Fr3akyDino

18+ freaky edition || sideblog wishing it was main || 19 years in the flesh

[fr3aky-dino]

feelin like I <3 not by KMFDM

[fr3aky-dino]

omge hi girly pops. I'm sooooo back (not really.) I've been in and out of the psych hospital like twice this past month combo with me accidentally assaulting my bestie and just barely getting back into contact XP

[fr3aky-dino]

this is my last post.

I'm going to die today. I've thought about it all this week and today is the day. if I wasn't deserving before, I definitely am deserving now. I've pushed everyone I've loved away, traumatized them beyond belief. worst of all, I physically and sexually abused one of my closest friends last night while I was blackout drunk. I don't remember anything, but if drunk me did it, surely it was of some truth. I can't fix what I've been accused of doing because I don't even remember what I did. my guilt is eating me alive. I hate myself for what I've done. I hate who've become and I'm disappointed in the person that I see in the mirror. I always knew that I would die by my hand, just not this soon. I don't want to die, but im tired. I'm ready to dream endlessly into the abyss until I'm nothing but dreams scattered into space. bury me with my bracelets. give Otter my bandana, it's the least I can do. thank yall for listening to me, even when I'm not deserving of it.

[fr3aky-dino]

do we think T would balance out the prozac and let me get hard again?

[seraphexecutioner]

heart to heart isn’t enough, i need knife to skin and teeth to organs

[fr3aky-dino]

small update for yall who care:

I was hospitalized for a week for trying to end it all :P

I'm decent now and medicated on prozac. but damn, I miss being able to cum bro. it's like my mind orgasms but my body can't 😔

[fr3aky-dino]

bruhhh they put me on Prozac and now I can't bust a nut. like, I still can but it was like half as good as before :[

[fr3aky-dino]

put hand sanitizer in your cuts now !!!!

[fr3aky-dino]

did this today and it fuckin hit like the 2nd plane. Jesus fuck.

that shit touched me and I was hit with the deepest burning pain and now I'm nauseated

[fr3aky-dino]

put hand sanitizer in your cuts now !!!!

[c0rpse-b0y]

I need a straight jacket.

And I need to be fucked in it.

That’s all, that’s the post. Happy Thursday yall

[dbearnh]

[fr3aky-dino]

as the weather shifts and I'm working more with my hands, I am becoming progressively more annoyed by my wrist popping and stiffness. I broke it awhile back and it probably did not heal all the way right(I was stupid during its healing).

anyways, tonight I'm fantasizing about just hacking it off! either from the joint down or mid-forearm, probably the joint. slamming the cleaver down to crack it one last time. feeling the stiffness in my wrist build to an excruciating pressure to a unrestricting looseness...

it would be so pretty to see all the bones and dissect my own hand to reveal all the beautifully holy connections within. or maybe securing it down (cause I dont have another hand XD) and gripping the flesh hand enough to deglove myself.

eughh, I can just imagine the sweet cracking and slurping of my bones and flesh 🤤

[fr3aky-dino]

now taking auditions for anyone that wants to chase me in the woods, catch me, rip my tights off me, and brutally rape me

[craziestsharkeva]

[ranovrethr]

my hand is so cold somebody give me their crotch NOW

[st4rb0yw0rld]

more people need to lick necks. and cheeks. and ears. and thighs. just FUCK. lick tummies and happy trails and fingers. screw just licking the nipple, lick all over chests. FUCK. lick between shoulder blades when you fuck someone from behind!

[thevirus-of-herlife]

Normal couples look at autopsy tables to fuck on.