do you know where your heads at?

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just rip my fucking heart out it's fine

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tbh if my car wasn't so old I'd probably try to take a mini road trip outside the state for a day bc I do not want to be here at all

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[bluebirdsonawire]

@fourthirty-am omg

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I am crying that's too accurate but also @bluebirdsonawire I had to start a new blog and can only access this one on my phone :( new one is @thisthatmurdersme

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You look great! Hope you are doing well!

Thank you! Sorry, I just deleted the port cause I was trying to get it on my new blog which @thisthatmurdersme !

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okay so - I can’t get into my tumblr account on my computer because of an old email address I can’t access so I’m starting a new account under @thisthatmurdersme so yeah, only will be keeping this blog for references and also tumblr staff sucks

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okay so - I can't get into my tumblr account on my computer because of an old email address I can't access so I'm starting a new account under @thisthatmurdersme so yeah, only will be keeping this blog for references and also tumblr staff sucks

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andria // la dispute

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[lindseymorqan]

[sovietruslan]

[cowgirlofficial]

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“all that matters is that u tried ur best”

me: *instantly flashes back to every moment i procrastinated and wasted*

me: ha hah haahah…… ….. yeah…….. my best……. that is the thing i totally did

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i don’t love you, but i love how you love me.

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someone said they cared about me, that I seemed like someone who needed someone to care and I said don't and they asked why. I don't know why, I've just been saying that for years and can't tell if it's because I want them to reaffirm that they care, or know that I'm going to drag them through hell with constant disappointment and abandonment. I hate how I cling to people but if they cling back I instantly know I'm going to end up bailing. I hate that I can't tell when my feelings are real, or I'm just pretending so they'll stay longer. I hate how many people I hurt over and over and I know I should leave people alone but being alone hurts and what the fuck is wrong with me that I am this fucking destructive

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