Have No Fear for Atomic Energy...

Skateboarding. Smoking weed. Friends. Pretty girls. For Skins RPG use only

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SO SAD :/

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OOC ANNOUNCEMENT

hey guys! This is kinda out of nowhere and even though I promised Lessie to try to work this out (please don't hate me Lessie!) I'm dropping Freddie cuz of personal reasons, but I wanted to thank all of you cuz you were here for me when I was at my lowest and made me happy rping with you. This is the greatest RP I have ever been a part of and I will miss you all.

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I like Freffy and I don't get why everyone is going so paranoid. Effy Stonem can do that I guess. Freddie likes girls that he can save and although Emma has her thing going on EFFY WAS HIS FIRST LOVE..WHERE'S THE JOURNAL FREDS! REMEMBER.

OOC: totes agree with you anon! I mean I didnt even know so many people ship Mcfeld, but like you said Effy was his first love and that's kind of hard to forget. Everyone should calm down! Lets see how things work out in the end.

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CAN YOU PLEASE STAND UP FOR MY SHIP? I mean... your ship. I mean THE SHIP. You and Emma. Seriously. There's people shipping things that are WRONG. You and Emma is endgame.

OOC: mcfeld is still on, guys! So just breath and honestly I like them together, but I can't deny that I like Freffy too! They were one of my otp's for gen 2. Anyways CALM DOWN.

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marvellouslyfuckedup replied to your post: . don’t make me slap you THIS IS LOVE LADIES AND GENTS!!! Lessie just loves me!! Lol

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jakebud replied to your post: OOC: Who do you ship everyone with in your rp? Now you made me feel bad for saying I ship Freddie and Foster’s bat… :’( TONISSA FEELS Hahah dont feel bad, Jake!! I know you ship them fiercely, but I do ship Tonissa so everything is all right haha

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she would, she has before. and is not like u care anyways-

I do care. 

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the shed @Freddie

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Freddie was at the pub working and texting Emma since the place couldn’t be more dead, he was glad his shift was finally over since slow days at the pub were extremely painful to bare. He walked down the streets of Bristol wanting to get his home as soon as possible to get a quick shower and go surprise Emma. Freddie took the bus and was sitting alone listening to music in a really good mood, even singing along to some of the songs until his phone vibrated in his hand and looking down to the screen he saw he got a new message from someone he wasn’t expecting to see anytime soon and he felt his body tensed. One simple text from Effy and he turned into a mess. He wanted to see her obviously but what else? He did miss her, but everything was just plain confusing. Freddie got off the bus and ran the two blocks to his house, when he arrive he didn’t lose more time and walked right to the shed, he was about to pull open the door but he stopped dead in his track with his hand in the door knob it wasn’t like he could just go away, not again. Freddie breath heavily closing his eyes and opened the door, walking inside the shed, the first thing he saw was her sitting in the couch with a smile in her face and her legs crossed. “Hey” he said as he walked to stand in front of her “Where?… How?” Freddie shook his head still not believing she was in front of him, he pulled her up from the couch and hug her as tight as he could without hurting her. He put both of his hands in each side of her face, moving his thumb in circular motions and locking eyes with Effy, but in the back of his mind he couldn’t forget that there was a girl with a different shade of blue on her eyes so he put his hands down a gave a step back. 

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Effy threw her phone down on the seat next to her. She wandered her eyes around the room before she stood up. The walls and doors still filled with skater stickers, ashtrays on the table. As clear as Effy saw, the shed hadn’t changed at all since she’s been there last. She made her way to the back wall where a poster sized photo of Cook, JJ, and Freddie, the three musketeers, had still been hung. She chuckled to herself as studied the photo. Effy paused a moment when she heard footsteps just outside the shed, she scurried back to the couch and crossed one leg over the other. The door to the shed swung open slowly and Effy glared her eyes forward. ”Miss me?” she said with a smirk across her face. She embraced Freddie in his hug, not wanting to let go. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, before the hug was released. Something felt right between them, but something felt rather different. Did he find someone else? Has he moved on? The smirk on her faced turned to a frown when she noticed Freddie gave a step away from her. “You alright Freds?” Effy was concerned. She fell back on the couch and took a deep breathe. Trying not to let it bother her she strapped a smile back on her face. “You just going to stand there, or are you going to offer me a spliff?” she chuckled as she leaned forward slightly. Effydidn’t know what else to say. 

