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hi whaddup im pav and i never learned how to fuckin manage time
so i’ll be putting jiwon on hiatus for a week or two bc of uni... thesis has finally come to kick my ass and boy am i not ready for it. ims replies will be delayed, but i have kkt or twt (illinichinas) if you want faster response T_T
*sunday morning;
fmdjun:
“defeat? what defeat??” he bellows as he uses his weight to press jiwon against the couch, grabbing the younger’s foot and starting to attacking it with tickles. “this isn’t even my ultimate form!!” he cackles like a villain theatrically. those that have seen his goofy and playful side, especially when he’s using various voices, told him that maybe he should try to be a voice actor too.
kangjoon pulls jiwon’s hand and untangle his legs from his waist, turning around to face the younger before attacking his stomach with tickles. he digs his fingers into the places he knows can make jiwon turn into a hysterical screeching mess, evil smile blooming on his lips. the elder tries to dodge the flailing limbs as best as he can, still got hit though and he had to pin the younger’s hands above his head and straddles him. slightly aware of their promising position, he shoots jiwon a cheeky smile. “nowhere to run, neve. admit thy defeat.”
jiwon releases a series of war cries and screeching laughter at the same time, while his feet are kicking onto the air to get the elder off of his stomach. “get off of me you ass!!” he bellows, still fighting like his life depended on this. this position itself is already unfair on his small stature especially since he hadn’t hit the gym for a while. “you’re going to make me lose!!”
though he’s may be outmatched in terms of strength- kangjoon having the advantage of tall height and much heavier physique, but jiwon is called a firecracker for a reason.
with the rest of his strength that he has left, jiwon raises his head and presses a quick kiss onto jun’s lips in a poor attempt of surprise attack, pushing his wrist away as hard as he can the moment he felt the elder’s grip loosening on it. one second later they’re already in the opposite position, jiwon sitting on kangjoon’s stomach and the latter sprawled up on the other side of the couch.
he then binds kangjoon’s wrist together on top of his chest with his grip, lowering his face with a taunting grin upon his lips as he whispers to his ear. “who’s the one with nowhere to run now?” sticks out his tongue, before releasing the older’s hands and stepping away from kangjoon’s stomach.
pina colada
fmdxkit:
like a puppy forever enthralled by its owner, kit followed jiwon with starry eyes and an unyielding grin. years went by since he went from a diehard casual fan to actually being friends with jiwon, yet kit acted no different. there were days when kit reprimanded himself for acting too… excited. too enthusiastic. tone it down a notch. overused words his members and managers reiterated to him like a mantra. did he listen? nope!
the warmth of jiwon’s car is familiar. memories of kit’s first time replayed. he remembers how awed he was. it was the first celebrity car he’d been in; out of fear of breaking the radio panel, kit touched nothing and sat up too rigidly to be comfortable. as many lunch and dinner dates passed, long gone like the cycle of seasons, kit grew comfortable, allowing himself to be lulled by the mellow crooning of the radio as he and jiwon elicited in conversation.
“hmm,” kit thought hard as he fastened himself in with a seat-belt. “you sound like a boyfriend telling his significant other to not be fickle. how dominant,” he commented slyly, a wag of his brows to indicate some sort of jesting immaturity. “i think i’m feeling sushi today! and something warm.” although, kit was told to decide, he just couldn’t finalize without asking his hyung what he wanted. from an early age, kit was taught to respect and seek others’ choices. “but what about you, hyung?”
another trait of kit’s that jiwon will never be able to get used to is his smooth comebacks. he occasionally finds himself blushing to the younger’s antics- and im jiwon never blushes. maybe get a little shy during interviews but not blushing like a highschool girl. which is what’s happening to him before he lets out a laugh and punches kit’s arm lightly.
“where did you learn that? i swear kids these days are getting more dangerous....” shakes his head, although eyes never leaving the road before them. his acting skills is definitely better than last year. he should take the kid to eat out again if he ever land an acting career in the future.
sushi... “sushi sounds good.” is it weird that he had been craving fish and seaweed? “i know a place down town, or do you have anywhere else in mind?”
more than anything, i want to save you from myself.
run run run
[ kkt > dodohyun ]: yo [ kkt > dodohyun ]: you busy? [ kkt > dodohyun ]: let’s go for a ride, i’ll pick u up [ kkt > dodohyun ]: sike, i’m already downstairs [ kkt > dodohyun ]: get ur ass in here boi
@dohyunfmd
dance dance revolution.
