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Brendon Urie doing a stripped down version of âHallelujahâ on Periscope
This song suddenly goes from an unashamed anthem to a quiet apology.
âYou faintedâŠstraight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didnât have to go to such extremes.â
  â§.  CUTE & SHIPPY : accepting  !
         â  O-OH  , that --- that wasnât my intention  AT ALL  , Masaru-san !  â
     Sheâs indignant toward the implication, huffing in protest despite still relying heavily on his strength. She attempts to steady herself by clutching tightly at his shoulders, leaning much of her weight into him all the same.Â
         â  It happens sometimes... It gets so hot here in the summer, you know, especially when itâs this crowded...  â  Chihaya trails off, and as if suddenly potently aware of the proximity between them, her cheeks immediately begin to grow a bit flushed --- her voice gaining a much harder edge, a tone she rarely lets slip in his presence.  â  Hey, stop looking at me like that --- !  Youâll give a woman the  wrong idea  .  â      Â
Rather Be vs Digital Love (Nightowl mashup)Â - Clean Bandit (feat. Jess Glynne) vs Daft Punk
        PLEASE  bear with me !!Â
         I  guess this is just my go-to icon for headcanons / metas but still â letâs talk about  CHIHAYAâS ABILITIES  .Â
         Now then, when she finally discloses her past in full to you, the scope of her skills really comes to light. When she was a young girl, she successfully predicted a major earthquake. The villagers literally revered her as a  messenger from God  , & from then on heeded her every prediction. When she continued to predict  DISASTERS  , however, their opinions of her changed; they considered her a  CURSE  instead, a monster that was the sole reason these disasters were happening in the first place. While Iâll be making a separate post about her time in the village, the nature of said village, & what her adolescence was actually like for her, this is important to mention because, again, it helps understand the  scope  of Chihayaâs natural abilities.
         I theorize that Chihayaâs quite naturally  CLAIRVOYANT  â that is, having the sensory ability to perceive future events beyond what could be considered rational or natural means. For most of her life, this ability was fairly limited to  MAJOR  future events that would affect a population on a major scale â ergo, the disasters that hit her village &, because I have a hard time believing this village got hit by that many disasters ( sorry Atlus ), tragedies that struck internationally as well. As âtraditionalâ as this village must have been, they no doubt had television sets & other means of keeping up with media â so the fact that she could predict disasters on this large a scale makes even more sense as to why they would despise & fear her so. These visions would normally come to her when she was  dreaming  , & she would write down the details in a journal upon waking â something she was taught by her parents to do from a young age.Â
         It wasnât until she was in high school that she began enlisting the aid of tarot. As she grew older, her dreams began to not only include future disasters, but more mundane events as well â both positive & negative. Hopeful that she could regain the villagersâ good graces by telling them of the good & bad changes heading their way â in the latter case, to warn them â she used tarot to hone her preexisting psychic abilities. As we know, her plan clearly backfired; I believe her pitfalls with the villagersâ futures combined with the gradual fallout with her best friend  REALLY  compounded for her the notion that  fate is absolute  , unavoidable, inevitable. I mean⊠Could you imagine how awful it must be to warn a neighbor of trouble with their crops, of infidelity on their partnerâs behalf, of even a  major accident, injury, or death  , only to have them disregard your warnings & walk headlong into their fate anyway ?  And then curse  YOU  afterward as being the cause ?  For Chihaya, the only good thing that came out of it is that she learned to not only control her natural talents, but hone them as well â & no matter how bleak the prediction, hope for a day when someone might take her seriously. What this ultimately means is that in theory, she  DOES NOT  need tarot to predict a future event â but the predicted event would be  RANDOM  & would occur  IN A DREAM  . She uses the tarot to explore the future of a  SPECIFIC PERSON  on a  SPECIFIC SUBJECT  .Â
         Because of her natural abilities, other traits of Chihayaâs are extremely heightened. She is  highly empathetic  , able to register certain expressions, tones of voice, or body language as indicative of someoneâs emotions â not only can she understand them, but she feels them potently. She is  not  quite on the level of an  EMPATH  â  when someone can feel & perceive someoneâs emotions so intimately that it affects them on a large, chronic scale â but she  does  have an extremely heightened sensitivity to them. Chihaya also has other qualities of a clairvoyant, most of which hinge on  EXTREMELY HIGH INTUITION  ; she can often predict when sheâs about to get a text or phone call, & may even call  YOU  to ask what it is you want; she also has a heightened sense of  AWARENESS  , able to sense when danger might be near, when someone may in fact  be  in danger, & at times can sense when something⊠Supernatural may be out & about. It isnât rare for her to stop mid-conversation & cant her head as if responding to something else the other person may not be able to see or hear or feel, but due to how her abilities have been treated in the past, she will rarely  explain  the interruption to anyone. Honestly, sheâs probably stopped & stared at the vague outlines of the Velvet Roomâs entrance on more than one occasion. She still keeps a dream journal, & if she trusts you, she may share them with you; she has an entire shelf in her apartment dedicated to the journals sheâs had over the years. She has used up more than six  journals, crammed cover to cover with visions, & she keeps every single one â highlighting the ones that have come true, & keeping note of the ones that have yet to occur.Â
â§ : Â HEKIGANKISEKI.
