is anyone willing to write ramon salazar x reader fic for me i swear to god i'll give you my left arm or organs or first born PLEASE
oh my fuck he looks like SHIT i love him so much
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is anyone willing to write ramon salazar x reader fic for me i swear to god i'll give you my left arm or organs or first born PLEASE
oh my fuck he looks like SHIT i love him so much
my sweet summer child i love you erik 💔💔💔
HEAVILY hyperfixated on its always sunny at the moment and completely enraptured with the slimy disgusting little rat man.
would any of you freaks enjoy a charlie kelly teenage dirtgrub AU where ur asshole boyfriend ditches you at prom and you end up getting with charlie instead... (he didn't have a prom date in canon 💔)
i'm scheming to cook something up here.
charlie day is SO fine dude, honest to god. i would climb inside him and pilot him like a mecha suit.
so that's me — how's your day been going?
my thursday mood
i was tagged by my pookie @skafoodle for this and i thought i'd be fun, so lets get goinggg!! <33
What's the origin of your blog name?
I always name my accounts after whatever I'm currently hyper fixating on. This time it just so happened to be the freaky baby man!!
What's your "I will always order this" food?
I will always order a grilled cheese burrito from Taco Bell, they're literally so goddamn good. Those are my little treat sometimes since we have a Taco Bell on campus 😋
What's your overused emoji?
I send the crying emoji ENTIRELY too much.
What's your current comfort show/book/movie?
I'm absolutely obsessed with It's Always Sunny at the moment. Been meaning to get into this show for a LONG time, and I'm soooo glad I finally did.
Songs you've had on repeat this week?
Escapism - RAYE
A Song For You - Amy Winehouse
That's Life - Frank Sinatra
Record Player - Omigie
Real One - Johanna Rose
What's the last thing you hyper fixated on?
Definitely It's Always Sunny. Particularly, Charlie. I have a weird thing for disgusting slimy little men I suppose. Haven't had a lot of newer hyper fixations lately - school is keeping me pretty preoccupied!!
What's an oddly specific thing that brings you joy?
I lovelovelove complimenting women and having that little moment where you're both just in love with each other and girls supporting girls and UGH,, it's the best.
What smell instantly makes you happy?
The smell of any citrus fruit!! I'm a sucker for oranges.
What's your phone wallpaper right now?
It's a random collage I found off of Pinterest that I thought was super cute <3 Same for my lockscreen as well. My phone's got this really cool editing feature for wallpapers!
Are you a morning person or a night owl or something else entirely?
I am ONE THOUSAND percent a night owl. My body physically rejects any sort of waking up in the morning. It's genuine hell. I enjoy winding down late at night with a nice playlist, a cup of tea, and some dim lights!
If you work, what's your profession?
I don't have a job at the moment! I'm in college right now, trying to stay focused on classes. I'm a video game design major with a minor in theater. Ideally, I want my future career to involve the development of horror games, whatever that may look like :) Also looking forward to continuing stage performance after I graduate!
i don't have anyone to tag for this last part so i'll just leave this here!!! STAY FREAKY LUVS,, XOXO 💋
Everything about Franco becomes sadder and crueler with the knowledge that in the 30s Louisiana had “ugly laws” which forced people with visible disabilities to only go out at night under threat of communal harassment and police violence. Can you even imagine growing up like that, with your very existence criminalized? Completely cut off from any semblance of normality with no one but an uxoricidal gangster to lean on? No wonder he’s so deranged.
@millie-milkshake oh right so for the first decade of his life when he was too young for that he would’ve just. Lmao. Had nowhere to go. Nowhere with other children at least. Getting carted around by a night nurse with a flashlight in her handbag to be pushed on the swings of an empty darkened park. Giggling quietly in the back of a movie theatre because every look he’s ever gotten was laden with disgust. Cuddling up on the pediatrician because he’s never been touched so gently before. Also: this provides a direct incentive for him to grow up as fast as possible! He killed his first man at ten/twelve: how old was he the first time he went to a brothel? Did he go with other mobsters? The kind of men who think male children having sexual contact with grown women is something to be proud of? When did he have his first drink? Does he even remember?
This is ripping my heart out, he’s just a BABY :C
this is genuine soul-crushing info.
just a lil something to celebrate sister bogomolova's arrival 🤭🤭 happy winter kills to all my outlast freaks !! 💋 hope ur all staying warm !
