prayers for the friends

[forthefriends2021]

Healing sometimes wears the mask of pain.

[forthefriends2021]

😭

[forthefriends2021]

I don't deserve anything at all. Love, affection, time.

[forthefriends2021]

I wanna drop dead.

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Too sad to sleep😁😁😁

[forthefriends2021]

Sakita's buot matug na ing ani uyyy haha

[forthefriends2021]

Kapoya na uyyyy!!! Kapoy na jud kaayooooo sobraaaaa

[forthefriends2021]

It's been a long time goise, I just wanna say that I'm so tired of being at home doing nothing but sharing memes, browsing, and watching tv series. I hope you guys are okay, coz I'm not rn. I feel so helpless rn, it feels like I'm stuck in one place not making progress. I can see you guys alrdy workin and some are studying still but theres really a progress, I'm not jealous in a bad way and honestly I'm so proud of you guys, Napapasaol nga ako sa inyo eh HAHAHA. I just feel tired and lonely rn, but I'll be fine, as always. God bless us all.

[forthefriends2021]

Don't worry bout the things you can't control.

#ftf2021

[forthefriends2021]

To tabs and jens

Medj late ako sa mga happening pows kaya sorry gois when i go into silent mode im usually in a bad place mentally and i make irrational decisions for the sake of temporary happiness… i have toned it down in my hoe phase and i honestly dunno what im feeling as of the moment. Pero gusto rko mureply sa inyu ginasulat haha

Tabs the pain of discipline is very tough and confronting, and in every decision there is always a consequence. Theres only so much you can do to help and it should be expected there will be difficulties in change. They may not agree that they have a problem, and the shame that goes with it esp sa family situation thats something parents dont talk about bc they dont want other ppl to know na theyre stuggling and dont know how to resolve their own issues and problems but one thing is for sure though, people have fears. They may seem like they dont care, theyre engaging in selfish acts and trying to control themselves through things that make them comfortable and safe but not necessarily healthy and morally right but may takot din yan. Its a matter of actually acknowledging it. I think the best thing you can do is show positive reinforcement kahit nagagalit kna it takes a lot of patience for ppl to change and its always the first step that matters. Honestly we would do anything for our parents to just support them and somehow maluwag din yung feelings nla from lifes unending stresses. And youve done great pow showing generosity and humility without expecting back. I think ive struggled with affirmations as well but jens really helped me din in terms of affirming myself that even though your parents dont say enough na thank you or im proud of you na they actually do. Kahit murag feeling nmo dako kaayu kag tabang know din na the Lord will bless you with that fulfillment.

Jens i know sometimes i really do take you for granted and im really shy na pow because youve done so much not just to me but to my family din and naiiyak ako. Idk how youre so gud and i really jst appreciate you pows wla may nagsugo baaa smoka oi hahaha you are such a blessing in everyones life pows and i hope you know that.. parang walking angel bai and that goes for everything youve done not jst to me but to everyone that loves you pow.. continue to be yourself pow showing kindness humility and generosity and goodness. Thank you for consistently efforting and checking up on us in times when we need someone to talk to or take heed in advice.. idk how to put into words what i feel basta i cant emphasise it enough pero if theres one word sguro that defines you it is “blessing” you are a blessing pow and im forever grateful.. yown lng nashy na ako nagwaterworks nko dri pero i hope both of yall stay safe and healthy… God bless powss!!

[forthefriends2021]

thank you din pala Lord sa first day ni green sa work wowow 😢🙏🏾🙏🏾

[forthefriends2021]

daily reminders

just here to remind you guys how amazing you all are and di lang yan sabi sabi pow to make you guys all feel better but from the heart talaga po yan. I hope and pray that all our hard works and struggles will all someday pay off as cahmerl once said what you sow is what you reap. So lets keep fighting guys kahit gano kahirap pow ang buhay always remember din that we is just all here for each other and God most importantly. i know you guys already know that pero remind padin si me kasi i know sometimes especially when we is going through a very hard time we tend to forget and question God din talaga but I hope we always remember to put our trust in Him and faith din po talaga na everything has its purpose and He did not just put us in here for no reasons so be at peace and calm with your heart that God has plans for us :) thus therefore hence why motto in life din si jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” 🙏🏾✨loveyouall my friends take care and God bless always stayyy safeee and sane 💞💞 You is doing so good just keep doing what you're doing 🥰🥰🙏🏾

