Best thing that has ever been mine

We may not be the hottest or cutest couple out there, but we are madly in love with each other. Jeah's Personal Tumblr | Francis' Personal Tumblr WARNING: Don't follow if you don't want a crap load of pictures or love posts filling your dash. Don't be shy, ask us anything. Albums: Day Jeah Came Back | Disneyland | Cue | Halloween | Homecoming | Garage | Jeah's House | San Diego | All Pictures Video: All Videos Jeah's Posts: Music | Writing | Video Francis' Posts: Writing | Video

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Sorry for being inactive & for the recent spam

We've both just been busy considering we have mid-terms this week. And to take care of two blogs both, is a tough job.  We hope you all understand, and most of the time we're just going to  reblog each other's posts and/or pictures from our personal tumblrs.

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jeahbear:

Well. Alone time is very very rare. I have to say today was one of the longest days of my life.  We got chick-fil-a and headed over to his house. Once in his room, we ate lunch and listened to music. I laid down on his bed, I was really tired from all the tests I had earlier. He laid down in bed right next to me and we just started cuddling on his bed. We ended up sleeping and what-not, and I remember him telling me, “it’s like we’re married.” It really did feel that way. We were completely alone. Finally, away from everyone, just having our own time, just to ourselves.

It felt nice sleeping next to him and cuddling with him. I liked looking up to him, kissing him and teling him I love him. It was nice holding hands, tossing and turning, loving each other. It sucks that we’re not able to just lay on the same bed everyday, or to wake up next to each other.  I thought it was funny when he took a shower and came back in the room with a towel around his waist. He’s so comfortable with me, it’s ridiculous. He went down to get underwear and just walked around his house, just in his underwear, as if I wasn’t even there. Sorry, TMI huh? But, that’s the beauty of it, he’s just so damn comfortable with me, I love it. I went in the bathroom when he was doing his hair and he told me again, “it’s like we’re married”. I hugged him in response, just letting him know that I felt the same way as well. Tomorrow, I’m probably going to be heading over to his house again after school before his dance show (: I like feeling as if we’re married. I mean, he is my “fiance” :P Sorry for the shitty grammer. I’m tired as fuck. 

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I can't wait until we're married

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   After a stressful day at school, Me and Jeah went over to my house to have a bite to eat. We had chick- fil- a because they had this thing where you turn in your receipt in the month of February, and you get a free meal. That’s just the Asian’s in us taking advantage of a good deal (LOL). After we ate, We pretty much just cuddled on my bed and slept until it was time to head back to our school for my Dance Production show. I have to say, I’m very comfortable around this girl. I can fart in front of her, walk around in my underwear around her, etc. etc. Yet we share something that not most people are fortunate to have.

   While we spent the alone time that we had, I kept on picturing our future together. No one knows what lies in our future because it’s unwritten. But all I know is that whatever happens, I will always be with Jeah. We cuddled and got ready for school as if were finally a married couple. I don’t know, it just makes me smile getting glimpse of the future that I have with her. I have a show tomorrow as well, so I really look forward to cuddling on my bed as if our future has finally reached us.

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I cried today...

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   Today, Jeah and I went to Irvine Spectrum with her parents. She was extra hyper, and I was dead tired. So while she was jumping around having a blast, I was basically in my own world I guess. We walked around and I just looked around being drowse. I sort of ignored her. She got really upset about me ignoring her, so she walked ahead of me really fast. I caught up with her, and repeatedly asked her what was wrong. She pushed me away… Both mentally and physically. She’s pushed me away a couple of times before, but this has got to be the worse time she’s pushed me away.It’s scared me… I had never felt so scared in my life

   We eventually sat at a table outside a Nordstrom. I apologized over and over again. She eventually forgave me, but I just kept on apologizing. That queezy feeling had infected my body once again. I started to shake. Breathing became extremely difficult. It was to the point where I started crying. I eventually cried on her shoulder, getting her sweater wet. She tried to get me to look at her, but I just couldn’t. I couldn’t face her. I was just so scared of losing her. I know we’ve mae promises, but when she pushed me away, it felt like that promise was going to be broken.