ANOTHER NEW PRIME ASSET CONFIRMED ALREADY ?!?!?!?! this is crazy guys, i pray whoever's cheffing it up at red barrels gets laid well and often 😘
i told him i'm a miserable little college student and asked him for some advice (my bad)
oh my who's mugs are these i wonder
Oh I wonder
(Images pulled from google I forgot where I got them from exactly 😭)
THE SILLIES ARE ALL HEREEEE. i swear they had none for the twins 😔😔 these mugs have so much aura wow
oh my who's mugs are these i wonder
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Guys, I was thinking about Franco and his life story and all of the things that probably happened to him when he was growing up and it genuinely just made me. Really sad ?? This dude wouldn't have been a monster if he didn't have to endure all of the things he did. He wasn't born that way, he was created :(
Like, just think about it. He had defects from birth that affected his appearance, which he was born sometime in the 1930's most likely, and I'm sure his appearance cast him out from society automatically. He was even disowned BY his own father for the way he looked.
His father apparently murdered his mother, and he must've had ENOUGH reason to believe it was his father who did it since he talks about it in his game dialogue. He may not have seen the body or anything but this probably caused some early childhood trauma straight off the bat. (The fact he had nobody to love or nuture him or read him bedtime stories makes me WEEP. He had nobody to be kind to him, to cook him breakfast, to tuck him in, to give him any love at all SOBBINGGGG)
His dad was literally the head of the Martino Crime family. So he grew up constantly surrounded by a life of crime. Blood, murder, violence, all while he was sooo young. All of those things are a horrific environment for a child, yet alone him having to watch his own FATHER being the ringleader of it all.
Salvatore was probably an avid and violent drunk, so I'm sure Franco was beat all of the time. He might have been exposed to some sort of SA from his father at some point, considering how absolutely horrid he was ??
Literally the only mother figures Franco had were his father's various lovers and wives. And all they ever did was neglect or humiliate him. Of course his mafia don father wouldn't attract polite or goodhearted women.
Franco probably grew up believing murder was something good, something to be proud of. He took his first life at 12 years old because he thought it was something that would make his father proud of him. With that being said, the only time that poor baby was ever embaced was when he KILLED somebody ????? And of course, because he got praise for murdering a man, he latched onto that bit of affection and positivity he'd never gotten before, and grew up further starting to do the only thing it seemed he was slightly liked for.
Since he started doing jobs for his dad as a debt collector and hitman, I'm sure he developed a complex through all of that, surrounded by his praise for violence and being unwillingly surrounded by it constantly. He became violent because that's what the world shaped him to become. Franco probably grew so used to the familiarity of killing that that's why he lost all meaning for the lives of others. And among the fact he was only ever outcasted in the first place by everybody ? I'm sure he felt some sort of revenge by reaping lives of the world that only ever did him wrong :( He probably viewed everybody as the same cold, heartless people he knew in his upbringing. He might've felt he had some sort of fucked up place in the Mafia, something he never had anywhere else.
He really wasn't ever taught... proper affection ? Innocent or sexual, all he ever knew was his father's behavior towards women, which wasn't good at all. When he snapped and murdered prostitutes, he might have seen it as a fresh start to something he ruined, behavior he may have learned from his father and the murder of his previous lovers. Violence was also VERY much a norm for him at this point in his life.
He was literally abused and humiliated so much he learned to get off on it sexually. The only thing Franco perceived of what sex was, was his erection being smashed painfully into a cold floor. He didn't know soft or gentle caresses. And because of his lack of a mother, he searches for a maternal figure within a sexual partner. Its like his line between a mother and a partner is blurred because those two relationships became one and the same in his mind. Its not that he views HIS actual mother as a sexual thing, I think its similar to like daddy issues ? How women tend to look for the care they never got from their father in older men they date. Its a complex, a symptom of neglect. I think franco desperately wants that motherly love he never got in the form of a lover, but he's definitely gone crazy along the way and it's become a deranged version of it from the things he was forced to endure :(
Franco's brain was also most likely SEVERELY damaged when his father beat him after the whole Angelina thing. I mean, have you seen his head in the game ??? I'm sure he looked relatively normal before that. I think it was his dad's doing that made his head all red and infected how it is. He was literally beat within the inch of his life, he almost died. I can only imagine he suffered from brain damage, head trauma, skull fractures, various infections, loss of hearing, sight, loss of teeth, etc. This probably made his messed up way of thinking even more messed up.
Then, he was exiled further by his father, physically this time, when he sent him off to Cuba. He killed even more people there and was practically on warfront. War is known to cause PTSD and stuff and other mental illnesses for a lot of people that unfortunately have to go through it. So even though Franco was already mentally damaged beyond any repair, he went through front line raids against revolutionary forces.