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Good aftie guys i just wanna say that im so tired. Two days after i got to Davao naospital si papa ko dahil na Tuberculosis, nakagawas na sya thankfully. Pero the money that is supposed to be for my studies, anlaki ng natipak po talaga, but its okay coz my father's already out but masakit lang din talaga coz no one in the family even chatted/texted me kahit isang simpleng "tenkyu" man lang. And now matigas pa rin ulo nya talaga, kahit alam na nakakasama na sige parin sa inom at yosi, he doesn't even listen to us and its too tiring kakaisip cos i think we did our best to tell em not to drink and smoke excessively. Ginagawa ba namang kape ang alcohol sa umaga but yeah I know that ALL IS WELL. Si God na talaga bahala po sa amin and I know na ndi nya po kami pababayaan. Pagod lang po talaga ako and lahat dinadaan ko nalang talaga sa tawa and ive told some of you about this and I thank u guys for listening to me, I am really blessed with good friends idek what I did in my past life to have met u guys. U guys are just awesome and a blessing. I hope that u guys are doin good and whatever life throw at us, just kneel and pray. Trust in him coz he will not abandon you.

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[forthefriends2021]

someday

i hope you'll realise that i really wished nothing but the best for you. i just wanted you to be the best version of yourself because i know you and i know what you are capable of doing but as what green has also reminded me theres only so much we can do to people, and unless they also help themselves, there is really nothing we can do about it. You have so much growth and acceptance to go through and i hope someday with the right people to also guide you, You will get there. I will not say im sorry anymore and burden myself of guilt and whatever negative feelings i am carrying just because i still care for you. that doesnt mean im giving up on you din as what green has told me I cant keep worrying about the people who can't even worry for themselves or the people around them. i know you really need the right people to guide you especially at this very moment sa imong life and thats probably why i still feel the need to be in your life po kasi i think you really need people to remind you that din but for my sake as well to not bend over backwards in attempts to help you I will just continue praying for you po the Lord knows my intention and i really do hope you help yourself din po with or without anyone supporting you nalang cguro kasi tao lang din naman kami po and not all the time were here to help you kay ako pud nagkalisud trying to help you then ikaw wala ra diay efforts ako lang nagpasakit sa akong self jud po. but dili nako maghunahuna ana dako naman ka and I will trust God and you nalang din na unta someday maabot raka ana na point sa imo life and that there will be people guiding you jud. Thank you as well green for understanding me, you never doubted my intentions kung lahi na toh na lalake , lain na cguro iyang pagsabot ato why i care so much but thank you na nakaila jud ka nako and you really understand why im like this. im so sorry as well if i ever disappointed you or made you mad i know dli lalim pagsabot pud sa akoa sometimes sobra rajud kaayo ko po but you really do wala may gasugo nmo sad but thank you again po i really dont wanna do anything to upset you and last night i got so worried but thank you again for always reminding me and giving me advices. imong prayers na for God to guide you with your words na not to discourage or hurt people but to inspire and makatabang, gabie it really did give me a lot of realisations and inspired me too na bisag lisud also choose myself sometimes pud and dli lang pirme uban tao ang hunahunaon kay ako ra gapalisud sa akong kaugalingon nya ang tao diay didto wala raman gani paki. sa sobra nako ka paki sa mga sayup na tao basin makalimut na ko to consider ang mga tao na i should really invest in most especially akong self. so again thank you green the caterpillar is slowly transforming and undergoing metamorphosis ay HAHAH jk kbye mao ra toh skl

ps. with everything that i have said im not saying sad na wala jud sya gaeffort pow because i know he really did try naman po pero dako pajud kaayong tong buhatonon po and thats probably why all this time i feel so bad kay i think to myself maybe i gave up way too soon i should've been there the most especially during his worse times and i couldn't but i know myself and i know i did all i can din naman pow to save what we had maybe even too much pa nga. so maybe wala lang jud syay paki ato because as i always say if theres a will, theres a way naman talaga. if you really did care, value and love me as much as you say you did, it would have reflected through your actions and i wouldn't have thought about leaving your side anyywayss i is happy now po and i really hope you are too kay bisan kani na butang i still feel a little dismayed could've been us naman talaga pow i know in myself i will never put myself out there kung wala ra diay padulngan but wala na may green na na mas kabalo sa iyang g pang huna huna pud ih char sana owl i dont mean in any way to compare you both all i im probably trying to say is that it is sad for me to see na makaya raman unta toh kung gustuhon jud and now that i see im happy and i still feel like youre still stuck there with the same problem it really saddens me anywayy dli nako muworry ana pow kasi again if theres a will theres a way and ako ra probably ang grabeh kaayug care so i will focus on whatever i have nalang right now pow and continue to appreciate it kay kung magcge rasad kog hunahuna nmo pud i might ruin what great blessing i also have right now and makalimut pud ko to appreciate this so hopefully green also continues to be better apil napud ko ana because i know there is so much more i have to learn and improve sa ako self and sa amo each other pud only time can really tell and God only knows so goodluck nalang jud sa atoa tanan po God bless and may we always be guided to make the right decisions in life and not take things for granted kay nasa huli jud ang pagsisisi palayo pud unta sa mga temptasyon sa kalibutan Lord and to keep growing and bettering ourselves tabangi sad unta ko Lord na dili magbinugo and whatever happens sa amoa ni green Lord i will trust in you na po and i will trust ourselves that we continue to respect, value and consider each other every time ay sana owl talaga may us. May we always appreciate the love that others make us feel and not take it for granted and may we not do things that can forsake it amen.

