Forrest Alpha

[vanessakrake]

No, nothing happened. I just get like this sometimes. Buut I could really go for a hug, just saying.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Well that I can do.

[vanessakrake]

Im not doing too hot with my disorder.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Oh, I’m sorry babe.. Did something happen?

[vanessakrake]

You can, no one else.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Why? What's wrong?

[vanessakrake]

What are you doing here?.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Am I not allowed to come see you anymore?

[vanessakrake]

I love you too.

[forrestalpha-blog]

[forrestalpha-blog]

vanessakrake:

I don’t want to lose you. I guess I was thinking too much.

You’re not gonna lose me, okay? We’re in this together. I love you.

[vanessakrake]

I don’t know. Maybe you changed your mind–

[forrestalpha-blog]

Changed my mind? What.. No. Vanessa, never.

[vanessakrake]

I was afraid you left.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Why in the world would I leave?

[vanessakrake]

Hey.

[forrestalpha-blog]

I’ve missed you.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Hey.

[vanessakrake]

Done deal.

God I love you.

[forrestalpha-blog]

I love you more.

[vanessakrake]

Wait, is it too early for me to start calling myself Vanessa Alpha?

[forrestalpha-blog]

Maybe a little bit early.. But future Mrs Vanessa Alpha will do just fine.

[vanessakrake]

I love you I love you I love you I’m so happy oh my god!

[forrestalpha-blog]

[vanessakrake]

It’s perfect…

[forrestalpha-blog]

Oh thank God.

[vanessakrake]

Yes. Yes a million times. I want to spend my life with you, until we’re old and bitter and we’re yelling at kids to get off our lawn. I think I’m gonna cry.

[forrestalpha-blog]

No, don’t! Don’t cry! If you cry, I’ll cry. Wait, wait, I have the ring on me. *reaches into back pocket and pulls out the ring*

[vanessakrake]

I–Oh my god. Oh my–what, really? You really want to–well, do it. I’ll shut up I promise.

[forrestalpha-blog]

Okay. Uh, I’ll keep going.. I.. You know, I couldn’t imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else. Whenever I pictured my future before I met you, it was just so dull and boring, but now.. Now anytime I think ten years ahead or even twenty it’s like it all revolves around you. You with our kids, you in our bed, you sitting in our backyard bathing in the sun.. And it just makes me so happy to even think about.. I just want it to be reality, and not fantasy anymore. So.. I mean.. Will you.. Will you marry me?

[vanessakrake]

Okay…? Forrest what’s going on? Are you okay?

[forrestalpha-blog]

Listen, okay? I love you. More than anything. I can’t imagine not being with you, you know? I know we've had a rough history, but I would rather have that with you than with anyone else. I want to be with you forever. Vanessa.. I think I might have messed it up, but I was trying to propose.