             âEhh. Like thatâs going to deter me. Iâve taken risks before; Iâve made them work eventually.â
         â  IT  doesnât  WORK  like that, Iâm afraid. It may seem that way, but... Fate always pans out exactly as it intends to.   â    Â
â§ : Â PUCKISH - ROGUE.
â Pfft, whatâs gonna happen to me? Am I gonna DIE? It ainât like I donât come close to that every other day, girl. â
         â  WHAT  kind of person would I be if I didnât at least give you a  fair warning  ?   â  Â
â§ : Â PICAREXQUE.
       " Is getting a different kind of soda really risk-taking though? â
         â  GO  ahead, if you doubt me --- but donât say I didnât  warn you  .   â  Â
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        THESE  are slight spoilers for those who havenât completed her confidant, but itâs not extremely relevant to the plot or anything, soâŠÂ
        But man, can we just acknowledge how rough she really had it when she first left home ?  Chihaya was sheltered to an extent from the start ( another essay for another day ), & isolated to boot thanks to the villagers ostracizing her ( to put things mildly ) â so Shinjuku was no doubt a shock to the system in itself. Fresh-faced & eighteen, she runs out of money fast & takes the first job she can secure â which happens to be at âa seedy nightclubâ.
        I headcanon that she spent about two years working at this nightclub, & worked as a full-time cocktail waitress for at least part of that first year. I also, however, canât help but use some context clues here. The Chairman of the Assembly of Divine Power made a point to stress  SEEDY NIGHTCLUB  & the fact that she found herself  SURROUNDED BY SEEDY PEOPLE  ; Chihaya echoes this when she explains her past in its entirety to you, but both during & prior, she seems  incredibly  ashamed to even acknowledge that brief part of her life existed. She even lies about her actual time at the club, alleging that she was âtrickedâ into going in & effectively ran right back out. I feel  very strongly  that thereâs some blanks that weâre supposed to fill in here; I feel  very strongly  that some time during her second year at the nightclub, she became a  âDANCERâ  part-time in order to support herself &, hopefully, find her own place to stay. This would explain the unspoken tension, but it would also explain some other interesting points of her story. For example, she later says that the Chairman must have known she was out of options because her luggage was within his sight â but why would she have her luggage at her workplace ?  I presume this is because she was offered room & board on top of her salary; itâs also possible this is why she felt she had to take up dancing â in order to more efficiently âearn her keep,â make her presence there worth the trouble. It also explains why she would break down immediately once the Chairman offers her a way out; being a cocktail waitress in a club  IS  taxing â groping & otherwise inappropriate behavior is practically encouraged in that environment â but it doesnât quite warrant that strong a reaction; besides that, it would only strengthen her motivation to earn additional money & leave more quickly. Â
        I think her time in the nightclub definitely impacted her, especially at such a young age. Itâs why she covers so much of her body; that isnât to say all those who dance are ashamed of it, but it was a situation she  never wanted to be in  . It also only compounded the virtually nonexistent self-worth sheâd struggled with growing up ( another essay for another day ). I also think it strongly impacted her sense of innocence, & that much of her mannerisms â even when she âlets looseâ as a âcountry bumpkinâ â are somewhat exaggerated. Keep in mind sheâs spent  THREE YEARS  in the  RED LIGHT DISTRICT  â & two of those were spent immersed in it. Itâs a memory sheâd much rather forget, & altering her style & personality is most definitely a part of that desire.        Â
         â  I  wouldnât do that if I were you... Todayâs a  bad day  for risk-taking.  â   Â
cute shippy starters
Adapted from this post.Â
âCome over here and make me.â
âHave you lost your damn mind!?â
âPlease, donât leave.â
âDo youâŠwellâŠI meanâŠI could give you a massage?â
âWait a minute. Are you jealous?â
âIs there a reason youâre naked in my bed?â
âI almost lost you.â
âWanna bet?â
âDonât you ever do that again!â
âTeach me how to play?â
âDonât you dare throw that snowbaâgoddammit!â
âI think we need to talk.â
âKiss me.â
âHey, Iâm with you, okay? Always.â
âSo, I found this waterfallâŠâ
âIt could be worse.â
âLooks like weâll be trapped for a whileâŠâ
âThis is without a doubt the stupidest plan youâve ever had. Of course Iâm in.â
âThe paintâs supposed to go where?â
âYou need to wake up because I canât do this without you.â
âWeâre in the middle of a thunderstorm and you wanna stop and feel the rain?â
âIâve seen the way you look at me when you think I donât notice.â
âJust once.â
âYouâre the only one I trust to do this.â
âI canât believe you talked me into this.â
âI got you a present.â
âMarry me?â
âI thought you were dead.â
âYou lied to me.â
âI think Iâm in love with you and Iâm terrified.â
âIf you keep looking at me like that we wonât make it to a bed.â
âI wish I could hate you.â
âWanna dance?â
âYou faintedâŠstraight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didnât have to go to such extremes.â
âHey! I was gonna eat that!â
âHave I entered an alternate universe or did you really just crack a smile for me?â
âYou did all of this for me?â
âI swear it was an accident.â
âYOU DID WHAT?!â
âIf you die, Iâm gonna kill you.â
âTell me a secret.â
âNo one needs to know.â
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