[forthefriends2021]

sometimes it is not that people give up on us because we are hard to love, sometimes we really just have to learn to love ourselves and take care of ourselves so that those people who also care for us would see that we are really trying and that they wont also get tired of helping us we owe it to them and to ourselves to help ourselves.

[forthefriends2021]

What is love?

No one knows the exact meaning but everyone is desperately gasping for it .

One can say he's/she's perfectly fine alone others would do the worse just to get someone, because of love.

But is it really love that you want? How could you know if you dont know what is the meaning .

Everytime i feel alone i'd go close my eyes take a deep breath and pray. I can't see him but like air he fills my heart with contentment and assurance .

I dont know the meaning of love but... I know that everytime i talk to him , i know everythings gonna be alright i can't see him but he gives me purpose .

So ? Is it love? I dont know but try to talk to him and you'll get what you want .

Godbless

[forthefriends2021]

biggest insecurity

i wanna go back to this question because i dont think i have answered this very well as to not come off as someone who is arrogant or overly confident. I have a lot of physical characteristics na people may not see or appreciate as their standard for beauty. I really don't wanna call it flaws kasi i never looked at it that way but for the sake of the question and sharing to you guys din that i did not mean it and to come off as that way when i said i have no insecurities heres a list of the things i know people always call out regarding my bodeyy

-yung pagkaflat ko na wala na syang laman pow buti nalang ngayon medj may laman na pow sya

-yung pagka dark skinned kow pow kasi we all like white people naman pero gusto ko talaga morena and moreno people pow so hindi talaga ako naooffend dito 🥲

-yung ngipin ko na hindi nalang ako magcomments down below ha pero para talagang bugs bunny ang laki laki and uneven Lord halp me 😌

and marami pang iba guys tbh when we were young with my sister i was always really the one na i bully sa family not really serious okay but it was already like a normal thing na they call me out and say im adopted one kasi nga ang panget panget and ang musmus ng mukha ko how come i look like this and my sister looks so pretty and all that so i guess in a way i already got used to it that it didn't even offend or hurt me anymore i only took it like ah oki joke lang yun but when i got older i realised people really do sometimes see only the physical things and judge you for that and i cant blame them i do that too sometimes pero i have not been that shallow din naman to only look at the outside and i guess when i started to realise that hindi na ako naaffected because it grew on me already long ago i have already accepted me for who i am and i guess thank you nalang din to everyone who bullied me not rly beri serious pero who always did that to me that i became immuned to it already. also a special shoutout to my nanay who always reminded me na it is never about the outside. so ayun share ko lang friends ha kasi of all people tbh as i have already said it should be me na dapat grabeh ang insecurities pow pero parang ang kapal kapal talaga ng mukha kow pow Lord halp me nalang pow talagaszs 🥲 who do i think i am 🥲 but yas yung main point ko probably guys is that i know we may have things we dont like about ourselves or you think other people dont accept about you pero i think its also about being contented with what you have and appreciative of what you are and ako na isang simpleng tao lang naman talaga na walang pake sa mga iniisip ng ibang tao 🥲🙃 not to come off really as vury makapal ang mukha pow or arrogant kontento na din naman ako pow kung whatever God gave me din pow and i hope everyone can also feel the same kung ako nga na ito lang si me im very confident na 😬 kayo pa kayaszs na i foreal see nothing wrong 🥲🥲🥲 so ayun lang share ko lang friends ha nag essay na naman ako kbye 🥲 last na talaga dont mind the haters nalang daw pow love yourself and feel yourself 😌😌😌😬💀 amen