Xuebing Du
KIROKAZE
taylor price

Janaina Medeiros
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
wallacepolsom

祝日 / Permanent Vacation

blake kathryn

No title available
NASA

⁂

Kiana Khansmith

titsay
Jules of Nature
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

★
cherry valley forever
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
occasionally subtle

#extradirty

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States

seen from Canada
seen from United States
seen from France

seen from Algeria

seen from Italy

seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States

seen from Australia
seen from Singapore

seen from United States
seen from Vietnam
seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from Australia

seen from United States
seen from Türkiye

seen from United States

seen from Indonesia
@fracturedxpieces
@darkerthanyouthink
artist : hans bellmer
Rare 1880’s Victorian dollhouse
Lowkey, now I want to see Julian being turned and learning everything he can from Sigma. And when he has his first feed it will be on the doctor who operated on her.
@fracturedxpieces what do you think?
Worth exploring!
Lonely..?
Too much.
Julian preferred buyers just call and tell him what they are wanting. Going to them was not optional at all because he rather stay home. Them visiting him was not exactly desired, either. So when this newest potential buyer insisted to come visit, Julian was displeased. His work spoke for itself but this buyer only had heard talk, never had seen. His not sure if he want. Now he will come and see for himself.
Of course Drew will help clean up but Julian considered this too much, he did enjoy his work space and privacy. This buyer did not even know if he wanted a doll at all, was just come to see them. Julian’s finger twitches. He did not enjoy time wasters..
@sir-rolcnd
Sir Roland was under immense pressure lately, not even from film making but from his parents and society in general. The question of when, not if, he will marry was at the top of everyone’s list whenever he spoke at length with them. If he responded at all, then the line of questioning would devolve to: “whom?”
As he was driven to find a wife suitable for his lifestyle, Roland heard odd whispers here and there about a man who could customize such a person to fit his particular needs. Naturally though, he would like to see it for himself first. This is why he now found himself at this… building. It was not exactly a place that he would ever wish to be seen or photographed, so he was swift to exit his vehicle and approach the… front door?
He pressed the buzzer, then he waited for someone to let him in.
With great reluctance Julian does allow Roland to enter. Greeting him with obvious disdain, he tries his best to smile but it falls short. Notes this man looks strikingly similar to himself before leading Roland deeper into his home.
“It is not inexpensive of course.” Julian told Roland but noted this did not seem to deter.
“Well, let me explain then.” Julian walks into one room, to show Roland one or two he had been working on already. This women were staring at Roland, one pleaded with her eyes but could say nothing. “This one not quite finished yet.” Julian dismissed her, covering her face with cloth.
“What exactly will you require?” Julian asks.
Entering the building was an event within itself, though it was of some comfort to find Julian himself waiting for Roland at the foot of the metal staircase he’d just descended. He did make the same note to himself, that Julian appeared very similar looking to himself - just slightly older looking.
“I don’t care what it costs.” Roland waved this concern away the moment Julian brought it up. He’d pay whatever was needed to get his parents off his back.
Following Julian into a small room, Roland was met with the strong, unmistakable scent of bleach and a faint hint of blood. His nose wrinkled in response but his expression remained unsympathetic to the plight of the women. It was something he needed to ignore, there was nothing he could do to help them.
“I need one that will pass for my fiancé.” Roland answered Julian’s question. “She must be sophisticated, of high class and she must do exactly as I say. Do you think you can handle that?”
Julian did feel surprise that someone who clearly had so much money would be without swathes of women falling at his feet. There must be something keeping them at bay, but for now he had no ideas what it might be. Roland did not look ugly, he certainly dressed well, he was clean and fit. So what it can be? He does not know.
“What you ask is very expensive.” Julian reminded him but Roland seems not to care about it. “Alright fine. I can do it. Do you have doubts then? Perhaps you can shop elsewhere.”
Julian was sensitive about being criticized. He also knew that nowhere in this country would Roland ever find another dealer of this type.
Sir Roland was used to people getting upset whenever he opened his mouth, though it was rare for them to actually speak their mind so bluntly as Julian had just now. With a light raise of his brow, Roland briefly closed his eyes to show his displeasure before staring at the artist once more. Perhaps if he spoke a little more slowly, the arrogant brute might understand him better.
