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Another

The capter goes by

It’s time to walk away

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i saw you happy!

at the end of the day you find your self

no longer

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When It’s Just Me

There comes a time, the silence speaks,

No hands to hold, no voices seek.

The crowd is gone, the light is thin,

And all that’s left is me within.

No rescue call, no guiding flame,

No one left to praise or blame.

I plant my feet on trembling ground,

No echo now, no friendly sound.

I lift myself, though knees may shake,

Through every storm and each heartbreak.

With weary eyes, I face the sky,

And tell the winds, I will not cry.

For strength is born when none remain,

In quiet nights and hidden pain.

And though alone, I stand, I rise,

My soul still dances, still defies.

Let mountains roar, let rivers test,

I’ll do my part, God does the rest.

No longer lost, no longer small,

I’m not alone, I’ve faced it all.

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Where Did It All Go

Where did all the love go,

When the nights grew cold and still?

We were dancing in forever,

Now I’m chasing what I feel.

Every whisper once was sacred,

Now your silence holds the lead…

I gave you all my softness,

But you forgot how much it bleeds.

Where is all the commitment,

The “always” in your eyes?

Now the truth is just a shadow,

Hiding underneath your lies.

You said that you’d protect me,

But I’m standing here alone.

I built a house with loyalty

You turned it into stone.

Where did it all go?

The love, the trust, the flame?

You said you’d never leave me,

But you left me with the name.

And I still hear your heartbeat

In the halls of what we knew…

But all that’s left is silence now

Where once there was me and you.

We used to speak in colors,

Now we fade in black and white.

You were my calm in chaos,

Now you’re just my sleepless night.

How do you lose forever

When we held it in our hands?

Was it time or was it you…

Who let go of all our plans?

I believed in every promise,

Like a child believes in stars…

But stars can fall without a sound,

And break the strongest hearts…

Where did it all go?

The warmth, the vow, the fight?

I stayed when it got heavy…

You walked away so light.

And though I still remember

The way you used to glow…

The hardest part of loving you…

Is never knowing where it’d go.

Where did it all go…

Where did you go…

Where did we go…

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…Reconnecting, after so many years, can stir up a lot of emotions, nostalgia, comfort, maybe even a bit of “what if?”

[fretyemmabelda]

Feeling blue today

Lost my mind

Because I think of you

A Lot

How are you

[fretyemmabelda]

manusia hidup untuk memanusiakan orang lain.

bukan membunuh mimpi.

bukan menutup jalan.

atau meratapi.

manusia adalah makhluk sosial.

tetapi banyak yang menjadi pembawa sial.

hendak berpikir dengan sudut pandangmu.

tetapi tak melihat konsekuensi kedepannya.

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Feel so lonely,

took your freedom.

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Another nightmare, looks so real.

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Why you feeling sad when you already pray for his good.

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Bahagiaku hari ini, bisa membuat orang lain tertawa di hari beratnya.

Tetap kuat wahai orang hebat. Aku yakin kamu masih diberikan kekuatan oleh Tuhan.

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can you stop talking about something that I can do anymore.

Because I’m trying to hate that.

Thank you for understanding.

:)

[fretyemmabelda]

katanya tak memikirkan perasaannya.

Lantas,

Bagaimana dengan perasaanku?

Oh,

Mungkin sudah tak masuk hitungan.

Selamat!

Sudah berhasil mengubur kebebasanku.

[fretyemmabelda]

''it's time to surrender"

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2024...............

hectinya dari awal tahun,

akan ditutup dengan ah sudahlah

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ketika beberapa hal sudah tak menarik untuk ku dengarkan

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Perasaan yang mungkin tak bisa ku ungkapkan dengan kata-kata Tetapi hati ini terasah perih Menitihkan air mata tanpa harus menjelaskan Apakah aku lelah?

Serasa aku yang salah Bisakah semua tindakkan tidak dianggap secara negatif?

Diam dan menangis Kerjaku seharian terasa tek berguna Apakah aku kalah?

Amarahku membuatku rapuh Apakah aku berselisih?

Tampaknya sang pembuat masalah tak pernah merasa bersalah

Mungkin hal yang kau pikir biasa menjadi luar biasa sekarang

Terima kasih atas dasar pedulimu yang sangat menghancurkanku

Iya, meninggalkan hal yang sangat ku sukai tampaknya belum bisa kurelakan.

Dan sepertinya mempercayai orang lain lebih gampang kau sanggupi