Then, yk, Murkoff got a hold of him eventually and I'm sure they did their fair share of whatever experiments they did on him. Placing him in the trials, putting his father's name on signs, and even naming the boat in his map after Angelina. It's like they made him relive all of his worst memories in a large box.
Anyhow, those are my Franco rambles. I feel like he's genuinely such a complex character that endured so much and it's just like. He's fucked up for a reason. It's not an excuse for the things he did in the game, but its a society vs. man thing with him. He had such a horrible life and a horrendous upbringing and I can't even imagine the agony his life was. Just thinking about the things he was subjected to and the way his mind was shaped so early on is so heartbreaking. Makes me wish I could've been there for baby Franco, if he had the proper love he never would've turned out the way he had 🙁 Red barrels really does have a way of making me feel bad for all of their characters. Most of them are just so unbelievably tragic.
This this this. All of it. I think abt it so so much. Hes genuinely so complex and his backstory is so heartbreaking. I dont even think Red Barrels meant to make him so complex and tragic. Like i think they were just like "ahh what makes ppl freaky and stuff? Uhhh trauma. Ooh give him THIS trauma." Idk maybe it was intentional, maybe not. Regardless, there is much more to him than whats on the surface.
I kinda think it was intentional. Things line up really well as far as his trauma and his symptoms. Pretty much EVERY thing that's happened to him is directly correlated to how he turned out.
I really wish more people saw what a tragic character he is, because he wasn't given a single chance to turn out even somewhat normally. Poor guy never caught a break. Not that it excuses his crimes, but it's definitely clear the severity of his mental illness and why he might be compelled to commit them.
It would make sense that they put so much effort into him. I feel like its relatively similar with Gooseberry's backstory. There's a lot of things that made her the way she turned out. Franco's just feels way more tragic than others. It really doesn't excuse his crimes, but he wasn't ever given a break or a chance to be something good. Its really fascinating how the human mind reacts to things. It carries into the real world, too. I don't think many people realize how their actions might shape other people. The world often creates "monsters" all of the time after never giving somebody the love or human decency they deserve. Then they toss around words like "monster" like the person was born that way. They're often just broken, their sanity worn away because of circumstances they couldn't control. It's very upsetting to think about.
I find myself getting attached to fictional characters like Franco because, even though he isn't real, it gives me the utmost sense of "i want to help you."
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Guys, I was thinking about Franco and his life story and all of the things that probably happened to him when he was growing up and it genuinely just made me. Really sad ?? This dude wouldn't have been a monster if he didn't have to endure all of the things he did. He wasn't born that way, he was created :(
Like, just think about it. He had defects from birth that affected his appearance, which he was born sometime in the 1930's most likely, and I'm sure his appearance cast him out from society automatically. He was even disowned BY his own father for the way he looked.
His father apparently murdered his mother, and he must've had ENOUGH reason to believe it was his father who did it since he talks about it in his game dialogue. He may not have seen the body or anything but this probably caused some early childhood trauma straight off the bat. (The fact he had nobody to love or nuture him or read him bedtime stories makes me WEEP. He had nobody to be kind to him, to cook him breakfast, to tuck him in, to give him any love at all SOBBINGGGG)
His dad was literally the head of the Martino Crime family. So he grew up constantly surrounded by a life of crime. Blood, murder, violence, all while he was sooo young. All of those things are a horrific environment for a child, yet alone him having to watch his own FATHER being the ringleader of it all.
Salvatore was probably an avid and violent drunk, so I'm sure Franco was beat all of the time. He might have been exposed to some sort of SA from his father at some point, considering how absolutely horrid he was ??
Literally the only mother figures Franco had were his father's various lovers and wives. And all they ever did was neglect or humiliate him. Of course his mafia don father wouldn't attract polite or goodhearted women.
Franco probably grew up believing murder was something good, something to be proud of. He took his first life at 12 years old because he thought it was something that would make his father proud of him. With that being said, the only time that poor baby was ever embaced was when he KILLED somebody ????? And of course, because he got praise for murdering a man, he latched onto that bit of affection and positivity he'd never gotten before, and grew up further starting to do the only thing it seemed he was slightly liked for.
