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i think . i need a starfire/nightwing reader adoption fic i think that would fix me

KEYLIME PIE X STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE IS MY DREAM THREESOME

[ #05 ]

read another one of my mangas today

i love nagabe's work so muuuuuuch !!! <3

also, super funny going from monotone blue to the girl from the other side

and EVEN FUNNIER going from smell

#eat makes sense though #entry #🗒

[ #04 ]

i read my volume of seaside stranger today

very confusing

a little hard to get into

but! very cute

gonna check if the second volume gets better before deciding to keep to it

#entry #🗒

todayyyy i'm gonna do a buncha crafts (or at least start some)

i wanna make a welcome leon banner, a goth kandi cuff, some ms character fan blinkies, and work on my The Project

and i'll play tomodachi life in the bg while i do em :3

they should invent a coffee machine that doesn't need to be deep cleaned after every single use

#they should focus less on ai and invent something useful #thats just my tag for this format of thought i always have

they should invent a dustpan that doesn't get half the dirt it's supposed to get swept under it

#they should focus less on ai and invent something useful

they should invent a pair of scissors that cuts in a straight line

#they should focus less on ai and invent something useful

when we were younger my current best friend used to call me "cinderella" because that was the only way she could pronounce my name i didnt realize she was actually just predicting my future home life

#i flush your toilet. i sweep your floors. i take your trash. i vacuum your stairs. i clean your dishes. i take care of your animals.#i get worried when you leave your trash exposed for the animals to eat it every fucking time.#i put away your groceries. i cook you food.#that at times you dont eat anyway. or you eat and leave none over for me.#and yet you will say #at least i dont have to clean your bathrooms #or do your laundry again #or go to work every day #(something that i actually want very much. because then at least i'd be getting something for my labor)#(but you wont let me.)#and you accuse me of doing nothing. just because i work on my own time. (and i work very well.)#well i am about as sick of it as i was once before. and if it persists don't expect me to want to stay here any more.#and if no other place will have me #then so be it. my body will be the ground's to play with #vent ⛓

need to start asking for a switchblade and a lighter and a bat from my family this christmas

#vent ⛓#maybe i will move out.

thinkin about how when i first heard the cookie cat theme song from steven universe, i thought it was a reference to the song moonquest by yogscast

#he left his family behind ... </3 #thoughts 💭

[ #03 ]

i gotta stop jotting down so much negative stuff.. well, here's something i realized recently:

my fursona is in fact a shapeshifter, and whatever animal i am depends on my personality/mood for the day or moment

likeee my default- i'm a sort of cat/wolf creature with horns. but sometimes, i have fluffy bird wings. and those will sometimes have different sizes, too

but then, when i'm like. lounging- just hanging out with my cool lights, listening to music, just vibing- i'm more of a bigcat/wolf combo. specifically a white tiger

when i'm feeling sillayyyy, i'm full wolf but when i'm feeling more relaxed, and at peace, i'm full cat

whenever i feel soft and sweet, i'm a sort of parakeet-kitten-deer ? and whenever i feel anxious and irritated, i'm a rabbit

i'm not sure what i am when i'm like. in "adult mode," but i definitely know it's something different and sometimes i'm a rat, but i haven't figured out when yet

i just realized this like a few days ago so. i'm probably gonna find some more animals i turn into as i start noticing it now. and that's pretty fun

#entry #🐾 yep i'm a furry

every night for 15 seconds i get to pretend i live in a bustling city area when this young man passes by my neighborhood street in his vehicle

#i'm going to catch him.#one time he rode down the street extremely fast during a time when children could be around. (and we have many)#my housemate caught him but didn't really get to confront him before he told them to fuck off #i would have put my body in front of him and cursed him out something fierce.#dont drive recklessly in neighborhoods especially with children and pets around you cuntswab #i dont give a fuck if it gets you up enough to suck it yourself you dont endanger other peoples lives

blegh. it's already night time and yet it feels like my day has just started

#vent ⛓#just been so negative and alert and tangled up in all this bad energy today #i still kinda feel like im in some kind of fight mode too #hopefully it'll die down now that people are going to sleep

thinking about all the times during our relationship where my girlfriend almost died man i gotta make a big huge pot of spaghetti or smthn

#vent ⛓#all times were su/c/de attempts essentially #today's been very strange. melancholy and stressful #doesnt help that i woke up thinking my last cat was dead #because i dreamt it #and then my friends are just #i dont know #i dont know i dont know i dont know #doesnt matter

i wanted to help him today

i thought we were only going to get better

he was trying to make coffee for himself in our kitchen. but, he didn't really know where anything was. he did a lot of little things that made the process harder on himself than it had to be, because i knew all the fixes we had to make it easier

and i wanted to tell him about them. i wanted to say "here, we have a measuring cup," or "here, there's more types of grounds under here," or "hey, i can pour that for you." and i wanted it to not be a big deal

but i couldn't say anything. and i couldn't stop getting out of the way. and i couldn't stop making myself smaller. and i couldn't stop trying to be quieter. and i could only feel the same way i used to whenever he was in the room

and i realized that we were never really getting anywhere at all

#vent ⛓

will i just always be that annoying little kid that made my own brother bully me relentlessly and my mother not care enough to stop it

#vent ⛓#or whatever

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