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 “You alright Freds?” He nodded completely lost for words. Freddie stood there frozen watching Effy sitting down on the couch, just like she had never left as if everything was like it used to be. “You just going to stand there, or are you going to offer me a spliff?” she chuckled and Freddie couldn’t help the smile that appeared in his face. “Oh yeah, sorry. Want one?… obviously you want one” he said taking out a little cigar case that he had bought just the day before, opening it and putting a spliff between his lips, lightning it a moment after. Freddie hadn’t made eye contact with Effy yet. He passed her the spliff letting it out the smoke that his lungs were holding. “I did miss you” he smiled coyly and took a sit next to her. “Where have you been? When did you get here?” Freddie asked the first thing that came to his mind, it was better than asking her all the things he wanted to ask, that was for another moment. “Did you miss me?” he turned to see her right into her eyes, trying to look for something, something he didn’t even know what it was. Freddie felt his heart beating faster just for being sitting next to her and it got him confused because he thought that he had moved on, he was sure he had stopped loving her, but now seeing her there Freddie realized that it wasn’t that easy to forget her or to stop feeling things, he realized that everything was still there. 

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“I did miss you.” the words Freddie said as he passed the spliff. He did miss her, but something was still wrong. She reached out for the spliff and took a drag of it, only a moment later she released the smoke in perfect rings. “Anthea dragged me to Italy with her. Just got back today.” she smirked, answering his next question as she handed the spliff back to him. “You missed me huh?” she bit her lip slightly and looked down at her hands. Effy looked up again and noticed Freddie staring into her eyes, looked as if he was looking for something. Does he still feel it too? She looked nervously back at her hands and mumbled, “Of course I missed you.” she strapped on a smile as she perked her head up. “The shed hasn’t changed a bit, has it?” she asked, her eyes wandered around. 

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“Of course I missed you.” Freddie smiled at her words one of those big smiles with dopey eyes he ever wore around her, it was like second nature now. “The shed hasn’t changed a bit, has it?” He nodded, he cleaned it up for his date with Emma, but just two days after it looked like a complete mess. “No, it hasn’t change one bit. Nothing has really change”he mumbled under his breath. He knew he didn’t need to explain it, Effy was really smart to figure out what he meant without him helping her. “Have you seen someone from the gang yet?” he asked her trying to deflect some attention. “Maybe we can surprise him. Don’t tell anyone you are back and you can just show up to JJ’s party yeah”he smiled locking eyes with her. Freddie was happy she was there with him, but he felt it was a vision or a dream and he couldn’t shake some of his bitterness away. “Why did you leave, Eff”? he broke one of the promises he had done to himself asking her that. Freddie promised not to look for answers that Effy didn’t want to give him straight away. “Did you meet someone in Italy?” he started fidgeting with his key chain that was hanging out from the pocket of his pants. Do I really want to know? She isn’t yours, he kept thinking. 

“No, it hasn’t change one bit. Nothing has really change.” Effy smirked at his words,  and nodded in approval. “Nothing ever does change.” she added as she glanced up at the ceiling. “Maybe we can surprise him. Don’t tell anyone you are back and you can just show up at JJ’s party yeah.” Freddie suggested and she gazed back into his eyes, “Yeah cool.” she nodded her head and smiled. “Why did you leave, Eff?” his question turned her expression blank, she looked down and fiddled with her hands. “..I had to.” Effy glanced back up and bit her lip slightly. “Did you meet someone is Italy?” Freddie’s question that really turned her stomach, asking if she had met someone. She met lots of people, no one she knew the names of. “No one worthy enough, no.” a smile began to reform on her face when she answered. “Have you, met someone?” Effy was terrified of his answer. What if he did? Would I be able to handle is? Those were all thoughts running through her head, her mind felt like it was spinning out of control. A smile was placed on her face to hide the pain she had held up inside.

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“No one worthy enough, no.” Freddie felt a sense of calm invading him, but was soon replaced when he turned to see Effy. “Have you, met someone?” She looked so calm and even smiling while his heart couldn’t stop beating so fast. “I waited for you, Eff. I thought I wouldn’t got another chance to see you again.” Freddie turned his body completely so he was facing Effy with one leg hanging from the sofa and the other awkwardly squeezed between their bodies. He touched her face and she leaned to his touch, it was breaking Freddie’s heart. “I met someone Eff” he closed his eyes and sighed, it was too much for him to handle. He still has feelings for Effy, but what about Emma? She has always been really good to him, making him feel things that he thought he wouldn’t feel again. “I just don’t want to lose you again” he admitted knowing Effy would probably choose to leave him again than stick around to sole this mess. “Do you still feel something for me?… I need to know” he begged her for the truth, he wanted her to still love him. At the end of the day she was Effy and he was Freds, everything had to be complicated. 

