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I have some old pencil doodles with stickers

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ok hello I'm alive. appearantly, some of you were worried cuz of my absence and I'm deeply sorry about that. some stuff happened irl regarding my mental health and my family, so rn I'm in a process of finding an appartment to move out. nothing really serious, I just know more alone space will make me feel better. my head is empty and I'm totally out of ideas. watching some old tv shows but nothing really pops up in my mind, no inspiration for creating new art. kinda sad, but I think I'll get out of this someday in the future. about a week ago I had a big mental crash and told my mom I'm suicidal and it kinda made things worse and better at the same time. in the end I think it was a good idea. the only thing that makes me feel better is going outside, especially riding a bike. but for around a week it's been very gloomy and rainy so I just sleep and work and sleep...

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[wovencorpse]

[areyourecording]

[wovencorpse]

[witchrealms]

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[palececileart]

my ˖ ࣪⊹new˖ ࣪⊹ secondhand laptop

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[r0ttingg]

[palececileart]

my fixations are weaker, food is no longer delicious, I feel sad, lonely and sleepy all the time.

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today is not a nice day for me

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[imsanaall]

I'll help you because God has turned away from you

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[miro-oov]

did someone analyse this and if not can someone analyse this? it feels significant but i am too stupid

[zimowahistoria]

i think this is one of those moments — similar to when they travel to germany — where ciel is trying to understand sebastian. he doesn’t give him a hostile look for calling him a child; instead, it’s a contemplative one, focused on the way he phrased the sentence. in the polish translation, it says, “children need sleep to grow up healthy.”

ciel doesn’t know whether sebastian is mocking him, or genuinely caring in a way that forgets there is no future in which ciel gets to grow up. the contract, which for sebastian was meant to last only a fleeting moment, stretches on longer and longer — but ciel is fully aware that its end is closer than its beginning.

sebastian, meanwhile, seems to think more and more often — perhaps unconsciously — about a future for the two of them, a future that simply does not exist in ciel’s mind.

it’s one of those examples that suggests sebastian may be slowly drifting away from the idea of devouring ciel, even if he himself hasn’t realized it yet.

[horrorcitos]

Eamon Bonner

[odigrai]

[hestimoze]