fmdjaewon:
“slow down there ahjussi, we aren’t in a rush.” he grinned. “i’m gonna take my sweet time kicking your ass, you don’t think i’m gonna mis my opportunity to enjoy every second of this.” jaewon teased before adding, “that and, if we go any faster you might break some of your birttle old bones, not risking that.”
there was little time to tease left after that and while jaewon managed to keep up with the song pretty well (even for his own expectations) there was no such thing as time for jabs during.
neither was there afterward as he was heavily panting at this point and maybe if jaewon had been a bit more careful he wouldn’t take such a risk but for now he just felt hot and stick and without further ado, pulled the hoodie off of his head, placing his cap back on his head and adjusting his face mask again, basically doing the opposite of jiwon. if they were gonna be recognized it was probably for the member of south korea’s most popular boygroup decipher, not for a member of a rookie group.
“so…” he panted in exhaustion. “are you requesting a break or are you picking the next song gramps?” a part of him hoped jiwon wouldn’t settle for the latter but his pride wasn’t going to let him vocalize that thought. no, if jiwon wasn’t backing down neither would he even if t would be the death of him. “the ball is in your court ahjussi.”
been a while since he could let himself lose like this. not that he was ever in control.
and as expected, jaewon got the better of him with his song choice. has karma returned to bite him in the ass? for all those years of teasing his hyungs in decipher about their dancing? funny thing is their age gap is not even a whole year, yet the difference in endurance is so distinct.
so this is what they meant about getting old.
a sharp remark was on the tip of his tongue when jiwon realizes that they have garnered quite an attention from their surroundings. although most of them just looks like curious passersby, he still lowered his eyes upon noticing a couple of highschool students recording them behind his back. hopefully no one would notice him in his hair color- he hasn’t appeared in public for a while now.
bumping his arm to jaewon, he signals the other with his eyes to look at their surrounding. “no breaks. let’s just get this done and over with. i’m starving.” he quickly skims through the lists and selects the most catchy tunes he could find. there should be another bonus round so they have two more rounds before they can dash out of here.
which, hopefully before anyone could notice it’s decipher’s neve and unity’s jaewon.
hey there, demons
fmdhyojoon:
[ ✉️ won ]: i’m in the middle of promotions man [ ✉️ won ]: why don’t you just come over to my place and we can chill for the night [ ✉️ won ]: i’ll pull out the guest air mattress
[ ✉️ brojoon ]: :( [ ✉️ brojoon ]: traitor [ ✉️ brojoon ]: here i am still stuck in bc’s dungeon [ ✉️ brojoon ]: ur right, im getting sick of my own place [ ✉️ brojoon ]: what time will u be available?
hey there, demons
fmdjaewon:
[ 📱 ⟶ the lesser dancer ] wtf keep this mushy shit to yourself? find someone who cares? [ 📱 ⟶ the lesser dancer ] you know being dilusional is a serious conditon right, you should get that checked out :// [ 📱 ⟶ the lesser dancer ] wait what???
[ ✉️ seaweed ]: but you do care ;) [ ✉️ seaweed ]: just admit it before we go spongebob and patrick about this [ ✉️ seaweed ]: uh,, [ ✉️ seaweed ]: i mean, [ ✉️ seaweed ]: u dont want ur fav bro to have a heart condition right [ ✉️ seaweed ]: i wouldn’t be able to beat your ass in ddr if i do
hey there, demons
fmdxkit:
[ ✉️ fav hyung ]: who shall i go as? [ ✉️ fav hyung ]: your biggest fan? 🤔 [ ✉️ fav hyung ]: that’s not a disguise tho 😂 [ ✉️ fav hyung ]: smols are cute ok be proud of our dna !! [ ✉️ fav hyung ]: nooo hyuuung please have mercy on me !! [ ✉️ fav hyung ]: i’m a precious bean who loves u a lot ;A;
[ ✉️ oreo kitkat ]: stop this deleted! [ ✉️ oreo kitkat ]: being cute won’t save you from my wrath [ ✉️ oreo kitkat ]: should i come dressed up like him? black shirt and everything? [ ✉️ oreo kitkat ]: just kidding choreo-hyung will kill me if i do that [ ✉️ oreo kitkat ]: but i’ll come anyway. then we can catch something to eat afterwards?
fmdrocket:
“yes!” she says as she takes the food from him. the same menu from years ago is now complete. she blows an exaggerated air-kiss to him as a sign of gratitude.
she’s glad that this part of her life still remains the same.
transitioning from being a trainee to being an idol is a whiplash. the same person treats you differently. the same practice room no longer feels familiar. even you, as a human being, become a completely different person.
and that’d happen all in one day.
when jiwon was about to debut, haeun had a fear. a fear that she would be left alone. a fear that she would be nothing but a memory of his and him to her. that their friendship would be reduced to simple companionship when it was so complex and meaningful. however, one call from him, asking her to come to the rooftop, was all she needed to extinguish that fear.
