Imagination; Personified

26. Leo. I display my emotions here cause I can't anywhere else.

[frompassiontoyou]

I’m not sure when I fell in love with curly hair but it’s amazing. 

[frompassiontoyou]

I’m missing people who never went missing.

[frompassiontoyou]

If I remember anything about you It’s probably the way you glided your fingers across my cheek the same way the wind  passes over the sands in egypt How your stare was so soft and open I had a lifetime pass when I entered that realm for split seconds and when you spoke it soothed me like heaven’s harps If there’s anything I’ll remember it’s the way you felt when we touched...

[frompassiontoyou]

I still think about the time I cupped your face as water fell down into my hands  filling the crevices like a river I sometimes hold my breath at the thought I indulged and swam in your life before I realized the waves crashed too hard. 

[frompassiontoyou]

I think about you all the time yet I talk to you the least in search for relief I lose myself the moment you’re released. I’ll search for an end we can agree on and in the meantime

I’ll only focus on what I like of you and everything I did wrong. 

[frompassiontoyou]

Internet speed.

I’m too ambitious for my own good.  the manner in which I talk to people throws them off bold and strong held too long it’s abrasive and off putting. They can’t...concern themselves with trivial non sense a topic that cares no logic worth stopping and giving homage or respect to.  I can’t expect someone to stay if they feel the need to go but if you’re listening, if you don’t like it tell me no. 

[frompassiontoyou]

The way pianist, presses his fingers on keys to form melodies in between the strings of his soul making notes for his contentment  Is the same way I’d spend my existence weaving stars in the sky for each frown you’ll ever have to make sure you’re never unhappy. 

[frompassiontoyou]

My night’s become a dark room with my cellphone as my only light I never thought my strongest connections would let me lead a lonely life.

[frompassiontoyou]

My hand glides across the screen in hopes to reach you that maybe you can feel my touch that I send when you connect on myside I don’t question it but I do wish you were closer to me existence would be much easier if I knew the soul I’m drawn to didn’t feel like such a ghost or a mere hope in my own imagination.

[frompassiontoyou]

I wonder if love is when my arms wrap around her. with my elbows by her waist and my hands on her back pulling into me and they act as the bridge between our chests to connect and synchronize our rhythms. or is love knowing that if I can’t be strong will she be there to catch me before I crumble and crash into the earth in peril.  If her arms, encasing my neck and her fore arms pulling my shoulders into her covering me like a river covers rocks. Is love the moment everything falls apart and you still find a way to stare in their eyes and link hands with hope letting them know it’ll be ok before your lips embrace reassurance? love must be the seconds, your heart races and time slows down in your mind when you are certain but nervous. as each breath you take in absorbs  the energy they emit.  It’s the split moments where another person makes you feel alive. The love I’ve searched for in other people, I have never given myself to begin with.  it makes sense, I’m never content. 

[frompassiontoyou]

Nicknames.

I wonder when a woman says I’m amazing if they’re talking about how I take too long to decide  what I want to eat, since to me there’s so many factors to consider. If she means that I’m able to be concerned with such little details I can’t ever tell if I dislike something for it’s faults or appreciate it for being honestly, what it is. I wonder when a woman tells me I’m beautiful If they’re more focused on the wave and flow of my hair, even after just waking up. If the width of my shoulders, sits stably on the symmetric build of my torso. Encasing my chest  Or if she’s taking into account, how I spend more time chasing dreams rather than looking for solidarity. In the same way she says she doesn’t need me but rather wants me.  I wonder when a woman calls me hers  if she’s proud of me, to say she has found a man to call her own who traverses the earth looking to leave a footprint...guiding her the whole way or if she thinks I would be lost without her...

[frompassiontoyou]

Off I go again, into the crevis between earth and heaven. Wondering where the hell the stars I wished upon went? I traverse the universe once more in search of the center of the sun. I am stuck living in infinity where voices rain down on me like a water fall pours down into valley. drenched in their thoughts I remain dry. I’m in the in between once again feeling crushed, looking for space to swim.

[frompassiontoyou]

I find it outstanding forever was offered as a promise yet you take it over the constant being temporary  How is so much time spent together just a few seconds I’ve left it as ticking in my heart has skipped in remembrance. I watch you tug the strings and I can feel your joy as with, conflict is something between us I avoid yet the sparks we have now, aren’t the wick burning before the fireworks it’s from friction like dilapidated steel grinding together. Chalk across a board or sidewalk creates writing the wind pushes the waves and circulates the ocean but for some reason  when my heart connects with yours, we fall apart.

[frompassiontoyou]

as I clench my hand harder to close I can feel the sand dissipate as it slips and seeps from my fingers back onto the beach the ocean leaves and returns in sync of the wind.

[frompassiontoyou]

I miss you so much  my exhales are not my expulsion of air from my body but it’s the crumbling of foundation that held your memories from falling into nothing. 

[frompassiontoyou]

I whispered my prayers into the universe and the universe sent me back  the best response. the stars could garner their strength for I didn’t think in it’s vast space where echos tread teetering lines between infinity and stoppage there would be somewhere listening with the proper offer. Light years away or at my finger tips life has given me a second chance. 

[frompassiontoyou]

I rearranged the stars to write across the sky  my confession to you so where ever you are you know I’m not far. I molded it to be a compass for when your soul is ever lost it points you towards the sun I clasped my hands tight and closed my eyes to focus  on the contraction of my heart when conflicts my mind I don’t spend moments with you to only sink in them then I do it also because they’ll last forever.