a twisted hurricane

It was a nightmare and I wasn't even sleeping. I didn’t know how to dream.

[flying-thirteen]

Lega sekali. Satu per satu urusan dunia mulai diperbaiki. Bismillah. Ini rehat sejenak kasih reward ke sendiri, lalu ikhtiar lagi.

[flying-thirteen]

Lusty and dirty.

[flying-thirteen]

Bingung.

[flying-thirteen]

[flying-thirteen]

[flying-thirteen]

WOAH I can save this other tumblr account!

This is my first tumblr account! Wew weird! 🥰

[neckkiss]

Lolita

[flying-thirteen]

Not Lolita No.

[flying-thirteen]

Mom, I love you.

Always.

[flying-thirteen]

Mental illness

I'm totally not okay

[flying-thirteen]

Broken & Bruised.

Living our life ain't easy. I mean, I'm about 20 year old of something this year and did too many things 'morally' wrong (e.g change my attitude too often, make so many serial killer in my mind, be an asshole in the wrong time and place, be a happy person but taking a grant, feeling so bad when helping people, feeling alone in crowd place, missing my mom and want to suicide, missing my dad but afraid to make a call, want to break someone's heart, hurting a 'friend', sitting alone in coffee shop and read The Catcher in the Rye,... etc). But... I know I am a wonderful creature with so many purposes. I am a hope. To my own life. This is why I'm holdin on with my life. So life can be easy. Literally, not easy. At least we have tried. I have tried. ... cry a lot. Sadness for 99% of things seems joy in a neverland. And it's okay not to be okay. Because sometimes, life is a grown-up arena. I have to get used to it. Till I realized that the one and only problem is in me. Not with societies. So I'm done with societies cause the causality between me and these people can leads nowhere but myown anxieties. So... Chin up. I'm a hope. You're a hope. We're a hope. If you feel the same. You're not alone. I'm here :) anxieties are not your enemy. We have to befriend with anything, even with our own demon. God bless ya

[flying-thirteen]

Gigi hadid and Zayn Malik. Udah lebih dari cukup. :")) ★★★☆☆

[flying-thirteen]

★★★★☆ Aurora Aksnes for your own goodness. It's Gold! Trust me! :)

[lil-patchouli]

My daddy said, that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away.

Nicholas Sparks, (The Notebook)

[lomasdope]

Their lips met as naturally as the horizon met the ocean – gently at first, then harder, with swells of emotion.

E. Davies, Swish (via lomasdope)

[qrenade]

Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces

[flying-thirteen]

Always.

[blckfriend]

[flying-thirteen]

La la la living up!!! Because Internet is my nü best friend.

[flying-thirteen]

A good book and a coffee

There's no other single thing better than having a good book and a cup of coffee in the morning. That's when you know your best friend not good enough for accompanying your loneliness.