“thankfully, life has not been shitty to me,” she says while eating the chicken. “but i might release a mini-album by the end of the year. and i’m thinking of going back to san fransisco for the holidays.” she wipes her hands and uncaps a bottle of coke.
“what about you?” she drinks and winces at the feeling of the fizziness down her throat. “i heard you’re ‘dating’––” cue the air quotes. “––sunny from wish. did bc put you up for that? or is somebody actually taming little wonnie?”
she nods, a little grin decorates her face. “yeah, it’s been a while.” her tone is soft and more pensive. “i’m actually kind of excited. i can’t wait to get paid to eat ice cream.”
he’s laughing behind his bottle of coke--although with the way it came out people would easily mistaken it for a scoff. wonnie... when was the last time anyone had called him that? jiwon couldn’t even remember the topic of his last conversation with his hyungs.
it’s scary how everything changes so fast in this industry. one second you’re a trainee, the next you’re a senior idol. time waits for no one and even the most unprepared ones aren’t excluded from its cruel law. jiwon remembered his debut stage like it was yesterday, but now.... it doesn’t matter anyway. not with so many new talented groups popping up here and there.
plus, his bestfriend might get a solo album soon. it’s like being dragged under the car on a hot, halfway-melting asphalt. one hell of a wake up call.
get a grip, moron.
“come on, do you honestly think anyone would settle down with this brat?” pokes her with his elbow lightly. his nerves is on fire again. “nah, they told us to fix our chemistry. probably has future duet plans with her.” and besides, he doesn’t want sunny to go through all that hell dating him. the best he could do for her at the moment is to support WISH in music shows.
jiwon lets out an affirmative hum. “two best things a human can have in the world; free ice cream, and a friend to offer you emotional support.” cracks a lopsided grin.
"but seriously though. that’s awesome. bc better give you that mini-album.” smile. look happy. he doesn’t have to pretend to be proud, though. “any concept planned so far? you know i’m always open for a collaboration, right?” wiggles his eyebrows.
hey there, demons
fmdjisoo:
[ ✉️ won ]: you’re just going to have to change that. [ ✉️ won ]: instead of waiting to be busy, make yourself busy [ ✉️ won ]: go to bc and demand they give you things to do [ ✉️ won ]: you’re apart of their most senior group, you do have some pull around here. [ ✉️ won ]: it just depends on if you’re going to raise enough hell to get it.
[ ✉️ sooshi ]: ....i... actually tried that a couple of months ago [ ✉️ sooshi ]: they didn’t even budge?? lol [ ✉️ sooshi ]: they’re probably waiting for namjoon-hyung’s drama to finish airing [ ✉️ sooshi ]: ..............why am i dumping my problems on you again?? 😂😂 [ ✉️ sooshi ]: sorry, i hope i didn’t wake you up or anything [ ✉️ sooshi ]: do you have any schedule later? i kept you up till this late....
once, jiwon got so desperate that he went out disguised as a girl, complete with a wig and everything. that day nobody spared him a second glance except for some guys who actually digs his disguise.
bonus:
ohsehunpai:
throwback 29 / ∞ : Neve for Nylon October 2016
dance dance revolution.
fmdjaewon:
as expected, jiwon wasted no time to start them off at a high pace and luckily, as such an active dancer both within his idol life and out of that, keeping up was rather fair game so far. it was just that while he might have been doing well according to the game, he looked more like a flailing noodle rather than anything else and it was moments like this jaewon could curse his long limbs for making him look so incredibly awkward.
it also put him in front of a new dilemma because as the song came to an end and he stumbled against the bar behind him, his back was already slick with sweat, drops trickling down from his forehead and getting absorbed in the thick fabric of his black hoodie. a part of him wanted to take the damn thing off, the other was not only aware that it would heighten the chances of getting recognized but also the odds of being recognized making a total fool out of himself.
“already tired ahjussi?” he asked, trying to suppress his own heavy breathing as possible before stepping forward and putting on the next song. “your warm up was cute and all-” jaewon grinned, stepping back into position. “-but it’s time to raise the bar don’t you think.”
yep. he’s not gonna win this one. and a part of him wishes he could still hit jaewon on the head with his sneakers. or maybe shove it into his mouth.
but for now, kicking him on the shin should do nicely.