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“I waited for you, Eff. I thought I wouldn’t get another chance to see you.” Effy’s heart had begun racing at this point, as Freddie hesitated to answer her question. She closed her eyes and let out a faint sigh when he had touched her face, her eyes always produced tears. She held it together, and she hid it quite well. She was Effy. Then Freddie said the most feared words, “I met someone Eff.” Her heart had never beat so fast before, almost like it was screaming. She closed her eyes a moment as she took it all in. “Do you still feel something for me?.. I need to know.” Freddie’s words amazed her and she looked up and she sniffled her nose. Their eyes had caught in a gaze as she thought about the question. Of course she still felt something, but she wasn’t going to just blurt it out. It wasn’t that simple. He had a girlfriend, that he seemed happy with, maybe. She wasn’t really sure. She just gave him an Effy answer hoping the he would be able to decode it, “It’s you I spent my time is Italy thinking about.” She bit her lip slightly and looked down at her hands. 

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"It’s you I spent my time in Italy thinking about.” Those words, it was a painful reminder of what they had. He was trying really hard to not just hug her or kiss her right then and there. "You were all I could think about for so long. I'm scared that now you are here and you are going to be all I can think about, again. Freddie put his hand over hers so she stopped fidgeting, it wasn't necessary and intertwined his fingers with her squeezing her hand. "I love you Effy,it was driving me crazy and I don't know if I can trust you. I don't even know if you would want to show me that you are here to stay" Freddie said love in present tense because he did, he felt love for Effy even if they wouldn't find their way back together, he would want her to be in his life. "Want to hear a joke? I asked her to be official only two days ago" he laughed at the irony and wondered I Effy would have been there by that time if he would go through with all the plans he had back then with Emma. "I'm happy to see you again. I'm happy you are back, you don't even know how happy I am yeah" he said standing up. "want a beer or something?" he didn't want a beer, he just wanted to have 5 minutes to himself so he could rearrange his thoughts. 

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u want her overdosing agan? or cutting?

Stop it, wanker. She won't do that I wont let her.

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OOC: Who do you ship everyone with in your rp?

Uhm I ship Tony with Alissa, Emily with Naomi, Char with Emma? (kind of cuz I do ship Emma with Freddie) Liv and Chris are cute too and Freddie with Effy.

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u know what ur doing., shes not eating again and its ur fault. twat

No its not... I never. You know what FUCK YOU!!!

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what ur doing, is not cool

And what the fuck am I doing? Piss off and mind your own business, mate!

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the shed @Freddie

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Freddie was at the pub working and texting Emma since the place couldn’t be more dead, he was glad his shift was finally over since slow days at the pub were extremely painful to bare. He walked down the streets of Bristol wanting to get his home as soon as possible to get a quick shower and go surprise Emma. Freddie took the bus and was sitting alone listening to music in a really good mood, even singing along to some of the songs until his phone vibrated in his hand and looking down to the screen he saw he got a new message from someone he wasn’t expecting to see anytime soon and he felt his body tensed. One simple text from Effy and he turned into a mess. He wanted to see her obviously but what else? He did miss her, but everything was just plain confusing. Freddie got off the bus and ran the two blocks to his house, when he arrive he didn’t lose more time and walked right to the shed, he was about to pull open the door but he stopped dead in his track with his hand in the door knob it wasn’t like he could just go away, not again. Freddie breath heavily closing his eyes and opened the door, walking inside the shed, the first thing he saw was her sitting in the couch with a smile in her face and her legs crossed. “Hey” he said as he walked to stand in front of her “Where?… How?” Freddie shook his head still not believing she was in front of him, he pulled her up from the couch and hug her as tight as he could without hurting her. He put both of his hands in each side of her face, moving his thumb in circular motions and locking eyes with Effy, but in the back of his mind he couldn’t forget that there was a girl with a different shade of blue on her eyes so he put his hands down a gave a step back. 

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Effy threw her phone down on the seat next to her. She wandered her eyes around the room before she stood up. The walls and doors still filled with skater stickers, ashtrays on the table. As clear as Effy saw, the shed hadn’t changed at all since she’s been there last. She made her way to the back wall where a poster sized photo of Cook, JJ, and Freddie, the three musketeers, had still been hung. She chuckled to herself as studied the photo. Effy paused a moment when she heard footsteps just outside the shed, she scurried back to the couch and crossed one leg over the other. The door to the shed swung open slowly and Effy glared her eyes forward. ”Miss me?” she said with a smirk across her face. She embraced Freddie in his hug, not wanting to let go. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, before the hug was released. Something felt right between them, but something felt rather different. Did he find someone else? Has he moved on? The smirk on her faced turned to a frown when she noticed Freddie gave a step away from her. “You alright Freds?” Effy was concerned. She fell back on the couch and took a deep breathe. Trying not to let it bother her she strapped a smile back on her face. “You just going to stand there, or are you going to offer me a spliff?” she chuckled as she leaned forward slightly. Effydidn’t know what else to say. 

