Lauren

sw: 155 / cw: 129 / gw: 128 / ugw: 100?

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*~ Current stats ~*

Cw: 129

Gw: 128

Lw: 123

Ugw: 100?

Height: 5’5

bmi: 21.5

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I weighed a pound less than when I last checked (two days ago?). And I even already ate two sandwiches today, so I could have been lighter yet. It feels good to be losing again.

37 more pounds to go :/

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Simple Low-Cal Smoothie Recipe 🍓🍌

Ingredients:

1.5 cups frozen strawberries (~64 cals)

1/2 banana (~50 cals)

1 cup unsweetened almond milk (30 cals)

(Keep in mind I am estimating the measurements, tweak them as necessary)

Total Calories: ~144

Strawberries and almond milk are low cal. The banana adds some sweetness.

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I don’t want to look quite like EC, but I’d rather look like her than look like I do now

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Low cal pizza 🍕

Ingredients:

1 xtreme wellness tortilla (50 cals)

1 tablespoon pizza sauce (6 cals)

1 mozzarella cheese slice (60 cals

1 slice of turkey sandwich meat (17 cals)

Total: 133 calories

Directions:

Spread pizza sauce onto tortilla

Cut cheese slice into small pieces and sprinkle onto pizza

Add toppings (I ripped apart a piece of sandwich meat)

Bake (I cooked mine in an air fryer, on the bake setting, for about 8 minutes at 400 degrees F)

Enjoy!

I really enjoyed it and it’s a good low calorie version for pizza. You can certainly change the ingredients but the calorie count will be different!

Please stay safe and don’t be afraid to get help <3

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why is sleeping on an empty stomach so impossible 😭😭

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People post things like “remember to take your vitamins!” And that’s great and all, but I don’t have any vitamins and those posts scare me. I want to get some but I can’t drive myself to the store yet.

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I hate going grocery shopping with my mom and having to walk by all the low cal food wishing I could buy it.

When I can drive, I’m gonna go to the store and buy stuff I can keep in my room. The thought of it makes me so excited

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Really wanna work out, but my back hurts too much. Super annoying

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This is tmi, but

I’m glad that my ed has made me less horny cause I used to masturbate like once a day, now it’s a few times a month at most

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My mom keeps looking at my body and it makes me so uncomfy. She comments on my weight loss saying stuff like “you keep getting skinnier and skinnier,” and “do you even eat?”

I hate people looking at my body, and why does she have to say this stuff? And I’m not even skinny yet. I don’t even wanna know what she’s say if I managed to get close to my ugw. She’s been paying attention to my body already, I feel like I’m gonna get caught.

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How do I tell my mom to get a new scale without sounding weird? Ours is old and I’m pretty sure it’s not accurate. I think my mom might be a little suspicious of me already, but idk.

I’m scared I might weigh a lot more than I think, but it would make more sense tbh cause I know I have quite a bit of fat.

Edit: Maybe the next time I go over to someone’s house, I can use theirs and then tell my mom that I found out ours is wrong. That could work

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I dreamt that I binged on a fuck ton of candy. Now I feel fat even though it wasn’t real

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I really like playing Just Dance to burn calories because it’s fun and motivates me. I recommend it.

And if you don’t have the game, you can watch them on YouTube and dance along.

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I feel very sick this morning. I’m super light headed and dizzy. I feel like I’m gonna throw up. I got something to eat and drink, so hopefully it will help. I don’t know if I’m getting sick again or if it’s just because I’ve been restricting. But I have to work today for 6 hours. I’m finally quitting though but I’m scared because I’ve never quit a job before.

I’m staying home from work, I’m actually sick

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Lost 1 pound again finally. I was at 125 for not even a week, but it felt like forever.

Also, I don’t trust my scale cause it’s old and I’m scared that I might weigh 5-10 lbs more than it says. But how could I tell my mom to get a new one without her becoming a little suspicious??

Also, also, I might get to quit my job soon. I really don’t like it, so I just have to fully convince my parents to let me (sadly it’s not just up to me). But it’s so stressful, it’s pretty far away, and I don’t even get paid good.

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Finally packed a lunch for school. It’s 250 calories if I eat it all, but I doubt I will. It’s basically a little sub with some fruit and veggies

I’m just tired of trying to figure out how many calories are in the schools lunch, it’s always a lot (and others complain about how little food they give us, but I guess it’s cause their not sick lmao)