Since he started doing jobs for his dad as a debt collector and hitman, I'm sure he developed a complex through all of that, surrounded by his praise for violence and being unwillingly surrounded by it constantly. He became violent because that's what the world shaped him to become. Franco probably grew so used to the familiarity of killing that that's why he lost all meaning for the lives of others. And among the fact he was only ever outcasted in the first place by everybody ? I'm sure he felt some sort of revenge by reaping lives of the world that only ever did him wrong :( He probably viewed everybody as the same cold, heartless people he knew in his upbringing. He might've felt he had some sort of fucked up place in the Mafia, something he never had anywhere else.
He really wasn't ever taught... proper affection ? Innocent or sexual, all he ever knew was his father's behavior towards women, which wasn't good at all. When he snapped and murdered prostitutes, he might have seen it as a fresh start to something he ruined, behavior he may have learned from his father and the murder of his previous lovers. Violence was also VERY much a norm for him at this point in his life.
He was literally abused and humiliated so much he learned to get off on it sexually. The only thing Franco perceived of what sex was, was his erection being smashed painfully into a cold floor. He didn't know soft or gentle caresses. And because of his lack of a mother, he searches for a maternal figure within a sexual partner. Its like his line between a mother and a partner is blurred because those two relationships became one and the same in his mind. Its not that he views HIS actual mother as a sexual thing, I think its similar to like daddy issues ? How women tend to look for the care they never got from their father in older men they date. Its a complex, a symptom of neglect. I think franco desperately wants that motherly love he never got in the form of a lover, but he's definitely gone crazy along the way and it's become a deranged version of it from the things he was forced to endure :(
Franco's brain was also most likely SEVERELY damaged when his father beat him after the whole Angelina thing. I mean, have you seen his head in the game ??? I'm sure he looked relatively normal before that. I think it was his dad's doing that made his head all red and infected how it is. He was literally beat within the inch of his life, he almost died. I can only imagine he suffered from brain damage, head trauma, skull fractures, various infections, loss of hearing, sight, loss of teeth, etc. This probably made his messed up way of thinking even more messed up.
Then, he was exiled further by his father, physically this time, when he sent him off to Cuba. He killed even more people there and was practically on warfront. War is known to cause PTSD and stuff and other mental illnesses for a lot of people that unfortunately have to go through it. So even though Franco was already mentally damaged beyond any repair, he went through front line raids against revolutionary forces.
Then, yk, Murkoff got a hold of him eventually and I'm sure they did their fair share of whatever experiments they did on him. Placing him in the trials, putting his father's name on signs, and even naming the boat in his map after Angelina. It's like they made him relive all of his worst memories in a large box.
Anyhow, those are my Franco rambles. I feel like he's genuinely such a complex character that endured so much and it's just like. He's fucked up for a reason. It's not an excuse for the things he did in the game, but its a society vs. man thing with him. He had such a horrible life and a horrendous upbringing and I can't even imagine the agony his life was. Just thinking about the things he was subjected to and the way his mind was shaped so early on is so heartbreaking. Makes me wish I could've been there for baby Franco, if he had the proper love he never would've turned out the way he had 🙁 Red barrels really does have a way of making me feel bad for all of their characters. Most of them are just so unbelievably tragic.
This this this. All of it. I think abt it so so much. Hes genuinely so complex and his backstory is so heartbreaking. I dont even think Red Barrels meant to make him so complex and tragic. Like i think they were just like "ahh what makes ppl freaky and stuff? Uhhh trauma. Ooh give him THIS trauma." Idk maybe it was intentional, maybe not. Regardless, there is much more to him than whats on the surface.
SO GLAD SOMEONE AGREES !! I'm genuinely not sure either if they intended to make him so intricate or if they spent a few minutes pitching his backstory to devs to make him crazy and they went "yeah, write that down we'll go with that" 😭😭 They did knock it out of the park with his character, though. I think about this little freak CONSTANTLY. IT'S NOT HIS FAULTTTRahaHHGGhuGh. But like I said, Red Barrels really has a way of making me feel so much empathy and sympathy combined for their characters, I felt the same way about Eddie from Whistleblower too for sure.
Guys, I was thinking about Franco and his life story and all of the things that probably happened to him when he was growing up and it genuinely just made me. Really sad ?? This dude wouldn't have been a monster if he didn't have to endure all of the things he did. He wasn't born that way, he was created :(
Like, just think about it. He had defects from birth that affected his appearance, which he was born sometime in the 1930's most likely, and I'm sure his appearance cast him out from society automatically. He was even disowned BY his own father for the way he looked.
