Explain the Infinite [pt 2]
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Dario watched with a soft expression, standing a fair distance out of Milae's line of vision. The level of attentiveness the goat provided was a pleasant reminder of life prior to the events of the last day, and it pained him to have to break the moment.
"You do so much for everyone else... should you not be resting as well?" The deer approached slowly, his hands tucked into the pockets of a pair of pants he managed to stash away in Yun's bag. He stopped a few paces from his partner, head cocked slightly to the side as he gazed upon the pair. "It's been a day. You need to sleep, Milae."
"I know." He leaned back wearily again, hoof lowering to rest on Juro's long upper arm. He could feel the adrenaline and motion of his muscles cool and stiffen in his body, which made sitting upright a chore. "I was helping the Warden feed and water him...she struggled to even change his clothes. Then I had to update Moirai. I'm afraid I left him fretting for far too long." Milae wagged the journal in the air, as though if he didn't, Dario wouldn't now what he was referring to.
"I think Moirai will be okay. You worry too much - he thinks the world of you." Dario laughed, running along the grass as he lowered himself to sit in it, legs crossed in front of Milae and Juro. "At least I think he does. Maybe he's just always that excited... reminds me a lot of Yun."
The stag stared off into the distance, at nothing in particular. The sounds were muted in comparison to the carnage just recently past; the colors of the day felt brighter in contrast.
"I miss him a lot, Milae."
Milae gave a very soft chuckle, turning a few pages of the journal.
Juro Jin (U-131504051814): Yun's back. Jumped too soon after TD--recovering. Timeline stable.
"Any more or less than the last few times?" The jibe was gentle; Dario knew personally that Milae ached for Yun, even if he'd never expounded on his own feelings very much.
"More... I think." While his tone was light, Dario's face betrayed him - his eyes were caught by a pair of Rebellion soldiers nearly sprinting to one another, each catching the other in a tight embrace. The half-breed felt his heart ache in his chest. "Part of me tried not to think about it too much when we didn't know what was going to happen. I wasn't... I wasn't sure we'd get another chance."
Dario shifted his sitting position slightly forward, giving him an opportunity to rest a hand on Milae's leg. There was an uneasy calm in his head - one he hadn't contended with in many years, but he would learn to welcome it. The stag managed to bring his full gaze upon the goat, cracking what most of a genuine smile he could muster.
"I suppose we should, uh... we should talk about what happened. Milae, I'm..." His voice broke in his throat, but Dario swallowed and carried on, attempting to quell his shaky hands. "...I'm sorry. You had every right to know what we were up against, both with Kezia and with me. I wasn't honest with you, and that will haunt me for a long time. I see the lengths that you and Nala and Juro and Lila went to for my own sake, and it kills me to think about. I don't know, I just think... I was scared. I was scared, and I'm sorry for that."
Milae quickly caught his hand under Dario's. "I cannot hold any of the actions you made under the stress of battle under too much scrutiny." The point of his hoof that mimicked a thumb rubbed across Dario's fresh, healed skin. "I am the one who should apologize, for the choices I made that affected your entire life...and death," he added moodily. But his expression was still full of love and relief, and his hoarse voice grew even more shaky. "I am just glad you're alright. I thought...I thought I had lost you for good. I didn't know what I was going to do."












