forgiveme___empty

TW3D. 32yo • she/they • 21y+ (minors DNI) • struggling to get outta 200’s

[kittvyxo]

it’s so relatable

[sk1nnyplss4]

!!!!!!

[oatmilkylatte]

[bribulimiccxnbruised]

[forgiveme-empty]

I am truly desperate to be back posting on tumblr, but PLEASE

I am a grown ass woman who cannot control herself around food. Unfortunately, my awesome new job requires many hours alone in a kitchen full of food.

I seriously have unsupervised access to so much food for 8 hours a day.

I have gum, I bring low cal snacks and such every day, I try to guzzle as much water as I can, and yet- if there are leftovers, I eat them like an animal. If anyone were to actually walk in for something, I’d be so ashamed and embarrassed, and probably fired.

I am eating things I don’t even like, and don’t even want to eat. Just bc they are there and no one is around to see me.

Pleeease- how can I stop this subconscious need to stuff my face? Do you have something over the counter that kills your appetite? Do you have something that you do that wakes your brain up so you can stop it from binging?

I am seriously considering placing my tongue on a hot pan out of the oven so that it fucking hurts too much to eat for days.

[bunnighost]

[bpdgotmelike]

how difficult it is to have been an adult as a child and now a child as an adult

[pinkglittersdeath4]

Who else is part of the "had an ed for years but never once reached my ugw" club🥲

[blackfitnessrocks]

[bendy]

nothing more offensive than the list of group chats the tumblr algorithm thinks will interest me

[girlmediocre]

[gulyas069]

i think it should be the norm to send people to the seaside for their health again

[a-peek-into-my-thoughts]

Me, reblogging thinpso that’s way outside my body type: Ah, yes, I can’t wait until I look like that

[anamia-memes]

When you see someone with a starting weight that is your goal weight

[aesthexice-deactivated20211101]

[pir-ado]

x tattoo blog x

[bpd-hellfire]

i’m bored with myself as a person maybe i should do some drugs or crash a car or stop eating again or pick up a nice smoking habit just to keep me busy

[imightbehallucinating]

[thestarvationmotivation]

So I finally found something that describes me