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❝ Learn the difference between being wild & being free. ❞ - (..) FREEWILLDS, an independent, private and selective multimuse for fantasy based muses, including Bioware's DRAGON AGE, Tolkien's LORD OF THE RINGS, Netflix's THE WITCHER and more. loved wild and free by KIT.

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#to plant a garden is to believe in the future 「ooc」

wcrriorhearts

@freewillds said: ❛ it's hard to see who i am when i am lost in what's expected of me. ❜ / aerea for rhaenyra !

Rhaenyra clasped her hands in front of herself and cocked her head, mustering her daughter intently. "And pray tell, sweet girl, what is expected of you? Have I ever forced you to be anyone other than yourself? Have you not had every freedom you desired growing up? All I have expected of you and your brothers alike, is that you are honest, behave in ways befitting your station, take your lessons seriously and be kind to each other."

She had removed the children from court, before the pressure of it could wear them down in the same way it had chipped away on her soul, so she was uncertain what Aerea was referring to. There had been no discussion of marriage, no limitations to how her children lived, aside from displaying manners and treating others with respect. Granted, they were royals and as such would have their duties to the realm one day, but not now.

freewillds

NOT IN SO MANY WORDS, NO. Muña has granted her many, many more freedoms afforded to the average highborn Lady in the Realm - had indulged her desire to train and be taught the sword alongside her brothers, weathering the Court and the Queen Consort's opinions on the matter. But Aerea cannot help but fear the marriage bed on the horizon, with or without a betrothal set in ink.

"You have always championed and protected me, and I do not take it lightly, I swear." A pause, a breath. " But Grandsire and the Realm will expect me to marry, some day. And the Lords and Ladies are always whispering about it, and I-"

(Cannot love a Lord in the way that is expected of her.)

#the pain in my vein is hereditary 「aerea v. / ic」#aerea v. & rhaenyra targaryen / wcrriorhearts #& rhaenyra targaryen / wcrriorhearts #wcrriorhearts #//nyra ilyyyyyy

eviefyres

PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

over a year ago, i made this meme & since then, it’s blown up. so, over a year later — i thought i would make a new one. so here it is, after several requests & a pile of brains, THE PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2 send me a ✿ and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [ your muse ] is the good influence / [ your muse ] is the bad influence / [ my muse ] is the good influence / [ my muse ] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other

ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush / [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [ from your muses side ] / unrequited [ from my muses side ] / unrequited [ from both sides ] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [ metaphorical ] / soulmates [ literal ] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [ on your muse ] / cheating [ with your muse ] / other

FAMILIAL. siblings [ half ] / siblings [ step ] / [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours / [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing / [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing / other

ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other

#call to the wild 「memes」

191195-deactivated20240210

this obliterated me

violentthunder

Antigonick, Anne Carson

folk-melody

Punishment, Rabindranath Tagore (Translated by William Radice)

#breathe through the fear and walk through the fire 「elaina. / study」#elaina. & vilya / byazriel #elaina. & vilya vessar / exandriias #hope is not always soft / sometimes it is a blade wrapped in velvet 「sofia d. / study」#i am coming home with blood in my mouth / i am coming home if it's the last thing i do 「sofia d. & amelie davinos / exandriias」#what season is it that we are no longer together & some of us have gone? 「davinos siblings」#let me tell you a story about hope it always starts and ends with birds 「aderyn r. / study」#aderyn r. & vidarr royce / exandriias #now there's blood in your mouth and it tastes like the family name 「valeria t. / study」#valeria t. & occtis tachonis / hcllowone #valeria t. & victoire tachonis / exandriias #the pain in my vein is hereditary 「aerea v. / study」#aerea v. & daena velaryon / bybear #aerea v. & lucerys tbt #aerea v. & jacaerys tbr

meme call, mayhaps?

#come get y'all juice 「starter call」#//specify muse / fandom or forever hold your peace !

wcrriorhearts

@freewillds said: ❝ forgive me, i did not know where else to go. ❞ / aerea for lysandra !

Lysandra's brows furrowed at the unexpected visitor in front of her door, but she stepped aside and let Aerea enter. "Are you missing body parts or is someone after you? My reaction to your visit depends on that. I'll either need a sword or needle and thread and let me say it, I am much better with a sword", Lyssa commented dryly, because no one had ever appeared with an exclaimer like this without being in trouble. "If, however, you're in trouble with your parents, I can't help you. I'm unfortunately afraid of your father."

freewillds

THAT ENTIRELY DEPENDS ON ONE'S DEFINITION OF BEING 'AFTER' SOMEONE. There are no guards on her tail, no knives waiting in the dark - although it feels entirely possible, knowing the Queen Consort's opinion on anything and everything to do with her mother.

