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“It was inevitable, but I regretted it every step of the way.” (Karen)

“Regret what.. Karen what did you do?!”

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Betrayal & Regret Sentence Starters

“I told you not to get too close to me.” “From the day we met, I knew I’d hurt you eventually.” “I wish you never had trusted me.” “I told you to leave, but you didn’t. I gave you the chance!” “We were never friends. I’m so sorry.” “I did something terrible.” “It was inevitable, but I regretted it every step of the way.” “I’m mainly sorry that somewhere along the way, I started to care about you.” “I guess this is a lesson in not trusting people, right?” “How long?…Since the beginning.” “I wish I could just make a wish and become a better person.” “None if it was real, but I wish it was.” “Do you think I liked hurting you?” “I hurt people. It’s all I’m good at.” “I did it because I had to, not because I ever wanted to.” “I -did- care about you, I just had no other choice.” “You should have walked away when you had the chance.” “If we had never met, it would have saved us both some grief.” “I know it hurts, but I’m still glad we had the chance to know each other.” “Hurting you was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.” “I didn’t want it to be like this, but I had no control!” “I guess I’ve just never been a trustworthy person.” “I don’t blame you. I wouldn’t want to forgive me either.” “So? Aren’t you going to say something?” “If I tell you what I did, we’ll probably never see one another again.”

“When were you going to tell me about this?” “Why me? Of all people, why me?” “You planned this all from the beginning?” “I wanted so badly to think you were different.” “How could you lead me along like that?” “None of what we had was ever real, was it?” “So, our friendship didn’t mean anything to you?” “I would have done anything for you, but you’ve ruined all of that.” “All of the things I sacrificed for you didn’t mean a thing?” “I wish I had known when we met that you were such a vile person.” “If I could go back, I would just walk away.” “I forgive you, but I’m not going to forget what you did.” “No. I don’t accept your apology.” “After all your lies, how do I know you mean it when you say you’re sorry?” “I hope you realized what you did was cruel.” “I still care about you.” “Just tell me that your feelings towards me were genuine.” “What on earth is worth betraying someone who loves you?” “If you want to regain my trust, you have to earn it.” “Don’t just say you’re sorry. Show me that you’re sorry.”

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spiritcfmagic:

“It is just, I mean….wow!” She wasn’t really sure how to react now. Just running away was no option, of course. Blossom would never run only because the situation was a little difficult. “So for how long are you…. interested into me this way already?”

Freddie thought playing with his fork, “Um.. since we met honestly I just didn’t know what to tell you” he shrugged laughing a little, Admittedly Freddie never was good at explaining things, specially not to girls like Blossom.

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spiritcfmagic:

“Me…..?!?” Blossom put her fork down, looking at Freddie in a mix of surprise and confusion. “You are interested in me, as…. more than your best friend?” The thought had never really been coming to her. Blossom liked Freddie, a lot. He was very important to her. But she had not expected there could maybe be more than just friendship between them.

Freddie froze for a few seconds all the answers and thoughts going through his mind, he never expected to tell her this. “I.. I’m sorry I didn’t” he swallowed hard staring at his drink. He was nervous as hell after all she could run away.

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acacia: how much does it take for your muse to hate someone?

Honestly Freddie barely hates people.. it would take something like them harming his friends or family to hate them.

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colorful headcanons.

( send me a copic color for a headcanon )

frost blue: does your muse enjoy the snow and cold? or are they the type to enjoy summer more?

peacock blue: is your muse honest? what sorts of lies do they tell, if not?

lapis lazuli: does your muse prefer the idea of exploring the depths of the oceans, or the boundless expanses of space more?

reddish brass: how likely is your muse to step up and take the role of a leader? are they willing to take the challenge, or are they more apt to being a follower?

burnt umber: how stable is your muse, mentally and/or emotionally?

champagne: does your muse drink (alcohol)? are they a heavy drinker, if so?

tea orange: what is something that your muse is fascinated with?

malachite: has your muse ever done anything that they winded up feeling incredibly guilty for in the end?

olive: is your muse prone to feeling envious of others? if yes, what is it that they typically feel envious over?

vermillion: is your muse courageous, or would they consider themselves to be more of a coward?

coral: what is your muse's romantic and sexual orientations?

bougainvillaea: would your muse consider themselves as blunt, or do they beat around the bush instead?

currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)?

crimson: how passionate is your muse about the things they love most?

raspberry: what food and/or drink can your muse not get enough of? do they indulge in it often, or is it something reserved for special occasions?

baby blossoms: does your muse have a favorite scent? what is it, and why?

mallow: what sorts of things might remind your muse of those close to them? any scents, objects, sounds?

aubergine: does your muse prefer the day, or are they more of a night-owl?

acacia: how much does it take for your muse to hate someone?

cadmium yellow: what subjects or topics does your muse avoid, because they bring up harmful / painful memories?

honey: when your muse loves someone (whether it be romantic, platonic, or familial love), how do they show it?

chartreuse: if you had to describe your muse with a color, what color would it be and why?

anise: when it comes to self-care, what does your muse do to take care of themselves? do they take care to spend time on it, or do they feel they don't deserve it?

new leaf: what message would your muse send to their past self, if any?

moss: how easily does your muse adapt to any new situations they're thrust into?

silk: does your muse care about appearances much? do they spend a lot of time on their own appearance, or do they just go with the flow each day?

sanguine: does your muse typically have an optimistic, pessimistic, or some middle ground outlook on life?

atoll: if your muse could go anywhere, without any restrictions whatsoever, where would they go? why would they go there?

cool grey: if your muse could ensure one thing for certain in their future to come, what would it be?

black: does your muse have a 'bucket list?' list some things your muse wants to accomplish before they die.

