.

I may never see that in my lifetime. My families rhetoric and beliefs may never fully distinguish in my lifetime, but if this experience of humanism exceeds my existence, there will be a generation where Christianity is seen as the brutal religion that it is, and that give me hope.

#things I talk to my friends about at 3am over great value hazelnut crepes #if you know you know #westboro baptist church

Me posting on Facebook: Things that people I USED to know will want to know about my life

Me posting on TikTok: Things people who THINK they know about my life want to know

Me posting on Twitter: The Fucking Void

Me posting on Tumblr: Things I'd like to tell the world without drana

May 26th, 2023.

Y'all can find me in the nearest movie theater watching The Little Mermaid because Ariel is my #1 comfort character. I'm so excited to see all the people get so see themselves represented in in this movie ❤️

I'm getting married in 24 days. And I don't have the energy to be excited.

I work overnight as a supervisor at a grocery store. My boss moved to another location last week, meaning now we're here every night alone. No salaried managers. Just three girls with a team trying to make things work. Two of us are under 25.

Our newest supervisor has only been in her role for six months. It's hard to leave her alone but there's no way around it. At least the maintenance supervisor is here with her those days.

Work has decided that all management has to take a full day of class this week about diversity. A good subject, but none of the classes are overnight. Also none of them are on my day off. I have to work 20 hours straight. Then be back at work only 4 hours after the class ends.

The store manager is getting hounded about overtime. We can't work overtime. But I have this class. Which means he'll get in trouble for me having overtime. He won't be mad at me because he knows that it's the only way it will work. He knows he can't afford me to take a those nights off so I can go to class. He tried to find a work around, but I told him not to bother. I'll do what has to be done. I'm missing hours at my second job for this class anyway. I'm the only manager here tomorrow night. Just me. For the whole store. For 10 hours.

There is so much that needs to be done at home. Seating charts, table settings. So many all details to finish.

"just let me know and I can come help" Everyone says it. Some people mean it. But they don't understand that I don't have the energy to explain anything. It's pointless and I'll just end up doing it myself.

24 days until I get married. 14 of those I'll spend at my night job. 8 more at my second job.

24 days until I get married and I couldn't be happier that I get to spend my life with my best friend, but I just don't have the energy to be excited.

I'm literally so in love with this I can't stop staring at it. So sad it's not somewhere I can stare at it all day long.

#medusa #tattoo #greek mythology

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