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 “You alright Freds?” He nodded completely lost for words. Freddie stood there frozen watching Effy sitting down on the couch, just like she had never left as if everything was like it used to be. “You just going to stand there, or are you going to offer me a spliff?” she chuckled and Freddie couldn’t help the smile that appeared in his face. “Oh yeah, sorry. Want one?… obviously you want one” he said taking out a little cigar case that he had bought just the day before, opening it and putting a spliff between his lips, lightning it a moment after. Freddie hadn’t made eye contact with Effy yet. He passed her the spliff letting it out the smoke that his lungs were holding. “I did miss you” he smiled coyly and took a sit next to her. “Where have you been? When did you get here?” Freddie asked the first thing that came to his mind, it was better than asking her all the things he wanted to ask, that was for another moment. “Did you miss me?” he turned to see her right into her eyes, trying to look for something, something he didn’t even know what it was. Freddie felt his heart beating faster just for being sitting next to her and it got him confused because he thought that he had moved on, he was sure he had stopped loving her, but now seeing her there Freddie realized that it wasn’t that easy to forget her or to stop feeling things, he realized that everything was still there. 

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“I did miss you.” the words Freddie said as he passed the spliff. He did miss her, but something was still wrong. She reached out for the spliff and took a drag of it, only a moment later she released the smoke in perfect rings. “Anthea dragged me to Italy with her. Just got back today.” she smirked, answering his next question as she handed the spliff back to him. “You missed me huh?” she bit her lip slightly and looked down at her hands. Effy looked up again and noticed Freddie staring into her eyes, looked as if he was looking for something. Does he still feel it too? She looked nervously back at her hands and mumbled, “Of course I missed you.” she strapped on a smile as she perked her head up. “The shed hasn’t changed a bit, has it?” she asked, her eyes wandered around. 

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“Of course I missed you.” Freddie smiled at her words one of those big smiles with dopey eyes he ever wore around her, it was like second nature now. “The shed hasn’t changed a bit, has it?” He nodded, he cleaned it up for his date with Emma, but just two days after it looked like a complete mess. “No, it hasn’t change one bit. Nothing has really change”he mumbled under his breath. He knew he didn’t need to explain it, Effy was really smart to figure out what he meant without him helping her. “Have you seen someone from the gang yet?” he asked her trying to deflect some attention. “Maybe we can surprise him. Don’t tell anyone you are back and you can just show up to JJ’s party yeah”he smiled locking eyes with her. Freddie was happy she was there with him, but he felt it was a vision or a dream and he couldn’t shake some of his bitterness away. “Why did you leave, Eff”? he broke one of the promises he had done to himself asking her that. Freddie promised not to look for answers that Effy didn’t want to give him straight away. “Did you meet someone in Italy?” he started fidgeting with his key chain that was hanging out from the pocket of his pants. Do I really want to know? She isn’t yours, he kept thinking. 

“No, it hasn’t change one bit. Nothing has really change.” Effy smirked at his words,  and nodded in approval. “Nothing ever does change.” she added as she glanced up at the ceiling. “Maybe we can surprise him. Don’t tell anyone you are back and you can just show up at JJ’s party yeah.” Freddie suggested and she gazed back into his eyes, “Yeah cool.” she nodded her head and smiled. “Why did you leave, Eff?” his question turned her expression blank, she looked down and fiddled with her hands. “..I had to.” Effy glanced back up and bit her lip slightly. “Did you meet someone is Italy?” Freddie’s question that really turned her stomach, asking if she had met someone. She met lots of people, no one she knew the names of. “No one worthy enough, no.” a smile began to reform on her face when she answered. “Have you, met someone?” Effy was terrified of his answer. What if he did? Would I be able to handle is? Those were all thoughts running through her head, her mind felt like it was spinning out of control. A smile was placed on her face to hide the pain she had held up inside.

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"No one worthy enough, no.” Freddie felt a sense of calm invading him, but was soon replaced when he turned to see Effy. “Have you, met someone?” She looked so calm and even smiling while his heart couldn't stop beating so fast. "I waited for you, Eff. I thought I wouldn't got another chance to see you again." Freddie turned his body completely so he was facing Effy with one leg hanging from the sofa and the other awkwardly squeezed between their bodies. He touched her face and she leaned to his touch, it was breaking Freddie's heart. "I met someone Eff" he closed his eyes and sighed, it was too much for him to handle. He still has feelings for Effy, but what about Emma? She has always been really good to him, making him feel things that he thought he wouldn't feel again. "I just don't want to lose you again" he admitted knowing Effy would probably choose to leave him again than stick around to sole this mess. "Do you still feel something for me?... I need to know" he begged her for the truth, he wanted her to still love him. At the end of the day she was Effy and he was Freds, everything had to be complicated. 

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Text @Freddie

Emma: Hey baby, fancy a movie and couch cuddling? i miss u :(

Freddie: hey love. It sounds really good but I can't right now I'm talking to an old friend I ran into earlier.

Emma: All right...come later if you want or no, whatever.

Freddie: don't be like that! I will go get my prize.