Roland did not see Julian as an intellectual equal, he seldom found anyone who could carry such a label and simply assumed the man was just another grunt in society trying to make money any way that he could.
“I want to see something more substantial.” Roland was doing his best to ignore the suffering individual on the metal table nearby. But it wasn’t easy, just because he was often mean spirited didn’t mean he did not have a heart.
“What can you show me to assure me that my money is safe with you?” Roland continued, taking some deliberately slow strides toward the door in an attempt to guide Julian, and thus himself, out of that horrible room.
Julian would follow Roland out into hallway but he saw this man as stubborn and rude. It gives him no pleasure to deal with such people. If not for such people, however, Julian can struggle sometimes.
“Alright. Come. I will show you some of my more completed models then.” Julian shows Roland to another room. This one is much deeper in and hidden somewhat.
He switches on lights, gestures around. Some ‘dolls’ are seated here and there. Some can turn their heads to look, others can only blink.
“You will want something to pass as normal.” Julian reminds Roland, “that is very costly. Will you provide her body?”
Julian can find one for him but he wants to know if maybe Roland has someone in particular in mind.
HC: After a good feed and a meticulous shower/bath, Sigma will cuddle with Julian and fall asleep in his arms while bundled up in towels and a bathrobe that fits Julian well, but is a little too big for her.
I never expected for Julian having this mutual adoration.
But is nice to see him content for once.
fracturedxpieces:
rosenundraben:
fracturedxpieces:
rosenundraben:
fracturedxpieces:
Seek Asylum
Sigma started sniffing the air, still unsure of his intentions, but somewhat receptive. She slowly shuffled out, her eyes changing from a yellow color to a mix of yellow and violet. Her thin and frail appearance made it look as if she could break like a toothpick, as she hadn’t been fed consistently for some time. Her face looked hollow and sunken in, almost as if she was decomposing, yet she didn’t show other signs, aside from dust on her skin and tattered bat wings. Despite her clear and visible weakness, she commanded respect. Aside from the surgical scars and autopsy scars that were there, there also appeared to be pinhole-shaped scars on her back and shoulders, likely the result of electrodes being implanted there. Upon closer inspection, the tattoo was that of the letter “sigma”, something a well-educated man such as Julian could recognize.
When Julian asked her if she could speak, she started shaking again, but managed to come out with a coherent response, save for a terrible stutter. “Y-y-y-yes…” Sigma kept a hand on Delores, as if she was trying to seek some form of comfort. It was clear that she and Delores had bonded before Julian got there. What wasn’t was whether she was just scared to talk, too traumatized, or having not had another person speak to her in some time, perhaps a combination of all of those things.
She was already broken… a shell of what she was. If anything, it is evident she’s suffered enough. If she could get some form of care, no doubt she would clean up real nicely.
Maybe even be a masterpiece in and of herself…
Somehow, against all odds, she was still alive. Her physical condition was an enigma, one that no doubt would take time to discover. Surely there was documentation around in the old file cabinets somewhere.
“N-n-not D-d-d-doctor?” She stuttered again, still unsure whether to trust Julian just yet but the chocolate smelled nice. She hadn’t had it for some time. It wouldn’t be substantial, obviously, but the taste of it would give her something to experience that wasn’t pain, electric shocks, or memory loss.
Still, she wasn’t being towered over, so there was some sign of Julian wanting to trust her instead of taking her to the lab.
@fracturedxpieces
Delores indeed feels some natural pull toward Sigma, something even she does not fully comprehend. Her instinct to move closer to Sigma is too strong for her to ignore, as if this would be her own offspring and she needs to keep it safe from Julian. Yes, she has often been a witness to things he could do and she wishes none of it for her new friend. She hisses, a warning for Julian to tread lightly.
Julian does feel some tension and yet his puzzled expression would soften once again at her voice. He gently moves his head, no.
“Not doctor. Artist.” Julian almost winces at this, as if he struggles to believe he is even such a thing anymore. His gaze drifts down for one moment before he regains his composure, he looks to Sigma again.
He does not know what is she, to have such wings protruding from her back or to have been able to survive what seems like some torturous existence in his eyes. But she has been down here, all alone? Julian takes a bite of the chocolate bar to show good faith before he offers it to Sigma once more.
“How long?” He wonders aloud, head slightly tilting but he cannot stop looking at her scars.
