seeking solace in the abyss

Hey, I'm Yume and this is an art blog. Consists of fanart, original art, and FFXIV stuffs. There's that rare text post too. (Kind of flooded with HopexLightning things atm tho.) Feel free to leave an ask or whatever, I don't bite. Main blog and twitter are on the side.

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016-04‘s characters.

Lavi’s picture was my first tablet draw so it holds some sentimental value!

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It was the only thing he could ask for.

A belated gift to sassymocha! (Hi I drew your character so I thought you’d like to see him.)

Out of all my characters, I think Evan wounds me the most due to his nature and his inevitable fate as a human. His wish is pretty simple: for his loved one’s happiness after he’s gone.

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S t a r t ! Micah x Eos

I haven’t drawn in over a month or two so I’m rather fond how this came to be. It’s a good thing my FFXIV sub ran out.

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Before she knew it, he dozed off.

Hey, I’m lazy so have this sketchy mess.

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Hi been a while. Have some, uh, confused/panicking/despairing Sera, Hope, and Light!

This was done eons ago and there was going to be other FFXIII characters but I lost interest.

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"You and me, Hope, are going to be together a long, looooong time." - based on this short fic by rainbowserenity

I’m very confused how to categorize this one but since the headcanon said it was Light… um… yeah, I’ll tag it as so! (Tho it could be Lumi too… it works either way???)

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I risked screencapping Altan holding the ball chain during Cerby a week ago LOL. We don’t get many chances with the chain aha

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LOL OOPS SORRY YOU GUYS. I ACCIDENTALLY REBLOGGED REBLOGS ON ART BLOG. That was really awkward. My bad.

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My OC Elian/Elohim. This is his “true” form. (Sorta in a way. Kind of less holy I guess? IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN…) While this one is his “disguise”.

He’s a trollish character but in this form he’s more mellow about it and has a more serious and calmer demeanor about him whereas in his other form… let’s just say he exaggerates a lot and you just want to kill him. |D

I don’t draw him or any other things enough ah;;;

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Forgot to reblog this here LOL Surprisingly it’s not fanart.

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"Light?"

It started out as a suggestion on twitter to draw Hope and it was suppose to be a simple doodle but it turned into this - effort and a BG ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ a bg that I stopped caring about somewhere along the way.

I don’t even know anymore.

But I like it at least. ; v ;

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Have a messy doodle of the Farron sisters. They're probably on a sisterly outing or waiting for the group idk.

They're suppose to be sitting on a bench... I don't do backgrounds tho haha--

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Gift: Batch One lolthey'reallgirls

I posted these on twitter (eons ago) but hey, why not here too since everyone's mainly seeing HopeRai things atm. They're a bit old; simple-quick bust shots of friends original characters.

I still have a bunch more gifts to do though... PLEASE WAIT FOR ME SOBS. /stares at a bunch of wips in folder like you don't even know

Characters belong to their respective owners!

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[ “You’re… you’re okay?”

"I’m okay." ] - from finalfantasyandnerdiness fic the Nameless Soldier.

I… IDK; something about those lines had me doodle this even though ouch my heart sobshopeyoupoorbabyljasgkagk /clutch chest

f… foRGIVE ME???

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I will protect you this time.

I'm counting on you Hope—

Y'know it was suppose to be one of those (FFXIII-2?) bittersweet moments you get but everything was out of my control and it turned into the rose haired phantom. Come join me in this angst you other hoperai shippers :')

Can't deny the feels when it involves the phantom.

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Post LR(?) Lightning: W-Wait Hope- (Serah is right th-) Hope: … No. *places a kiss*

Or something like that LOL I don’t know it’s the only story I can come up with orz. I just wanted a slightly flustered Light so… yeah.

I actually ended up liking this one a little bit so I made it less sketchy haha. I’m still in an art rut though sob… But I love these two a lot since me doing fanart is rare. Maybe drawing them more will help me out of my block www

/lays down

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Tbh, I don't know what I drew? It was 8AM in the morning and I've yet to have slept so I was pretty deranged by 12PM LOL. I just had this huge need to draw HopeRai.

I should not be let anywhere these baes tho. I havent drawn Fanart in years but my love for them ignited like a thousand suns recently. I was feeling pretty sad then I remembered my adoration of the pair and began to look at Hoperai things.

Then I was hit with the holy might of OTP feelings.

Now I'm stuck in a bog full of HopeRai and I dont think I'm ever going to get out. /sob

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I call him Lore. His favorite things are pretty hands and eyes.

Tbh this has been sitting in my folder for a month and more. I gave up halfway on making it nice LOL (He’s an adopted child from natsuon @ DA.)