His father apparently murdered his mother, and he must've had ENOUGH reason to believe it was his father who did it since he talks about it in his game dialogue. He may not have seen the body or anything but this probably caused some early childhood trauma straight off the bat. (The fact he had nobody to love or nuture him or read him bedtime stories makes me WEEP. He had nobody to be kind to him, to cook him breakfast, to tuck him in, to give him any love at all SOBBINGGGG)
His dad was literally the head of the Martino Crime family. So he grew up constantly surrounded by a life of crime. Blood, murder, violence, all while he was sooo young. All of those things are a horrific environment for a child, yet alone him having to watch his own FATHER being the ringleader of it all.
Salvatore was probably an avid and violent drunk, so I'm sure Franco was beat all of the time. He might have been exposed to some sort of SA from his father at some point, considering how absolutely horrid he was ??
Literally the only mother figures Franco had were his father's various lovers and wives. And all they ever did was neglect or humiliate him. Of course his mafia don father wouldn't attract polite or goodhearted women.
Franco probably grew up believing murder was something good, something to be proud of. He took his first life at 12 years old because he thought it was something that would make his father proud of him. With that being said, the only time that poor baby was ever embaced was when he KILLED somebody ????? And of course, because he got praise for murdering a man, he latched onto that bit of affection and positivity he'd never gotten before, and grew up further starting to do the only thing it seemed he was slightly liked for.
Since he started doing jobs for his dad as a debt collector and hitman, I'm sure he developed a complex through all of that, surrounded by his praise for violence and being unwillingly surrounded by it constantly. He became violent because that's what the world shaped him to become. Franco probably grew so used to the familiarity of killing that that's why he lost all meaning for the lives of others. And among the fact he was only ever outcasted in the first place by everybody ? I'm sure he felt some sort of revenge by reaping lives of the world that only ever did him wrong :( He probably viewed everybody as the same cold, heartless people he knew in his upbringing. He might've felt he had some sort of fucked up place in the Mafia, something he never had anywhere else.
He really wasn't ever taught... proper affection ? Innocent or sexual, all he ever knew was his father's behavior towards women, which wasn't good at all. When he snapped and murdered prostitutes, he might have seen it as a fresh start to something he ruined, behavior he may have learned from his father and the murder of his previous lovers. Violence was also VERY much a norm for him at this point in his life.
He was literally abused and humiliated so much he learned to get off on it sexually. The only thing Franco perceived of what sex was, was his erection being smashed painfully into a cold floor. He didn't know soft or gentle caresses. And because of his lack of a mother, he searches for a maternal figure within a sexual partner. Its like his line between a mother and a partner is blurred because those two relationships became one and the same in his mind. Its not that he views HIS actual mother as a sexual thing, I think its similar to like daddy issues ? How women tend to look for the care they never got from their father in older men they date. Its a complex, a symptom of neglect. I think franco desperately wants that motherly love he never got in the form of a lover, but he's definitely gone crazy along the way and it's become a deranged version of it from the things he was forced to endure :(
Franco's brain was also most likely SEVERELY damaged when his father beat him after the whole Angelina thing. I mean, have you seen his head in the game ??? I'm sure he looked relatively normal before that. I think it was his dad's doing that made his head all red and infected how it is. He was literally beat within the inch of his life, he almost died. I can only imagine he suffered from brain damage, head trauma, skull fractures, various infections, loss of hearing, sight, loss of teeth, etc. This probably made his messed up way of thinking even more messed up.
Then, he was exiled further by his father, physically this time, when he sent him off to Cuba. He killed even more people there and was practically on warfront. War is known to cause PTSD and stuff and other mental illnesses for a lot of people that unfortunately have to go through it. So even though Franco was already mentally damaged beyond any repair, he went through front line raids against revolutionary forces.
Then, yk, Murkoff got a hold of him eventually and I'm sure they did their fair share of whatever experiments they did on him. Placing him in the trials, putting his father's name on signs, and even naming the boat in his map after Angelina. It's like they made him relive all of his worst memories in a large box.
Anyhow, those are my Franco rambles. I feel like he's genuinely such a complex character that endured so much and it's just like. He's fucked up for a reason. It's not an excuse for the things he did in the game, but its a society vs. man thing with him. He had such a horrible life and a horrendous upbringing and I can't even imagine the agony his life was. Just thinking about the things he was subjected to and the way his mind was shaped so early on is so heartbreaking. Makes me wish I could've been there for baby Franco, if he had the proper love he never would've turned out the way he had 🙁 Red barrels really does have a way of making me feel bad for all of their characters. Most of them are just so unbelievably tragic.
Franco as ash baby