Julian reaches out with another hand, intent to touch one but he hesitates.
“May I?”
She is dangerous and he is now unarmed, he must be careful.
Sigma’s eyes were now slowly shifting away from their fearful yellow to what seemed to be a curious violet. It seemed once she learned he wasn’t a doctor, she wasn’t quite as terrified of him. She slowly approached him with cautious, shaky steps, still unsure of what to make of this strange human. She recalled him touching his left arm with his right hand, though it happened in the periphery of her vision. Was he like her, too?
She hesitated a moment before breaking off a square of the chocolate bar and nibbling on it, wanting to savor it as long as she could before it melts.
The brief touch of her hand was cold, a feeling that Julian was no stranger to. Upon closer inspection he could see two older fang marks similar to the ones the deer had on her neck. A clear sign she was human once upon a time.
After she finished the chocolate, she looked over at his arm before looking back at him, as a way of saying “You first.” Based on the slow and deliberate way she broke off the chocolate, it was clear she wanted to trust him, but she needed to find something they had in common.
Despite her fear, her curiosity about the human who was trying to befriend her was slowly taking over.
She picked up his left hand, clearly having a lack of social grace, but she showed that she was paying attention.
@fracturedxpieces
Her touch did give Julian reason to startle, in much same way as when he might accidentally bite his tongue. His pull away was only reactive in nature though her tight grasp on his wrist prevented full gesture. He knows after some moments of silence, she wants to look at his own scars before she will allow him access to hers. This is something deeply personal to Julian, how dare she?
Delores gives deep hiss, sensing Julian’s anger. It gives him this break in judgement of Sigma, did he not just ask of her this very same thing? Seems she would like him to show first. He does not want to but feels somewhat compelled anyway. Slowly he pulls back his sleeve, showing Sigma what he has done to himself.
There are no pains, it just seems ugly to him. He has been somewhere terribly bad within his mind to have done this, some place he never believed he would ever get out of alive. His downward gaze reveals shame, Julian can not bring himself to look at his arm nor her eyes just now.
“Go on.” Julian feel disgusted. His fascinated by her scars but this one on his arm fills him with regret and reminds him of his defeated feelings. “How close I was..” He almost came to make himself deceased. “Sometimes, I still wonder if I should have kept going.”
Sigma could sense his anger, but the fact he continued to remain calm helped her to trust him. She put her own scars next to his, making a very brief analysis before folding his hand over to touch hers. Despite the chill of her body, she was gentle and delicate with him. She knew the shame he felt over those scars, because she felt that exact same feeling about her own.
She put her hand on his as a way to let him know it was okay. She understood that he wasn’t going to hurt her like all the other humans did. That discretion she had over the situation was to let him know that she won’t hurt him either. He easily could have been her next meal and she knew that. To her, he smelled really good… better than some of the deer that she had feasted on.
To know these sides of each other was a privilege, one that Sigma would dare not abuse. Her body language held no judgment of him, she reserved that for the surgeons and the asylum staff who gave her the scars she had. She knew something was happening between the two of them… something powerful and strong.
Yes… she was a monster… she was a failed experiment of sorts, but not cruel. She was not as terrifying as the footage made her out to be… nor as freakish as the security guard’s journal said. She was just different.
To feel no judgement lifts some weight from Julian’s heavy heart. Long nights wondering, why go on? And who would even notice if he chose not to? Drew, she can find other work. Delores? No. She will just eat him and grow fat on his corpse. As if she knows what he thinks, Delores sways nearby. Her beady eyes watch every single movement Julian makes. He glances at her.
“Suddenly you are not trusting me?” he murmur to her. But she does not answer. She is just snake.
Julian feels like monster, too. Not in same way as Sigma. In other ways, how others see him. What have they done to her? Surely they would have done similar things to him, if they can capture him. Probably try to see inside his brain, try to figure why he behaves so much more differently than them.
Where most children insisted on closing their closet doors, Julian would leave them open and watch. He hoped to see something. Anything. Always disappointed. There were no scary creature inside nor under his bed.
Yet now, he stands before one. It real.
“Why am I not afraid of you?” Julian can caress her cheek softly, surprised how cold is she. He frowns. “Nor you of me?”
Artist: Tari Nakagawa (detail)