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Monica laughs and smiles then walks to the elevator door slides it open and get on the elevator letting slide shut in front of her.

Nick continues to watch, and irate Monica as tell him, I'm going to go get some help now with or without you, and... it's going to feel really, really good.

Nick watches as Monica berates him, God forbid I should weaken for a fraction of an instant. Does that make me a monster? It never goes away, Nick. Our beasts are on our backs forever. There's no magic bullet, there's no cure, and you'd better learn how to carry your beast on your back.

Monica goes after Nick and begs, Nick, please, please, please, please? Nick grabs Monica and pushes her away then says, Go. Monica sighs and pushes Nick. Monica walks away from Nick and begins to shout, Why do you all have to be the same, huh? Monica picks up her coats from the piano bench and walk toward the elevator still yelling, Coming after me bleeding with your addictions.

Nick pleads, Okay, don't do this to yourself. Monica caresses Nick's face and says, Oh, just a little warmth, that's all I need. How am I supposed to get the strength to recover if I don't get any relief? I helped you with your addiction. Why can't you help me with mine? Nick yells, Go home! Nick pushes Monica off and jumps off the sofa.

Nick walks away from Monica towards his sofa and says, I'm trying to recover, Monica. Monica walks over to him and says, Come on, Nick. Recovery is just the spaces between fixes. Monica practically climbs on top of Nick on the sofa and says, It's not like doing something about the need once in a while is going to make it any stronger. God knows, the need can't get any stronger. Nick pleads, Monica, don't do this to me.

Nick pushes Monica away abruptly and says, Monica... Monica grabs Nick and brings him in closer and says, You're here with me now. Nick fights her again and says, Go home. Go home. Monica gets angry and says, Don't you get self-righteous with me. You hear me?

Monica tells Nick , I need you too. I need to be close to you. I've been dreaming about you, and when I wake up, and I'm reaching for you, and You're... I can't believe you're not there.

Nick playfully fights off Monica and says, That's why you have to control yourself. Monica looks into Nick's eyes and says, I'm not so sure about that, then goes in for a light kiss. Monica whispers, I'm really not so sure. Nick asks, Not so sure? Monica answers, It's just so hard to be sure all the time. Mmm... Monica and Nick continue to playfully kiss and rub their faces together while conversing. Nick snaps out of it and says, Oh, Monica, go home. Come on, I need my sponsor.

Monica says, Sometimes, though, it gets to be too much... Too much to hold in, and you just want to... Monica brushes Nick's face with her hand and says, Give it a rest. Just say, "What the hell." Just let it out. Monica and Nick get very close. They almost kiss.

Monica says, Ah, the beast within. It's a good description for it, isn't it? The way it gnaws at you... The way it chews your insides? Nick answers, Yeah, yeah, it's a good description. Monica grabs Nick's hand.

Monica walks closer to the painting and says, A work in progress. Wow. Nick answers, Yeah. It's my beast.

Nick says, That's why we have to fight so hard. Monica answers, Mmm... Yeah. Monica looks over to Nick's painting and says, Wow.

Nick hands Monica a cup of coffee. Monica says, Thanks. I have, um, sense about you. That you're on the edge... A very sharp edge, like me. I guess it make me feel really close to you.

Back at Nick's loft, Nick and Monica are having a conversation. Monica says, I was so proud of you at the meeting tonight. Nick answers, Well, I'm making real progress because of you. Monica says, It's the connection we've made. I think it comes through that. Nick answers, You've connected with a lot of people. You seem to have a talent. Monica says, Mm, yeah, but... With us, I think it's a little different.

Nick turns the corner and goes down a dead-end street. The car following him hits breaks hard. Nick realizes someone is following and get out of the caddy up to the other car. He confronts the driver to the other car and says, You've been following me. It's Monica and she says, I, uh... do you think we can talk?

Nick continues to drive through the streets of Toronto. He still doesn't realize he is being followed by someone unknown.

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