aspen jean

the wilderness calls to me it’s sweet smell of decay

[forestscall]

How do you feel about birds?

i am a BIG fan of birds, especially tropical birds like conures and macaws. My favorite birds are sun conures and scarlet macaws🦜

[forestscall]

are you ready for what's coming, do you think? out of sheer curiosity.

🪽

i feel both completely ready and absolutely underprepared at the same time. it’s nauseating.

[forestscall]

who the hell is that insane guy in your askbox hello. i just came to wish you good luck

🪽

bro i have no idea, but thank you! it’s going to be a long few weeks for a plethora of reasons lol

[forestscall]

Tick tock. Thus struck the clock, thus ran the time, with stone pillars of lime, with dead roses entwined, as Love is struck down, with both Nickel and Dime.

Are you ready to dance once more, dearest Aspen?

—❓

what in tarnation are you on about fella

[forestscall]

(new trials content from here up, disregard all from below)

[damnedtomemories014]

FINAL REGUARDS

Anything past this point is built up lyric posts i never let be heard, so you guys can just pretend its me, pretend im still here yelling my words to the world with whatever song speaks to me in the moment Karter, Damian, Aspen, Ross. I'm typing this with limited time left so please bare with me. Aspen give them hell please. Whatever you do don't give up, Karter keep being you, Damian man you should be dead already you ass but affectionately your great. Just dude how the hell are you back again. Regardless Ross keep loving till the end. All of you do what you can and do your best even with death on the horizon. Sincerely Tim Marsh.

[forestscall]

i’ll give em hell. always will.

[damnedtomemories014]

I love you I love you Aspen I don't know how i mean it but i do. I love you and wish you well. I know your doomed to die too. That's okay. I'm glad after everything i get to die to you. You made it easier. Peaceful. Please keep your head on straight. You do so much. You deserve so so much more.

My Last Playlist. Your song made it on there aspen.

[forestscall]

i’ll see you soon tim.

i wish i could find the words to say to you. i don’t really know how i mean it either, but i do.

i love you.

[forestscall]

loving people hurts so much.

I wish that love didn’t come with loss.

but i must lose to love.

rest easy, Faust.

I hope i can help you find your way home.

[forestscall]

rest easy tim. im gonna miss you a lot timmy.

[grimmestofdays]

Aspen. The Archer. The Hunter. #010

You were kind to me. Honest, but kind. And for this, I thank you. I thank you for not pushing me to give all my suffering to you, but still offering to listen to me if I were to need an ear. I thank you for your advice - and I am sorry I didn't get to follow it before I passed.

You were a good friend.

The trees of the woods may be unwelcoming, but your branches promised nothing but honesty and warmth.

Grim.

[forestscall]

this song is beautiful. thank you grim.

your soul is just as beautiful as your words.

[jasper-the-war]

So...I'm probably dead...uno huh....sorry....whoever I took with me..I'm sorry...everyone...I don't know whose all alive...or if I'm alive. Or dead...this'll be real fun to see if I'm alive....stupidm...whoever...is alive...I'm sorry....I wish there was more..I could say...I guess...I just wish I could've done more. I wish I could've told my feelings right. I never got over drew...I still love him. Guess I'm seeing him too...wonder hows...he holdin...pretty good I guess...wonder whose his new boyfriend. Hope he's treating you right. Better than me. Maybe...one day.

Hopefully I don't have so see yalls faces again. Sorry for always goin in the forest. Cho if you're alive....sorry . For everything. Karter? Keep it up. Your words. Aspen, kinda hopeni didn't choose you. Thanks for being like the older siblin I never had. Ross....I hope whatever ROSS L meant wasn't anything negative.

Never even made it to my 20s...what a waste. Army dreamers.

[forestscall]

what do you mean hope you didn’t choose me?

[forestscall]

time is ticking.

and i unfroze the clock.

[wt-nv-quotes]

I just want to sit in the comfort of who I am, and not worry about what that looks like from the outside.

[forestscall]

I've seen it, in the poems and the sands

I've pleaded, with the powers and their plans

I tried to rewrite it but I can't

It's the history, the history of man

- 🖊

he stole her youth and

promised heaven

the men start wars,yeah

TROY. HATES. HELEN.

women’s hearts are

lethal weapons

did you hold mine and

feel threatened?

[forestscall]

mirror, mirror

on my wall

who will catch us if we fall

and endless loop

of broken souls

those of friends, those of foe

if i shall die here and now

then tell me mirror,

why do you scowl?

your hunger so deep

thirst forever dry

tell me mirror, tell me why.

the veil must be torn

shreds forever unspoken

but i do not want your glass to be broken

there is need behind those eyes

and what is yours

is also mine

mirror mirror

tell me how

your silence could be ever so loud.

bullets ring, arrows fly

sword to the back, knife to the eye.

tell me mirror

what must i do?

for you are me

and i am you.

[forestscall]

Oh, mirror, mirror, how the face you show disgusts me

Find me a child for whose youth my heart is hungry

- 🖊

Your vanity will

eventually lead to your demise

Humanity, a profanity

under your watchful eyes

[handsome-beast]

MY THIRST CANNOT BE QUENCHED. MY HUNGER CANNOT BE TAMED. I CAN NEVER BE SATISFIED, THERE WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH. I WILL TAKE AND TAKE, REPEAT AND REPEAT, FOR THE BELLY OF THE BEAST IS A BOTTOMLESS PIT.

I AM INSATIABLE.

I AM HABIT.

IT’S POINTLESS TO FIGHT IT. SO MANY OF YOU THOUGHT- NO. YOU BELIEVED THAT THE KEY TO OUR ESCAPE RELIES ON ME, AND THE BREAKING OF MY HABITS. I NEARLY BELIEVED IT TOO.. BUT YOU ARE WRONG. I CANNOT FIGHT WHAT I AM, I CANNOT COMBAT THE FORCES OF MY OWN NATURE.

BUT YOU CAN.

BECAUSE YOU ARE HUMAN.

I MAY BE YOUR REFLECTION, BUT TO CHANGE A REFLECTION YOU MUST CHANGE WHAT IS BEING REFLECTED. I CAN BE CHANGED, I CAN BE MOLDED, BUT TO DO SO I MUST BECOME… MALLEABLE. SQUISHY. WILLING.

I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING.

MY PERSISTENCE IS FOUNDED ON A SENSELESS BASIS.

MY EXISTENCE CANNOT BE JUSTIFIED, ONLY EXPLAINED.

I WANT OUT, NO MATTER HOW BADLY I NEED TO STAY.

YOU UNDERSTAND, DON’T YOU, MY BAD HABIT?

[forestscall]

it is pointless

to try and change him

when we refuse to change ourselves

he cannot change without us

we truly are

one in the same.

[grimmestofdays]

I said it, I didn't

It doesn't matter

What I said or didn't

Admit it

You were never going to get it

- 🖊

I was always gonna get it

Can't pick them out

Can't press them in

I'll never hide my scars.

[forestscall]

i fucking love sparkbird dude this one goes crazy