“shut the fuck up and pick the fucking song.” dammit, his shirt is beginning to cling onto his skin from the sweat. why did he picked the black hoodie again? where’s the air conditioner when you need them? he’s not dumb enough to take his jacket off yet, but the hat or the face mask is a different story.
he opts upon hooking his cap to the belt loop of his pants, but ends up throwing it on top of the machine when the song began playing. holy shit- did he pick this song on purpose? there’s no way jiwon could catch up with all the steps...
“youngsters.” he grumbles, quietly. is he even going to survive this in one piece? his body says its impossible, but he’s already way too deep into this contest. and competitive jiwon means hardwork-until-the-dream-work jiwon. he can deal with his jelly legs later.
“bring it on.”
sunday morning rain is falling
fmdsunny:
sunny has always been and always will be a foodie. so whenever she heard cheat day, she always got giddy inside. something about a little rebellion. plus it was worth facing the consequences for in her book. she lost plenty of weight before becoming a trainee, she could always do it again. what was life without challenges and pleasures, right? “dessert too?” she beamed up at him. it probably seemed like she never ate good food before but her desserts as of late were persimmons and clementines. it was time to have some real dessert.
“I’d be stupid to miss out on this opportunity. hm, I guess BC knew what they were doing.” she wrinkled her nose at him and smiled before she finally focused on the menu. sunny didn’t consider herself the most popular in WISH, which meant the slightest bit of exposure was good for her. so seeming like a ‘couple’ to the public was nerve wracking, but wasn’t impossible or annoying to her. she knew he probably wouldn’t see her as more than a co-worker anyways— she’d be lucky if he considered her a friend more down the road. she had to be careful not to invest too much emotions for her own good.
“what are you planning on getting?” she looked up, awaiting his answer. “also am I pushing it if I order the aglio pizza too?” sunny playfully grins. “I mean we’re going to share, don’t worry.”
it’s almost heartwarming to see his juniors get excited over food, yet heartbreaking at the same time. young adults in their 20s, the age where they’re supposed to have fun and enjoy everything the world has to offer, unable to eat freely without getting restricted by diet plans. sometimes he asks himself if the fame is really worth exchanging one’s freedom, youth, social life... actually, life in general.
“anything. anything you want.” he reiterates, a smile on his face. “just think of it as a gift for your comeback.” you need all the energy you can get. “just make sure your manager doesn’t find out, or else i’ll be suspended.” chuckles, hoping sunny would get his poor attempt of a joke. would he really be suspended though? the worst thing that might happen is probably just him getting hated by the staffs, but that’s not really news.
there’s a brief moment where he ponders for a while, pressing thin lips together as brown eyes scan through the menu. he wasn’t really in the mood to eat- truthfully, his appetite’s been gone for almost a week now. “hm,” it wouldn’t be right if he doesn’t order anything, though. “the spaghetti aglio olio, i think. if we’re getting pizza too that should be enough for me.”
he waves for the waiter before turning back his focus to the girl. “what are you getting for dessert?”
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HEADCANON PROMPTS // not accepting!
fuckbuddydependable hyung @fmdjun
kangjoon was jiwon’s mom during trainee days. he was the one who helped him adjust to the new environment and keep an eye so jiwon doesn’t get in trouble. once jiwon asked the meaning of a bad word directed to him to jun, then the next day he was disciplined for picking a fight with a trainee. to say jiwon trust kangjoon with his life would be an understatement.
oddly, when jiwon debuted, they didn’t go through the whole ‘drifting apart’ thing. kangjoon still worries over jiwon and would at times ask him how he’s doing to decipher’s leader. although there’s slight jealousy there, they managed to maintain their friendship especially since jiwon would still look for him every time they drop by in the training room.
their first time together was in 2014, after a night of drinking and gaming in jiwon’s new apartment. they’re both drunk out of their minds and jiwon got a little touchy which led to a make out session and eventually the main event. next morning, jiwon felt bad for initiating things and wanted to apologize and maybe pretend nothing happened, but kangjoon was surprisingly open about things.
two years later, they spent more time together under the sheets and hidden from the outside world rather than anywhere else. fans know them as close friends from the same company and never really think much of their skinship during variety shows. jun loves to tell embarrassing stories about jiwon in his trainee days which led to most people thinking they have a sibling like relationship. but dongsaengs don’t fall in love with their hyungs, do they?
