FSA stuff (reset)

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⚠️Warning⚠️: Slightly sensitive content, emotional suppression, stressful environment, small reflections on growing up and life, self-sabotage and suffocation. It's best not to watch in a depressed or depressive mood. In some parts it may seem unpleasant. I warned you. Take care! <3 I'M VERY SORRY FOR THE SECOND DRAWING. The last one is wholesome in my opinion.

It's hard to live when you're being compared. But it is even more complicated when you are a part of a big chain and regrettably don't even hit the expectations about you… at least according to you. Stumbled across this song again in old playlists. Song could fit each of the five Links, but on a recent listen I felt Red would be the perfect victim example.😅

Self-sabotage, insecurity, fear of showing your true self, holding back emotions, feeling that you are not good enough, feeling that you are a burden to your friends are all like a delicate ribbon that imperceptibly touches your neck and tightens a suffocating knot on it pulling you to the bottom.

This is dedicated to one of the theories that Red is a part of the inner child in Link, his desire to stay in the sweetness of childhood just a little longer, which Link is trying to get rid of as best he can, as seen in the other three clones and his own shadow. (Except for when he's alone with Zelda.)

But what is growing up but accepting your whole self, even if you are scared, hurt and want to hide from your own self as far away as possible? This is working on yourself and your problems, overcoming fears and difficulties...

This theory could also explain some of Red's odd behavior, because storing up anxiety, reminding yourself of your worthlessness and how you are behind in every sense compared to your peers, inevitably brings stress and tension, which leads to either excessive emotionality or lack thereof or masking. And over time, that mask doesn't come off easily.

Love yourself and others, and then the world will turn to you brightly. Harming yourself is no better than harming others. Accept who you are, don't try to suffocate yourself, but try to understand and work on the things that bother you. Know that there are always people willing to help you, even if you don't know about them or haven't met them yet. Life is unpredictable as hell. Live today, not in the past. Take care!

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At this point this blog looks like a Red fan page lol. I'll try to fix that in the future, but for now….. This is the only thing I have to offer. The loss of the blog is still fresh and I'm scared to death of losing this one too...

Sketch to previous post ⚠️Warning⚠️

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Day Three. My account still terminated, but now I can't even login to see this words... It's really hitting me hard, considering my health condition.

To keep my spirits up, I've decided to start a project to collect my old posts. Eventually I plan to create an additional blog where I will back up reposts of my posts for safekeeping. My friend has also volunteered to help me. But our efforts are not enough to find all the reposted works. If anyone knows which posts we missed with her, please sent them to @fsastuffrepost! I'll appreciate any help! <3

Also, if you have requests for sketches with FSA characters (from the game or manga), feel free to send in ask box!

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Day Two. I still haven't been unblocked, so I'm trying not to get into creating anything serious and ambitious.

Silly Red for the soul and not to get depressed. Just a quick sketch that took around 2 hours. He is vibing.

If I have the time and energy in the future, I'll refine this version and draw with others Links

Second version. I'm so sorry but I couldn't resist this stupid idea...💀💀💀

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Hi there! You may already know me. I'm FSA staff and this is my temporarily new account. Unfortunately my account got banned for no apparent reason. It may have been because of a new drawing with Vio, to which I attached a sketch, but didn't realise that tumblr might mistakenly see the sketch as inappropriate content. I hope to get back on my main page in the future, but in the meantime, I'll stay here!

I'll still add finished pice with Vio, Because I love how this turned out!