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spiritcfmagic:

Blossom grabbed her food and slowly started to eat. “Oh, and why? I mean, She’s not someone you only know over the internet, right?” She had seen such things going on with her fellow students, and while Blossom loved chatrooms like everyone else did, they never felt personal enough for her to build real friendships there.

Freddie smirked shaking his head, “No not online..” he said firmly, although that would be hell of a lot easier he wouldn’t ever risk that. “It.. er is you” he swallowed not knowing what would happen next, would she stay? would this have fucked them up?

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The lads.

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tormcnted:

“explain explain. what the fuck is there to explain freddie?” if he wasn’t dead, then john had lied to him. but the clothes, he’d seen them blood soaked and so clearly freddie’s. but what if that had been a set up too? shit.  “i thought you were fucking dead freddie.” he stood his ground outside, not wanting to step in and give so easy. because if he wasn’t dead, then he’d left. he’d left cook in bristol alone.

Freddie almost hated himself for leaving them all especially Cook, “I.. I had no choice! I had to leave to save your damn ass Cook” He sighed looking at the boy he once called his best friend, if he even was his friend after this. “You.. don’t understand John knew things..things that I couldn’t tell you” he frowned gripping the door handle. “Please..come inside” he pleaded.

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txtallyfxcked:

“Groot” The word echoed from her familiar tone, it was a unusual one to hear, and hit a little hard to hear, the way he’d moved on from all like that. She would’ve thought she’d find it easy to adjust but her ties from home that she held had made it harder than she imagined, that support tough to move on from. Now, those ties had arrived, and it had all blown up in her face. At least she’d not spoken to the others much, if their words cut her as much as Freddie’s, she’d rather be alone still. Leaning back against the chair, eyes watched the world around her, the life that thrived there, that she never seemed to notice at times. Finger tapping lightly against the side, sometimes she just needed to occupy herself. “I’ve got all the time in the world. Nothing to do hear exactly” She muttered in a frank tone. A nod at the place as they pulled up, the girl spoke once more. “Little nicer than your shed”.

Freddie laughed walking inside with the girl as he motioned around the place, “my new..shed” he laughed a little. “i am sorry..” he said glancing at her before going to the kitchen.

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grootrooted:

“Oh…I-I knew.. .I knew that” He infact did not know that. He knew it was directed to him but it didn’t know it was that.

Freddie felt himself panicking a little he didn’t want the boy to feel uncomfortable but he was never used to someone this pure, after all he came from people who were always drunk or off their head on drugs.

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grootrooted:

“Ohhhh okay !” He says. It takes him minute to realise that the innuendo was directed at him. He has no idea what it means but it does back his cheeks a light pink

Freddie smiled watching Groots face turn a light shade of pink for a moment, “It.. means I er am more experienced than you so i’d win.. sexually” He smiled blushing a little.

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spiritcfmagic:

“Well, in that case, you should introduce me to her one day,” Blossom mused, having a sip from her drink once it was brought to them. “Unless you do not want that. I do not need to know all of your friends, after all. I’m just curious.”

Freddie laughed almost spilling his drink before taking a mouthful of his food thinking, “Er.. that would be a little hard” he said knowing after all she couldn’t meet her own self.

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grootrooted:

Groot squints at him trying to figure out. “Like…like innuendo?” He asked. He’s overheard things before coming from the games he play but never actually to him

“Yeah exactly!” He smiled nodding knowing that now Groot slightly understood.

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kcnickie:

↦ KENICKIE gladly took the cigarette and tugged it instantly behind his ear, where it always went only moments before he lit it up. but he wanted to keep it this time. this decade was confusing enough to him he couldn’t afford any slip ups. “neato. got a fire, too?”

Freddie pointed to the lighter in his right hand which he held out to Kenickie, “here..” he said softly glancing at the guy, “you..from this era?” he asked confused by the language and clothing.

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grootrooted:

“Oh?  Is it…is human thing I miss again ?”  He asks.  Human expressions and sayings will definitely go past him so it’s not surprising if this one did. 

“Yeah.. but I was being erm dirty” he laughed soft playing with the controller as he watched Groot’s reactions.

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txtallyfxcked:

Hands rested in her pockets, a droop in her stance after the events that had just unfolded, still trying to comprehend them. Still that aftereffect rippling through her, coming to terms with it. Rustling with a receipt floating around their, she felt a comfort in toying with the fragile paper, crinkling it her hands as she tried to occupy her mind and actions with anything over than the pressing manner at hand. “Nice. Always good to have something like that to concentrate on” Words almost monotone, she kept a lowness to them as she kept her feelings away. “Got anyone you’re sharing with?” For all she knew, he’d moved on that quickly, replacing her within days. Unless it was simply another mate of course, though the thought of seeing him without that group of him, Cook, and JJ, as his closest ones, was an odd one.

Freddie drove with them both in the dark car listening to the soft sound of the low radio before glancing at the girl, “I..yeah kinda..he’s called Groot it’s a long story” he laughed a little as he went back to focusing on the road as he lit up a cigarette quickly. time passed as they arrived at the apartment.

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skinsxkaren:

Karen chuckled softly at her brother, hugging him for a few more moments before pulling away from him. “You are such a loser.” She told him, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand. “You look good though. I’m just glad you are alive and okay. Makes me feel less terrified being in this town.”

Freddie laughed at her comment watching her wipe the little tears that feel from her face. “Love you too..” he said sarcastically with a smile, “You know you’re never alone here a few of the group are here too” he nodded.