caution

this is my genuinely disordered thinking- all the stuff that is toxic and abrasive and irrational. you shouldn't be here.

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All I want more than anything in the world is to see my other partners but if I ask for them ill be an asshole.

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I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIIIIIIIIIS

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Its gonna be me that kills him isnt it? Im too much.

[foolshardy]

I feel disgusting knowing his body wore that fucking sweater.

[foolshardy]

Maybe instead of playing sims all day you should do your fucking work

[foolshardy]

I'm a failure. I'm.

I cant exist anymkre

[foolshardy]

I have trauma from the "cheating" bc of my trauma lmaooo i cant trust any of my partners in the other system now and I

Hate it

[foolshardy]

Cant i just discover one fucking song

[foolshardy]

Dumb dumb dumb dumb fucking cunt fucking kill yourself look what you did to him its common fucking sense that would scare someone get your head out of the clouds and think for one second

[foolshardy]

Ill never amount to anything and he deserves someone better than a faker

[foolshardy]

Why am I such an attention whore i cant just have one night without being a messy bitch

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Im gonna have to lie to him for the rest of our lives

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My fault my fault my fault