Shamefully, Conner had thought about being back in Drake’s arms again way too many times. In prison, when he’d been touch-starved (past the bigger guys in his section thinking it fun to pick on the little guy), he’d let his imagination run away with itself. Usually, it started off innocently. Seeing Drake again, the other man sweeping him up into a hug just like the one he was engulfed in now. But as he lay in his bunk, restless and agonised, he’d allow his mind to wander. In his daydreams, Drake got a little handsier, showing an interest in Conner that the real Drake never would. Filthy thoughts kept him company until he was coming quietly into his hand, trying not to make a sound as he jerked himself off in his shared cell.
It had seemed like something he could allow himself when he was locked up, far away from his friend. Thinking about it now just made him feel dirty and embarrassed and he wanted to shy away from Drake.
Not that his friend was letting him go anywhere though. If anything, Drake had decided to pull him closer now that the weight of Ziggy bouncing on them had threatened to unbalance them both. The mutt was annoying most of the time, clingy and needy and seemingly determined to never leave Conner’s side. Right now, he was taking it to a new level, all but shoving Conner’s skinny-ass frame into Drake’s rock-solid one.
“He’s a whole lot of everything,” Conner muttered, fighting to get his breath back as Drake eventually let him go.
He watched as his best friend crouched down beside the dog on the floor, suddenly getting attacked by a wet, pink tongue.
“He casts everywhere,” he warned Drake, having learned already that wearing black around Ziggy was just inviting himself to be covered in coarse, white hair. Hope had bemoaned how much the dog shed plenty of times, but the moment Conner even dared to agree with her, she’d glare at him, cover Ziggy’s pointy ears with her hands and declare, “Excuse you! He’s an angel.”
He tilted his head to the side as he watched Ziggy now, preening under the attention Drake was giving him - and the compliment that had way more of an effect on Conner than it did his dog. Because of course even having a girlfriend hadn’t saturated Drake’s casual inclination for lowkey flirting with Conner. Only it definitely wasn’t flirting on Drake’s end, and was more like delusion on Conner’s. Either way, he still felt his cheeks heat up and he ducked his head to hide behind his overgrown hair.
“You gotta wrestle that big lug off you before he’ll give up on getting any attention,” Conner said, rolling his eyes.
Eventually, he leaned forward, wrinkling his nose as Ziggy’s over-excitable tail whacked him in the leg over and over as it wagged enthusiastically, and extended his hand out to Drake.
“C’mon then, before he licks you to death,” he said, fingers wrapping around Drake’s as he hauled the other boy to his feet, knowing Drake had to have been putting in the work to help him, because no matter how much goddamn carpentry work he’d done on parole back in Kansas, he still hadn’t packed much muscle back on. Definitely nowhere near as much as Drake had.
As soon as his friend was standing, Conner let go of his hands a few seconds too late, still clutching on with a vice-like grip. He flinched and slid his hand out from Drake’s, his fingers brushing each and every crease of Drake’s, sending a thrill of electricity up his arm. Awkwardly, he cleared his throat and jerked his head towards the living room.
“Through here.” He led the way and spoke over his shoulder. “You want anything to drink, or? And have you eaten? I was just gonna order in if you wanna split on something?”