It's you me the forest

forest breath in and out lie and see the dark ozone and light fingers of your lover like the first day you slipped under his shirt and all world opened up like a seashell the deepest the bluest my heart beat was his breath of underworld forest

[forestmurmur]

wolf in Prague

church of skulls

I’ll be waiting for you there

dressed in that black suit

that you tore

and left bare bone

[forestmurmur]

we got stuck at 19

when she was first everywhere

and he believed it’s possible

well

it’s not

and she’s not

[forestmurmur]

my favourite professor always smiling

she sees something in me

that I don’t

and it makes me stretch

and wrap around her

like candy paper

candy you

candy me

[forestmurmur]

I graduate black guru

[forestmurmur]

So far this has been a productive day. Productive year actually :D

[forestmurmur]

now I understand those ppl who talk to themselves - it’s someone who knows you the best. hi it’s me you. lol yes, it’s delirious crazy-cracker you. hello!

also I’m half deaf (left ear) today.

might be somehow connected..

[forestmurmur]

I let go as your hand dissolves

particles golden

climb back on branches of lost trees

where you could never find peace

trembling lips

coward sips

I saw those eyes looking at the ground

where you first set your foot

to meet my warmth

gold climbs back into my eyes

as your arrows melt

[forestmurmur]

this year started with candles, owl, eagle, hot bath, silence, peaceful murmur, painting, poetry, reading, comedy, a walk in a garden. past slowly dissolves.

[forestmurmur]

I could never understand how to make it work

Then I stepped outside and saw this thread of red

Spider web

[forestmurmur]

my glitter

you were the glitter in my tomb 

then sharp teeth open wounds

thew me back even deeper

back to the spine of all things

and I became this dark animal

scared of myself scaring others

eyes glowing pain

hands painting reds

on my new matte walls

[forestmurmur]

blue

when we came apart you screamed black eyes vanished under the first black snow and I knew that whenever I’ll cross that lake I’ll think of the little blue you had in your eyes

[quantumacid]

Esoteric darkness

[forestmurmur]

hands interlined

connected 

netted nested 

in mine yours 

thread of life