"Unless you wish to fight, what seems like, the entirety of my Grandsire's Court, it may be best to put away with both." Though perhaps they should be kept at hand, just in case? She had simply forgotten just how much the Court loved their little whispers. (She had let her guard down in the safety of Dragonstone, she must admit.)

"My mother and the Queen Consort are having words again, I thought it best to escape before my looks are used against her. Again."

#the pain in my vein is hereditary 「aerea v. / ic」#aerea v. & lysandra strong / wcrriorhearts #& lysandra strong / wcrriorhearts #wcrriorhearts

spinning akot.sk!gael tonight

#to plant a garden is to believe in the future 「ooc」#//hunting aeg4 for Sport - gael1 is pulling duds on the decent dad bingo and her daughter lucks out solely by getting raised by daeron

inkskinned

i want to be so kind it echoes backwards in time and undoes the things that hurt you. i want to be so kind it radiates from me. i want to be so kind that i make someone else find faith in humanity again. there’s not much i can do, i’m small and weak and i only know so many words. but i know i can be kind. and sometimes, i believe, that changes the world.

#perhaps a fern in the forest in the storm; a singing bird 「celeste d. / study」#i feel my ancestors in my blood i am a body of people begging not to be forgotten 「liserne. / study」#grief is an amputation but hope is uncurable hemophilia: you bleed and bleed and bleed 「merian. / study」

tatturmemes

On Anon or not, send “Plot:” + describe something you really want to RP with my muse or something you want to see my muse do (if it’s to/with another RPer, list their username) and I’ll rate it:

fuck no || not really interested || huh?? || give me more details… || sure why not || OMFG YES

#call to the wild 「memes」

perduxamour

@freewillds 𓍼 continued…

Nodding gently, Julie takes in Celeste's appearance as she speaks. She drinks in every feature, those reflected in her own, and the now strange feeling of seeing Verso's there too. And amongst them, elements that are distinctly her daughter's own. So changed from what she once knew, but all too familiar. It's likely she'd never get used to this. But to have her mother fawn over her every time they saw each other wouldn't do well for Celeste.

She had been the right person to call Julie back to the present. Perhaps the best person. "There's so much to take in. So much I thought I knew, that I was so horribly ignorant of." She looked away, out toward the streets leading down to the harbour. "I'm thankful that you guide me through it, rather than judge me."

She says it with a soft jest, though it's undoubtedly true. Their roles have been reversed. It's for this reason that she ensures she's listening this time, catching every word. And grees wholeheartedly. "It would be nice, so long as Monocco is in a good mood. Is he still at his station? I haven't seen snow in... well. A very long time."

freewillds

THERE WAS NEVER ANY JUDGEMENT TO BE HAD. They had not known the truth of their world because Grandmère had not wished it so. Céleste could not blame her in her grief, only mourn the consequences that followed. (Aline held part of the blame, yes, but that does not excuse those Painters who chose cruelty over compassion.)

"You would have guided me the same, it's only right I lend a helping hand." They have the rest of their lives ahead to make up for time lost, and a whole world waiting at their feet, to explore and discover and make new memories.

"Give him a fight and Monoco will always be in a good mood." It was how Papa had convinced him to take out the Paintress, that final time. There are still Nevrons to be fought and Grandis to visit, the Station will do both of them well.

#perhaps a fern in the forest in the storm; a singing bird 「celeste d. / ic」#celeste d. & julie / perduxamour #& julie / perduxamour #perduxamour

yenvengerberg

DAMSEL (2024) dir. Juan Carlos Fresnadillo

#the pain in my vein is hereditary 「aerea v. / study」#//shout out to aerea's og fc

knightcrowned

❛ The dragons dance, and men are like dust under their feet. ❜ / aerea for baelor !

“That is not how a good man rules.”

His grandfather always came easily to mind, and not for good reasons. He had no fond memories of him, and when his father spoke of his rule, it was only to instruct Baelor in how not to behave. Aegon IV may have had no dragon, but men and women were dust to him all the same.

“We are kings before we are dragons, and a good king does not turn his people to ash.”

freewillds

A GOOD RULER SEES THEIR PEOPLE PROTECTED. Their line has seen their fair share of rulers, good or bad - though opinions on which side one might fall on depends entirely on who she might be speaking with. (It is unjust, to write off women as a whole based off the claims and actions of a few - are there not far more examples of men in their line who were ill suited to rule?)

"A good king sees his people fed and protected from those that would harm them." Even when those that would harm them would come from within. Cousin Aerion is cruel, to the smallfolk and his siblings alike, but Uncle Maekar does not seem to see through his ruse.

