fruit girl

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[fruitl0v3r]

on a 3 week vacation with 3 people w competitive 3ds rn😂😂😂😂

[fruitl0v3r]

never been so motivated

1. skinniest friend told me she is going sugar free & wears ankle weights

2. my ex’s new girl is extremely bad

3. my ex & literally everybody around me is going to the gym

4. summer is coming

i need to lose asap

[fruitl0v3r]

my friend wont stop telling me how her dinner is a banana and how she doesnt eat breakdaat and is always hungry. its rlly affecting our relationship at this point bc its triggering me so much

[freez1ngc0ld]

I miss my lw so much

[fruitl0v3r]

food log

this ones a lil diff

protein pancakes ~ 190

yasso bar ~ 80

grapes ~ 15

vitamins ~ 15

total: 300

but then i walked a ton and based on my apple watch i burned ~300 so net is 0! but apple watch is prob off but still!

i think im gonna try to do this the entire week. i need to l0se what i g@ined and FAST bc its summer.

and based on prior experiences eating ~150 c@ls per day helped me lose 8-10 !bs in a week. so i better clutch up🙏

[fruitl0v3r]

hi bitches im back

im officially locking back in for summer so here's another f00d log. lmk if u want any details and im also in desperate need of th1nsp0

anyways

protein pancakes: 190

vitamins: 15

grapes: 80

chicken quesadilla: 165

yasso bar: 100

total: 550 c@l

we r so up

[fruitl0v3r]

i hate thanksgiving

why is it all abt food

[tooth-butter]

[fruitl0v3r]

guys who was gonna tell me that when ur in a talking stage u lose ur appetite

no bc swear i have to tell myself like eat rn, and i’m usually the type to b!nge

now i drop a !b per day

[fruitl0v3r]

i genuinely cannot be around ppl who tell me how little they eat or how hungry they are

i become so irrationally angry and i cannot control it

[fruitl0v3r]

i just want to be as skinny as i was when my aunt told me to eat a burger.

[fruitl0v3r]

is it a new low to create a gmail account dedicated to emailing restaurants and asking how many c@ls are in the meal i ordered

[fruitl0v3r]

whenever u don’t want to eat and u feel the urge just put on ur tightest jeans 💯💯💯😂😂😂😂😂

(i’m going to km$)

[fruitl0v3r]

i know what it’s like to b!nge. i know what it’s like to st@rve. i know what it’s like to eat like a normal person for one day and feel like i gained everything back. i know what it’s like to lose 10 lbs, and i know what it’s like to gain it all back and hate urself for it. i know what it’s like to hoard food in your room. i know what it’s like to w3igh urself every morning. i know what it’s like to throw out food and hide it at the very bottom of the garbage can. i know what it’s like to throw out ur lunch in school. i know what it’s like to ch3w and sp1t. i know what it’s like to purge.

i’ve been through it all. and it makes me feel very sad for everybody on here knowing they feel as poorly as i do. we brainwash ourselves into thinking we will be happy when we r sk1nny but that is not the reality. our brains r so fucking warped we will never be happy with our bodies.

[fruitl0v3r]

i knew i had a problem but i didn’t know it was this bad holy fuck

[fruitl0v3r]

burned 900 c@ls in 2 hrs last night.

did i fall trying to get up this morning bc my ankles are in so much pain? possibly…

but it was worth it

[lana-346]

Comparing ur b0dy to literal children has to be one of the least mentioned yet most relatable things in the 4n4 community lol

[fruitl0v3r]

i work at mathnasium so whenever i see a skinny little girl who is prob 6 i get so jealous and constantly look at their arms & legs with envy