idk what im doing

I’m still figuring out how tumblr works at my big old age but pls talk to me abt my hyperfixations and life

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oh 2019 rookies u will always be famous and bonded4life

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after breaking up with rose, word gets out that Hollander has a thing with some girl named lily

which leads everyone to believe his type is girls named after 🌸flowers🌼

queue the mass storm of daisy's, iris's, poppy's, jasmine's, violet's, dahlia's, of course rose's and lily's, even ivy's storming his arms and flooding Twitter with false hook up stories

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it's starting to get blurry here

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I'm still confused on how May is a main when they gave her like five minutes of screen time and then Ravi is not a main but has like 10 times the amount

My proposal: keep May as a main and give a her damn proper storyline with more screentime and then add Ravi as a main and pay anirudh what he's fucking worth

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Ilya can't go back to visit his mother's grave, but sometimes higher ups from the Treasury Board in Canada do go on diplomatic missions.

David who's assigned to go on a trip to Russia after Hollanov's been outed, because he's been picking up Russian and it would be a good temperature read on the Russian counterparts.

David who visits Irina's grave and spends time cleaning it up, lights a candle and sits until long after it's burned out.

David who tells Irina about Shane as a child, who tells her about all the ways Shane and Ilya fit together, who tells her about the puzzle nights and the cookies and cream ice cream and the blanket they keep specifically for Ilya on their couch.

David who reassures Irina that he helped Ilya with his cuff links on his wedding day, tells her not to worry about her boy.

David who tells Irina that her son is so loved and cherished.

David who plants a little maple tree as a "sign of friendship" in a park across from the cemetery Irina is buried in. He got to pick the place, and he made sure she would be able to see it.

Edit may 3: Hey if you're here from threads :) Love getting jump-scared with my own tumblr post getting screenshotted (this is fine i promise, they credited me properly) but jfc. Right in front of my salad???

Yes I kissed the brick :D

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Bruh they had the perfect opportunity to call back bucks coma by literally just having him say that he knew people were there while he was in his

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Nobody talk to me I could unraveled tickets and I'm fucking pissed and depressed and apathetic

[hudkarma]

Hudson Williams and Connor Storrie at the 2026 Met Gala (via caradelevingne on Instagram)

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U cannot tell me this man isn't a perfect nightwing

That's literally discowing right there

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In a perfect world Connor would be going as a Greek god statue type outfit (with maybe a little less fit)

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I feel like a sleeper cell agent called to attention when I heard the intro beats of I'll believe in anything come from my moms phone

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Istg if this doesn't lead to co-parenting buddie bc buck needs help and he turns to Eddie (who is also out of his depth bc it's been so long and Theo is so different than chris who he also wasn't there for all his toddler years)

Then the advice turns into actual coparenting turns into romantic hiding from each other turned kiss and dating and chris going finally

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I did not actually think we were ever retuning to the b buck donor plot line omfg

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Stfu I'm actually watching fanfiction again

The whole it's not us we're worried about, it's actually your genes that messed up the kid

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I did not actually think we were ever retuning to the b buck donor plot line omfg

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I can't wait to see lightning boy climb up a leader towards a highly dangerous electric tower where he could potentially be fried (again)

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I have a vision...

Hudson William's wonderland magazine shoot but it's Zuko instead... consider that one shot where everyone's grabbing him and he's covered in kisses... that shot with a peak of "bush," the JOCK STRAP

Hudcon GQ photoshoot but it's Zuko and Sokka... that photo of them hugging, them flexing, the soaking wet CROPPED t shirts, THE PLAY FIGHTING

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I come home to my parents watching this really odd movie and who do I see...

Mr David Hollander

And he's a congressman who murdered his wife in front of his child and fled