#the pain in my vein is hereditary 「aerea v. / ic」#aerea v. & baelor targaryen / knightcrowned #& baelor targaryen / knightcrowned #knightcrowned

sonarvedros

HC + Elmo too?? I want to hear more about your take on him!

Gael and Elmo weren't wholly a love match but not a purely political match either? She knew marriage was unavoidable for her, saw just how much say Rhaenyra was actually allowed in her own marriage, and started planning accordingly. Whether their first meeting is Rhaenyra's (show) investiture or Viserys and Alicent's wedding anniversary celebrations or even not until Rhaenyra's wedding celebrations, she can't help but notice him!

They dance and talk and she debates whether the Court gossip and scrutiny is worth a second because he's kind and she sees her way forward. An heir to one of the Great Houses and the future Lord Paramount of the Riverlands? There is little her father may find wanting, she'll secure a safe marriage for herself and help gain the Riverlands support for Rhaenyra in one fell swoop.

Rhaenyra's wedding is one for the Realm but Gael's is for the Riverlands, before her husbands gods in Riverrun's Sept. (If someday in the not so distant future she asks for a marriage in the tradition of her own House, then that is between them and the denizens of Dragonstone.)

she cannot grant their children Dragon eggs of their own but she can grant them their first flight when she's recovered enough from the birth, showing them the lands they'll one day rule.

With Lord Grover's views on the succession and clinging to life, they cannot act as well as they may want but he understands the duty Gael has toward her blood, the danger that Aegon's ascension poses to even their own boys, for if rhaenyra and her children were all to fall, the crown would follow to Gael and their children.

(That doesn't stop him from fearing for her with every flight and battle she takes part in.)

He's by her side through every loss and , utimately, she's the one to escort his body back to Riverrun on Vermithor for his funeral rites before seeing the rest of the Dance through. And when their last child is born, finally the daughter he'd been dreaming of, she's named in her father's honor. Elyana.

#you wear an ancestor's face you look like a woman you'll never meet 「gael t. / hc」

witchyxwoo

the other's voice had caught her off guard, even more so the mention of her mother. however, hesene had told others why she'd come to try and claim a dragon. she wasn't going to lie about who her mother was. there was no point in doing so, but most people seemed to believe her since they knew of her rough location in volantis. however, hesene's thought circle back to saera and the present time. she truly had no idea if her mother would approve of her being a dragonrider now. maybe she'd be pleased that she just survived the encounter at all.

"i have not written to her, no. i told her why i left, but i imagine she's focused on keeping her business running anyways."

freewillds

GAEL MAY HAVE TO SEND A RAVEN OF HER OWN, IF ONLY TO ENSURE SAERA OF HESENE'S SURVIVAL. Saera may have her business to focus on, that is true, but it would not do to bring her ire to Westeros, not while Aegon still lays claim to Rhaenyra's throne. (Not that she fears for Saera's life - if anything, she would love to watch her put Aegon in his place, dragon or no.)

"I imagine it must take some adjusting, claiming a Dragon for your own." It had taken Gael some time, to get used to the feel of Vermithor in her soul, the feeling of a hunger not her own, of rage and contentment and the freedom of the skies. (Nyra had not prepared her for it, the missing piece slotting into place, the world at her feet.)

"I did not hatch my mount as a cradle egg, like my sister. Vermithor was not claimed till i was older, and him far older in return."

#you wear an ancestor's face you look like a woman you'll never meet 「gael t. / ic」#gael t. & hesene of volantis / witchyxwoo #& hesene of volantis / witchyxwoo #witchyxwoo

❝A DAUGHTER OF MOUNTAINS, SHE TAUGHT HERSELF TO BALANCE ON UNEVEN GROUND, TO GATHER CLUES FROM THE WIND & THE NAVIGATION OF BIRDS, UNTIL SHE LEARNED THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING WILD & BEING FREE.❞ (..) - FREEWILLDS, an independent, private, and selective fantasy based multi muse, featuring muses from Bioware's DRAGON AGE SERIES, Tolkien's LEGENDARIUM, Sandfall Interactive's CLAIR OBSCUR: EXPEDITION 33, GRRM's F&B / ASOIAF and CRITICAL ROLE. Set free by KIT.

#to plant a garden is to believe in the future 「ooc」#dragon age rp #hotd rp #f&b rp #asoiaf rp #critical role rp #tolkien rp #e33 rp #clair obscur rp #silm rp #rop rp #rings of power rp #witcher netflix rp

perduxamour

Une élégie à 𝘭'𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘶. a fractured memory of lost love;

𓇢𓆸 of betrayal and trust forsaken; of resilience despite it all.

Independent and selective rp account for Julie from Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 by Sandfall Interactive. Headcanon based and spoilers abound. Est. May 2025. Loved ferociously and repainted by Keeley. She/Her. 25+. GMT.

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