God's personal favorite

Diagnosed borderline, clinical depression, and anxiety. SA and abuse survivor. Recovering alcoholic and active polyaddict. Currently grieving the loss of my father since 9-28-23. My personal hell. Your feelings will not be considered.

[mischievousdog]

Worth Every Hurt

[wormwxxd]

for someone never meant for this world,

i must confess, i’m having a hard time

leaving it

[canis-infernalis]

about my experience with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

[canis-infernalis]

Poor puppy

She suddenly stopped the car when the headlights illuminated the figure of a dog. “Mommy!” the little girl yelled, leaning over her mum’s seat and pointing at the silhouette that stood in the middle of the road “Poor puppy, he is lost! Can we take him home?”

@canis-infernalis-art

[frothyfangs]

None of this actually matters. None of it.

[frothyfangs]

I do wrong by everyone who loves me

[dollieheartt]

[ghostssmoke]

Church Grim

[frothyfangs]

Everyone was right about me

[frothyfangs]

I'm such a whiny bitch and I'm tired and I don't want to be held accountable for how I interact with people at my worst so I'd rather there not be anyone around me at all actually.

I just want to suffer alone without anyone to remind me of what a miserable cunt I am. I know I'm mean, I don't get a moment away from my own brain and I'm my harshest critic.

I don't need to hear about how awful I am, I already know, thanks.

[frothyfangs]

I'm not opening up to anyone ever again I don't even want to make anymore friends, fuck this

[frothyfangs]

I don't want anyone to have to feel my pain.

I don't want them to pretend they feel it either.

[frothyfangs]

I can only hope that when the time comes for my consciousness and body to reintegrate itself with the Earth, that I am welcomed with relief and warmth.

[frothyfangs]

No different than anyone else. Not special. Not unique.

Just a person experiencing what has been experienced countless times and countless years before my own experiences. It is quickly going to smudge and fade and integrate itself back into the bigger picture, almost like he was never even here in the first place.

It may have mattered for a week or two, but the expectation is to move forward like nothing even happened.

I have to be okay with that I have to be okay with that I have to be okay with that I have to be okay with that

Empathy will fade and we will move on. I will have to move on. I have to be okay with that.

No one is here for me. No one is here for me. I need to keep it that way.

[vyrosk]

|Blood To Bood|

[frothyfangs]

I'm a miserable bitch and I want everyone to know that

Get away from me

[synapseoftheark]

downward spiral