cyrus ⋆˚꩜.ᐟ

genderfluid (he/she/they) 🍉🍉 the horrors persist but so do i ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

[laced-in-ruin]

I cannot stress enough how unwillingly toxic Barty and Evan were when they first got together because Barty loved sex and Evan threw up afterwards everytime and they would scream and fight and it took ages before they understood and learned to hold each other kindly.

[ghostlynocturnalspirit]

marlene has all these quirky socks with like spiderman, eggplants, mary's face, random little bows, pride flags, some funny quote

whenever she and peter meet up she shows him her newest members of the steadily growing collection and he oohs and ahhs and judges

[i-likecherrycola]

barty who grew up in a house that was always silent and his father punished him with silence that always haunted him

evan who woke up to screaming matches between his parents and hated silence and always had to fill it with spiteful angry words

so when they fight barty gives evan the silent treatment because he knows evan will reply with screaming and thrashing and he prefers that much better than the silence

[29prlsinyourkss]

Todd Anderson who fluffs up neils bed to look like hes still there

Todd anderson who sleeps in neils bed

Todd Anderson who still reads the lines to neils play

Todd Anderson who still sits by the bay

Todd Anderson who gets sick from looking at snow

Todd Anderson who kept neils crown

Todd Anderson who stands on his bed and says "O captain my captain"

Todd Anderson who will never watch a play again

Todd anderson who still thinks it was his father

Todd anderson who sneaks out late at night and sits in the cave

Todd anderson who thinks he'll never love again

[ecklekecle]

rosekiller shutting each other up with a kiss

[wowza8]

Marlene and Dorcas the rich, childless, lesbian aunts rolling up to the christmas party with so many gift bags they can barely lift their arms

[darlingmylovethatsmurder]

you know what would hurt ??

have Alice be actually friends with Barty, have Barty look up to the Gryffindor girl because she scared away the mean kids in his first year when they made fun of him for being the minister's son

have first year Barty trail after Alice like a lost duckling in the first few months, too scared of making his own friends after being sheltered all his life

have Alice be the one to introduce him to Dorcas, the smart brave girl she saw standing up to bullies

have Barty hating the Gryffindor house, but never his Alice

have Barty look up to Alice and take example of her, still causing mayhem with the Rosier Twins but nonetheless doing his schoolwork

have Alice scolding Barty when he does something stupid just like an older sister would

have Alice be disappointed in him when he starts hanging out with the Death Eater's children and start using slurs

have Barty feeling insane amount of guilt, but even his adoration for Alice can't override his need and the euphoria that disapproving and embarrassing his father brings to him

have Alice have her heart getting broken when she finds out her younger brother got involved with the Death Eaters

have Barty being divided between his love for Evan (and Regulus) and his love for Alice, but ultimately he loves his husband boyfriend more

have Barty finding out what Bellatrix did to Alice and her husband and their poor little kid

have Barty apparating to her house immediately after finding out

have him found his sister lying unconscious and unresponsive with her little baby crying in the back

have Barty kneeling down and cradling her body, tears streaming down his face while Bellatrix laughs and mocks him for being so soft even after all this time

have Barty caged and imprisoned for the cause of Alice's state despite not touching her

[rubyjanedan]

Evan who gets headaches too strong to read at night after working under the hot piping sun all day

James who massages his temples with one hand and holds the book with the other, reading out loud for Evan

[laced-in-ruin]

Evan hates himself so bad which is so crazy because the extreme lengths so many people (Barty, James, barty, Regulus, Sirius, barty again, pandora, barty, etc) would go to make him happy, all for various reasons, is insane.

[beautifullikeblood]

When sunrose announces that they're dating, no one believes them.

So they brush it off.

The next time they announce it is on their wedding invitations.

James and Evan never got so many calls in one day ( Sirius was 68 of them)

[anotherdepressedteen]

miwi my beloved

another

[ecklekecle]

chem major pandora x art major sybil

[leapfromthegallows]

“but i whispered at the grave ‘should’ve kissed you anyway’” but it’s rosekiller.

[hospitalbeach]

barty and evan dont have a single normal photo together. they always pull up shit like this

[mlupinn]

evan asking barty to bark and barty embracing his "feral side" as he calls it completely

[burntrosier]

Evan watching the le triangle guy before sleep ok

[laced-in-ruin]

Barty gripping Evan's face so hard with both hands that he leaves a mark, their foreheads crashing together, as Evan sobs with snot and tears pouring down his face while Barty is screaming "You don't need fixed, alright? You don't need fixing, Rosie. You're fine, stop your crying. It's alright. You're alright."