   A lot of you probably think that this is normal.  But the thing is, I’m not the type to cry. I’m a very passive person. The only time I really cried was twice. The first time was when I almost lost my dad to smoking. The second time was when I actually lost my uncle to smoking. They were both when I was still a young little boy. So tonight was basically the first time I had cried in numerous years. The only I legitimately cried was when I’m on the verge of losing someone.

   So I guess I thought I was going to lose Jeah at the point in time, because she pushed me away. All the emotions that I’ve held in for such a long time came out at the table. I was just so scared of losing someone that I love. I’ve already gone through it once. I guess you can say that that’s my soft spot.

I never want to lose her. She means the world to me. I already promised to be with her forever. And that’s a promise I’m ever so willing to keep.

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Mainly because I can’t accept the truth. I can’t title a post as such because it’s hard to accept these few words. I made my boyfriend cry.  If anyone were to actually know me, personally, I’m a pretty screwed up person. I’m hard-headed, stubborn, aggressive and rude. I wouldn’t necessarily call myself heartless, because eventually I’ll understand both positions of a story and eventually be forgiving.  I hate being neglected. The fact that I know Francis is such a nice person, my screwed up personality, my flaws, take over his qualities.  I was energetic once we got to Irvine Spectrum, Francis was tired. I was trying to have a good time and laugh the whole night away, but I felt like he was being a mood killer. Around the time when we went to our first store, he wouldn’t keep up with my energy. I started just walking by myself and debated to walk way ahead of him because I didn’t want to just be “tired”. I decided not to walk ahead, so instead I looked back to see where he was - way behind of me. I felt like he gave no effort to have fun with me, and I felt ignored and insulted. So, I walked ahead even farther, until he caught up to me and held my hand. I pushed him away and let my hand slide through his fingers. I walked farther and faster away from him. He tried to hold me, but instead is shook him off and yelled at him, saying, “let go of me”.  Usually, I’d be happy just by the fact that I have a wonderful boyfriend like him. But, I just felt so ignored and insulted, and I’m tired of feeling that way. In the past, I used to be neglected,  that when I’m reminded of who I was, I get turned off. He kept holding on to me till I finally broke and said, “you ignored me”. His grip became tighter as he held me closer, and repeated, “I’m sorry, Jeah, I’m sorry, I was just so tired, I’m so sorry.” Yes, it kills me inside when he apologizes. It just destroys me, but what can I do though? I was just so insulted, I felt as if I needed to be prideful and stand for what I feel.  Eventually, we sat down at the nearest table and I forgave him after some time. I told him to stop saying sorry and I held him close to me, to let him know that he’s forgiven. But as he began to shake uncontrollably, I started to worry. I told myself, “what the fuck did I just do?” He started to cry. Oh my God, it broke my heart. The second after he started sobbing on my shoulder, I started crying too. “I’m sorry” I told myself, “I made you cry..”  I told him to stop crying and I forced him to look at me. I asked him, “who is my boyfriend?” He said, “me”. “Who do I love?” “Me”. “Who am I going to spend the rest of my life with?” “Me”. I just had to reassure him that I’m never going to leave him and remind him that I love him. I forced him to smile, “smile…” he smiled. “No.. smile wider, show your teeth.” and he did so. I just had to see him smile, you know? In the end, I told him to repeat some words. “Repeat after me, ‘Jeah loves me’”. “Jeah loves me”, he smiled. I told him every time he’s sad, he has to say those words.

I have a tendency to make people cry; I can’t believe I made the love of my life cry. This probably has to be one of the biggest regrets of my life. Eventually everything went back together, but it’s probably one of the unforgettable nights I will replay in my mind forever. Sorry for the shit grammar, I’m tired. 

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Mewww ^ 3 ^

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