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what's cool about my course is that you can apply any learning to anything you're passionate about. but the thing is, i don't think i have anything that i am passionate about.

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s08e16. this speaks levels.

but i must admit s08e12 gave a new meaning to 'something just like this'

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When we are tired we are attacked by ideas we conquered long ago

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timely. and i guess, it consumes us more than ever.

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my thoughts, they're consuming me. just let me get through this last wave 🙏

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gotta space out tonight and be back better tomorrow 🙏

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will cry for early disappointment but i am still hopeful!

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it's 8:32 p.m.

i got accepted for an avp position and that's cool! but what's not cool is: i am busy trying to build myself that i forgot who i'm building it with.

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on this day: 05.05.2020

i have witnessed how the government blatantly suppressed press freedom in the country.

today, the national telecommunications commission (ntc) closed abs-cbn. this is an obvious strategy of the government to distract the filipinos of how incompetent they are during this time of pandemic.

it gave me chills while watching the national anthem and sign off avp of abs-cbn at 7pm, this tuesday.

everything is political. however, more than ever, we should have valued filipinos - the workers, students, professionals, etc. - among any other.

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guess i'm not at all good with people. i just get things done and that's it, i guess.

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i'm really not good with people, am i?

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🏆 we won 🏆

a school year's worth of hardships finally came to conclusion. it was time for me to give back and so i did.

shall the legacy live on

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maybe i just love care want the best take things seriously too much

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nalulungkot lang ako kasi i constantly cling to my high school and its memories.

guess i'm stuck and they all have moved on

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maybe in another lifetime, hindi ko nararamdamang pinagpipilitan ko sarili ko sa buhay ng iba i'm okay